You Belong To Me

The box which controlled my will, which suppressed all my courage, the cause for all my pain in the past and finally the box which remains me of Taiga is opened...I was looking at him with mixed feelings of fear and anger, he placed the box on the table, by making a eye contact he took the things outside the box, after arranging everything on the table, he came much closer than before where I was even able to feel his hot breath on my face, he lifted my head, by placing his lips on mine he said," Tell me Disha, Do you feel fear now..Are you afraid now...Do you remember everything which you meant to forget". I had to no enough strength to fight,resist or even to cry anymore, my eyes were dry, my legs and hands became numb, I don't even have strength to move, am struck completely, am struck!!, everything around me started to spin, All I want is to close my eyes, i want to sleep for awhile, I want to find some peace but I know that's not gonna happen, I need to stop dreaming and start looking at reality. Slowly he moved from my lips and started to kiss my neck, eventhou I tried to push him again, I couldn't bring my hands to do it again, but he was kissing all over my body, i felt helpless, I couldn't feel anything, I don't know the exact reason behind it, was it because of seeing the box again or did he really took full control of my body or am i having a worst nightmare....if yes I want to wake up from this soon.

After exploring my whole body he came up and lingered my ear sending some chills throughout my body which remaineded me that I was not sleeping,he came again to kiss me on my lips but I was unable to cooperate with him, he was trying to use his tongue, I don't want to, I dont want to kiss him, suddenly he grabbed my cheeks and shouted," Are resisting me, Are you doing this again, Do you wanna to do this in hard way Disha...why are your eyes lifeless....is it that hard for you to sleep with me".

I was unable give an answer to him, all I was thinking about is his scent,, I hate his scent which is spread all over my body, why do I smell like him now?? ..i don't want to smell like him.."Are you avoiding my questios again bi**h, how dare you !! Did you forgot everything within a year...Did you forgot who I am or is this because of that bas**d ".he shouted toward me with anger, I was wondering who he was talking about but by grabbing my night dress collar he pulled me toward him and said," what do you think, I wouldnt have found out about the secret relationship between you and your friends finance". with shocking look on my face I turned toward him, what is he talking about.

wait No. Not again, I know very well where and how this is going to end.