Chapter 34- a little Exploration
(Sexual content rating: 🔥 🔥)
–kora–
Despite our current location, despite the circumstances of our meeting, and despite everything that has happened to me over the past couple of months. Something about this just felt…right.
A startled gasp escaped my lips as Elazar pressed his body flush against mine, pinning me up against the tree behind me. Grabbing hold of his face I crashed my lips against his in a kiss and without hesitation he opened up to me.
Closing my eyes I started us off slow, melting into the feel of him, the taste. I always hated kissing max… he always tasted and smelled of cigarette smoke. Yet despite my desire to do so as little as possible he seemed to want to do it more and more, even if it was uncomfortable or disgusting for me.
It was as if my distaste for it made him just want to do it more and more. Only now that he's gone do I see how fucked up that really was. And it wasn't just with kissing. It was with everything we did. He always had to have this sense of control over me, he made me do things I didn't want and when I denied him he would always say how I should be grateful for his affection but instead I just treat him like garbage, even if it was the other way around. And every time I would seek something from him, and seek his affection he would just push me away. So I stopped.
I stopped caring about myself. I stopped trying to get the love and care I wanted so badly. And I stopped making my own choices. I let him control me how he wanted for so long…
But With Elazar, It feels different. He is different. He is willing to give affection to me, and for once I'm actually willing to accept it.
That first kiss was a spur of the moment kind of deal for me, part of me longed for the attention I had been denied for so long and Elazar had seemed reasonable enough. I wanted to thank him for what he's given me, for what he's done for me. And to my surprise when I went to repay him I wasn't repulsed afterwards. I didn't want to pull away, and he didn't push for more like I had expected.
That single moment shared between us changed my entire perspective on the man before me. I no longer saw him as someone who just wanted to butter me up and use me.
Seeing Elazar's concern for me, the clear panic and fear in his eyes when he thought he had hurt me was so strange. No one had ever reacted towards me in such a way. When he started beating himself up I saw a side of him that reflected onto my own past. I saw myself from several months ago, living a life of pain and misfortune.
I had told him exactly what I wished someone had told me back then. Because now I know I'm not so weak or useless. I'm not expendable. I'm my own person now.
But like a drug that self doubt and pain from the past always manages to creep up on me and I end up looking down into the deep pit of sorrow that I crawled out of. Standing on the edge, just one step from falling back inside that abyss and relapsing.
Lately El has been the one to pull me away from that hole of despair, he's helped me to remember that I'm not so useless and I am more. He seems something in me that I've been blind to my entire life and I see him for who he truly is.
My heart still hurts after the years of mistreatment. But for once It feels like it's finally starting to heal.
Wrapping my arms around Elazar's neck and entwining my fingers into his hair I deepen the kiss, relishing the moment.
This was something I wanted, something I craved. And it was far more enjoyable than any experience I've ever had before.
Breaking the kiss, El started trailing his lips down the side of my neck, nipping and sucking at the sensitive skin causing pleasurable tingles to travel down my spine and to my toes. Biting my lip I pulled him in even closer, with my legs wrapped tightly around his waist.
Opening my eyes, my gaze immediately landed on the horns atop of his head, as he continued his assault on my neck. Immediately my hand that had been tangled in his long hair went to them and gripped one of the keratin protrusions.
Elazar suddenly froze, becoming as still as a statue, holding his breath as I gently rubbed my thumb over the rough surface of his horn. I still found it hard to believe that this part of his body could be so sensitive. Can he really feel it when I touch him so gently or is it only when I pull on them? Surely having such extensions growing from his head means it would hurt if too much pressure is applied so does he just like the pain it produces?
I gently stroked the protrusion, staring at it intently. I've never met an actual masochist before, much less been intimate with one, but Elazar really doesn't seem like the type. "Kora?" His voice came out ragged and strained as he spoke. Glancing down I could see El looking up at me to the best of his ability, without moving his head.
Asking him would be pointless since he doesn't understand what the word means. And Explaining what a masochist is to him would only be a pain and the last thing I want is for him to get the wrong idea and think all humans enjoy the feeling of pain, so there's only one way to find out. "Hold still…" I whispered back before readjusting.
