One Sided Love

Kate

My little angry pinked princess enter this world 5:30 in the morning she was crying with her strong lungs... when the doctor laid her on my arms... it was such a beautiful moment that I will never forget till my last breath... she was breath taking... she got Alex blue grey eyes n Alex unique light brown with gloden touch hair.... she looked like him with my lips... I stare at her... n I start crying that what a beautiful thing I have created... she is so precious that I want to protect her with every harmful things.

Rachel n shawn reached soon the hospital before they were taking to the labor.. shawn was shocked I was all alone... but I told him that Alex has to be there because it was urgent...soon I was then taken to the labor room... After my delivery soon I was sent to ward... n then I was fall asleep.

When my eyes open for I don't know how many hours... I saw Alex was there lying awkwardly in the hospital chair... I called his name... he doesn't respond... I found him in wrinkle clothes n he was deep in sleep... I called him again... n then he respond 'kate'

I said 'Alex ... for how Long your sleeping in this chair ...'

He confused n looked at his watch n said ' may be for 2 hours... its 8:30 in the morning'

I replied ' you should go home... you look so tired'

He said 'im ok... im not gonna leave you alone... when I heard your voice message I become so scared... im sorry I wasn't there for you'

I replied ' you have to be in Canada too... don't feel bad apparently you cant help me.. you dont know how to deliver our baby girl'

He laughed n then became still when he heard that we had a girl

I can't stop myself n asked 'Have you seen her yet...'

He looked down n said ' No.... I came directly to you n then I fall asleep'

I replied Do you want to see her?'

He replied 'kate.... I... you need rest...'

He kissed my forehead n leave.

Alex

Everything is falling apart... I don't know what to do n what not to do.

Shawn came n give me a coffee ... I was sitting in the sitting area.... I tell shawn' thanks dude n not just for the coffee... for been here.... thanks alot'

He shurg n said ' never mind dude... it was nothing...I wished you had been here too on time... kate was really in you need... but I now understand about your deal....so do you informed kates parents...they should be here too.

I replied no I didn't... kate father's has taken emma to Disneyland ... maybe thats why they are not here but im going to call them soon'

He looked little annoyed n said 'you know kate has called them too when she can't reach you... her stepmother picked the phone but never listen her why she called n then she hanged on her.... a normal person will think why would she called them at this time but her parents never called her back to even check her.... but a shitty parents they are.... I remember when Emily was in labor Mr n Mrs Evan not left for a single moment... n what they are doing to kate is unbelievable'

I just sighs loudly.... kate was so alone on her difficult time of her life no one was there for her.... not even me..... I feel like shit that people around kate give a shit about her.... I remember Emily time kate was there all the time..n her parent's hold emma n brought gifts n even through a house warming party.... n now no one was happy for kate new born baby... no one even congratulated her.... fuck im also one of them...

Shawn said' Have you seen your daughter... she is just like you.... what a beautiful thing she is... you will fall in love with her.... well I have clearly fall for her.... now I can't wait to have my own kids'

I become still n shocked... shawn must see my face.' You still haven't saw your daughter.... but a ungrateful fool you are... dude atleast see her she may be it change your mind'

I want to but that promise I made with myself with emily ..with emily mom ... that emma is my only kid... fuck I can't lose control..

I replied' stop it shawn its too much for me ... I need a break...

With that I went for a walk. 0000☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