Dear Heart, You Screwed Me

DEAR DIARY,

I’ve done something really bad.

I’ve slept with my best friend’s dad.

This wasn’t supposed to happen.

This wasn’t the life we planned.

We were meant to grow old together, watch our children make us proud daily.

But the life we planned was ripped away from me.

Life is cruel.

Vicious.

He was taken from me, and I have no control over it.

What is it they say? Your life is mapped out for you? Fate and all that shit… well, this isn’t fate, this is God fucking me over in the worst way possible. I don’t believe in fate anymore.

My motto is ‘it is what it is’.

My heart lurched in my chest before it shattered and obliterated into a thousand pieces. I was afraid it would never be whole again.

This wasn’t supposed to happen.

This wasn’t the life we planned.

But it is what it is.

Dear Diary

Dear Heart, You Screwed Me.