I gently pulled his head down a bit and straightened myself, trying to practically get myself up higher so that I could reach him better. My heart started pounding against my chest as I thought about what might happen if I did this. I've never done this before- scratch that I don't think any human has ever done this before.
I just hope I don't regret it.
Darting my tongue out I trailed it up the length of his horn ever so tentatively, and I could hear Elazar take In a sharp breath. His tail twitched curling behind him but I wasn't satisfied with such a small reaction so I did it again, only this time much slower.
The alien before me shuddered and I felt his entire body practically tremble. His grip on me tightened and I knew then that his horns really were sensitive to touch. I wonder if his tail is to-
I shrieked as he growled and pulled me off the tree to pin me to the ground atop a bed of those purple flowers. with one hand he kept my arms pinned above my head. While holding himself up with the other.
Elazar glared down at me with a predatory look that I hardly recognized while his tail failed around behind him. "I told you not to touch them."
I was about to speak up as He crashed his lips against mine and swallowed
Whatever words were about to come out. His free hand slipped under the hem of my shirt leaving a burning trail in its wake as it moved up my abdomen and grasped my breast with a gentle squeeze. He pushed one knee up between my legs adding a torturous pressure to that area.
I could feel the flowers beneath me ever so slightly Brushing across my exposed legs, arms, and lower back, leaving a Tingling sensation all across my skin. The tingly feeling left behind by the flowers and Elazar's forwardness caused a deep warmth to pool in the pit of my stomach.
Well I guess that confirms how sensitive his horns are.
Elazar finally broke the kiss, giving me the chance to catch my breath as he grabbed the hem of my shirt and pushed it up to expose my chest.
Wait, Don't tell me he's keeping to that little rule I made earlier with the horns and my chest.
I watched as he stared at the mounds intensely before leaning down bringing his face closer while grabbing hold of the same one he had been fondling before. "Hey this isn't exactly fair!"
I tried to pull my hands free half heartedly as his hot breath fanned over one of my breasts making me painfully aware of the stark contrast of the chilled air and his warm breath on my skin. I could already feel goosebumps forming and the anticipation of what he would do was growing inside me.
What sounded like a purr rumbled in his chest as he toyed with my chest for a moment, curiously. "El-" I gasped at the feeling of his warm, wet tongue trailing across my chest to the stiff bud, he lingered on the peak a second longer before letting his tongue return to his mouth.
I watched him as he looked up to meet my eyes. "You tasted me, now I wish to taste you."
El seemed very blunt and straight to the point with his words even when it came to intimacy, but for some reason I kind of liked it. I simply gave a small nod and continued to watch as he leaned down to repeat the action, licking my other neglected breast. Carefully, slowly.
After a few strokes of his tongue he latched onto the perked bud. A happy sigh slipped through my lips and this time I tried pulling my hands free more desperately.
I wanted… No, I needed more stimulation Down below, the affection he was giving me now was great and all but it felt like my body was starting to heat up like a furnace and my insides just felt so empty. Was it because of the flowers? Were they making my body more sensitive?
Elazar didn't seem to relent on his hold, keeping my arms above my head despite my struggles. He purred while sucking on the one breast before pulling away from it and returning his attention to the other.
"H-hey, let me have my hands back! My chest isn't the only part of my body!" I panted out while looking down at the alien leaned over me. His eyes moved up to mine momentarily as he sat up straighter and his tail hit the ground beside us. He was quiet as he looked down at me, he seemed to be contemplating something.
"I wish to explore you, if you will let me… I want to know all of your body, the feel of it, the taste… then after I will let you do whatever you wish to me. You may touch my horns, my tail, anything you wish I will not complain. I want to learn everything I can about your body without interruption."
I stopped squirming for a moment to mull over his offer before biting my lip. As weird as it may sound, I wanted to learn more about him too. The xandisians are similar to humans but hold many differences across their bodies. I know a few dozen scientists who would kill to get the chance to freely explore the body of one of these aliens and yet here one was freely offering me such a chance. Part of me wanted to do it out of my own curiosity and the other part of me wanted to do it out of spite.
