Remembering You

She is the kind of girl who is ruled by the universe. Exploring her options like the storms that come around out of nowhere in southern California. She feels so openly. Probably the cause of her soul exploring every inch of the world she is trapped in. She is a flower and a wild child but keeping her secrets so deeply in her heart. Nobody could understand why she kept them so deeply in her heart.

She is the kind of girl, you would chase after, but not understand. You enjoy how beautiful she can be, even at her worst. But when one mistake is shown, you run. She is the kind of girl who would give you her all in order to show you your worth. She would not just let you sit in the rain alone, rather she would join you until you were happy and laughing over nothing. She was the girl you could fall in love with.

But this girl was something different. In the evening, she changes. More open and free standing in the light fading. In the sunset, she sees pure happiness in something so to coming in the darkness. Her soul lets loose. The universe tried to rule her world, but in the night. The quietness spoke, her heart reached for the moon. Holding onto its inspiration. Giving her soul something or someone to share her love with.

But she is the girl who is afraid to open herself up you, she has been hurt way too much. Giving love to everyone she knows; yet is tortured by the ocean of heartbreak. But as this girl as changed over the years. She is less and less afraid of falling for someone new. Yet she is holding her emotions in, which is complicated. It is a war. A war between her heart and brain. One is always right, but the other is by her soul. Forever fighting for each other’s way. Each changing their minds in order to make the best choice for her. But they are each being pulled by strings for her good will.

She is the kind of girl who is ruled by the universe, inspired by the moon, but controlled by her heart and brain. But she is the kind of girl that is willing to love you as much as she possibly can.