What was supposed to be a warning to not cross me, came out sounding more like an invitation of a horny sugar baby. "Fine, but you better not do anything funny…"
He straightened up and purred at my response, reaching up with his free hand to toy with the leather strap across his chest that was used to secure his spear to his back. Pulling it off he then wrapped it securely around my wrists before tying it to a thick tree root jutting out of the ground above me, before I could fully comprehend what he was doing.
"Wait, why are you trying my hands?!" I pulled at the bindings to no avail and looked back down at Elazar.
"I told you I do not wish to be interrupted, the bindings are to keep you from grabbing my horns again. You may be released when I am satisfied with my examination." He smiled down at me before turning his attention to my shorts.
I opened my mouth to protest but quickly shut it realizing he was right about the horns thing. I'll just have to wait my turn…
Before I knew it he was removing my boots and inspecting my legs and feet. He trailed his fingers up the inside of my legs up to my thighs before trailing them back down once more.
"So smooth. Not as soft as your chest but it is close." He murmured before focusing on my clothes. Hooking his claws on the hem of my shorts he started pulling off my bottoms –underwear and all– till I was left completely exposed from My chest down.
Forgetting all about El and his little exploration I quickly remembered where I was laying and I attempted to squeeze my legs shut and arch the lower half of my body off the ground by pushing my feet against the forest floor to keep the purple flowers from touching me all over. Everywhere those damned things touched became tingly and sensitive, I don't want to be laying on top of them!
Elazar tilted his head to the side confused by my actions and position, but soon became too enthralled by my body to care. He sniffed to air and nearly shuddered before grabbing one of my ankles and lifting my leg up into the air.
"Ah?! Hey-" I stopped mid sentence as I looked down at him to see he was staring intently at the spot between my legs. Unconsciously I felt the need to squeeze My legs shut but as soon as I attempted to do so he hooked his arms under my knees, lifting the lower half of my body up with my legs over his shoulders and my pushy fully exposed to him.
Letting go of one leg he brought his hand up to glide his fingers over my opening, lightly teasing me with his gentle touch. I could already feel how wet I was and closed my eyes, starting to feel self conscious about the whole thing.
Maybe this was a bad idea…
Elazar hummed to himself while touching my slit and ended up prodding my entrance with two fingers nearly making me moan and buck my hips. "You're so tight? How small are human males? How do they fit?"
God is he really asking this right now? "W-we manage to take quite a bit- girls are more flexible than they look." I grit my teeth trying to keep my cool. But it was hard talking to someone who has two fingers shoved in your- "ah!"
My entire body jerked a little as El brushed his fingers across my clit. He paused at my reaction and did it again watching me closely. As I flinched once more. "You are enjoying this?" His words were more of a statement than a question but I still didn't have the capability to conjure a response.
Nodding ever so slightly he observed me for a moment before returning two of his fingers back to my opening and started rubbing his thumb over the little sensitive bundle of nerves.
I stifled a moan that nearly escaped as my toes curled from The pleasurable shock sent through my body. Fuck, why an I so sensitive?! I've never been this reactive for such little stimulation! Is it because it's been so long since I've done this? Or is it because of the flowers?
A small hiss slipped through my lips as Elazar continuously played with my clit and opening with his fingers until they were fully soaked with the juices of my arousal. There was a knot in the pit of my stomach winding tighter and tighter with each movement and I felt the urge to move my hips to increase the friction.
As my climax grew closer and closer to its peak he suddenly removed his fingers from my body and a disappointed whine was my reaction. Looking down I watched as he inspected the clear liquid arousal coating his fingers.
With a hum he sniffed it and his tail swiped the air behind him excitedly. "So sweet…I wonder if it tastes just as good." He muttered, mostly to himself, but those words were enough to make my insides clench in anticipation.
He licked his fingers and closed his eyes with a shudder before completely cleaning them off with his tongue. The sight was hot but my focus was mainly on the fact that his tongue was shaped differently and seemed longer than a humans. I thought I had been imagining it before when he kissed me but it really is different…
Once he fully cleaned himself he turned his attention to my opening and licked his lips with a devious look in his eyes.
Oh fuck he's gonna-
A startled cry shattered my thoughts as Elazar's mouth latched onto my heat and his tongue trailed across it, adding a little extra pressure to the small bud on top.
"F-fuck!"
He lapped hungrily at my opening trying to get as much of the juice coating the outside as he possibly could while also frequently teasing my clit. A deep purr resonated through him as he pulled away to lip his lips again and wiped his face with his wrist. "Your nectar tastes… extalim."
Cleaning any excess off his hand he plunged his fingers back inside my tight opening again and teased my bud of nerves once more trying to stir up some more of my 'nectar'.
"D-did you just say nectar?" I panted breathlessly as El swirled his fingers around inside of me before pulling them out to lick clean again with a groan. My mind felt foggy and I could see black spots running across my vision as the pleasure I was feeling seemed to intensify. The only thing I could feel at that moment was Elazar's touch and the Tingling sensation Crawling across my backside from the flowers.
"Yes… and I need more of it. More of you."
Grabbing hold of my thighs he returned his mouth to my push once more trailing his tongue from the bottom up In a long torturous stroke. With a moan I bucked my hips pushing against him to add to the pressure he was applying to my sensitive opening. I was so close…I just needed a little more. A little more and I'll be able to fall off that ledge into a cloud of bliss.
I know it's not normal how fucking inte se these feelings are, and I know it's probably the flowers fault but I couldn't care less. As long as I get release!
El needily lapped up every drop he could get from my weeping core before pausing. I nearly cried from the loss of contact and squirmed in his hold. "El please! I need more! I need to finish or it's going to drive me crazy!" I pleaded helplessly while pulling against my restraints. God, I'm so close! He can't stop now! "Please elazar! I-i can't take it!"
His head nuzzled my inner thigh as he pecked a kiss across my skin making me look down at him. His eyes met mine and I felt the haze in my mind clear briefly.
"I told you, you need only ask. And I will give you anything." Without Breaking eye contact, a deep growl rumbled in his chest that made me shudder. He latched onto my opening once more, plunging his tongue in deeper than I thought was humanly possible.
That action alone was enough to push me over the edge, and I cried out, arching my back as stars danced across my vision and the knot in my stomach came undone.
Elazar groaned happily, relishing in the aftermath of my climax as more nectar spilled onto his tongue and he happily savored every drop.
My body twitched as my mind slowly came back down from cloud 9. My tensed muscles sagged as I felt the strength leaving my body.
El finished cleaning me up before gently lowering the lower half of my body back to the ground and a small shudder passed through me as the flowers below tickled at my exposed skin.
He hovered over me for a moment before reaching up to untie my hands but I didn't seem to have the will to move even once I was free. "That…was intense." I managed to mutter out.
"You enjoyed it, no?"
"Y-yes, but now I don't even want to get up…"
Elazar chuckled Before trailing one of his hands down my side to my ass. "Then perhaps that should be the end of my exploration. I do not wish to tire you out."
"Yeah… that's probably the best." I closed my eyes trying to let my racing heart calm down as I lay there in the bed of fuck flowers.
"Come, let us return to the cave." He urged me.
With A groan of annoyance and his help I sat up, letting my shirt fall back over my breasts. "What about my turn?"
"Your exploration of my body shall have to wait. You can hardly function as is right now and I wish to get back quickly so that I may make a trip back to my village."
With a huff I let Elazar pull me to my feet and nearly stumbled before leaning against him for support. He crouched down to retrieve my bottoms and helped me to slip them on before standing back up and sweeping me off my feet.
"I'll carry you until you feel like you're capable of walking again."
"You're not gonna carry me just to fondle me some more?" I asked teasingly.
"I think I've satisfied my curiosity enough today." He responded before walking over to our stuff.
"Yeah… Me too."