Worth the Fall: Chapter 9
I wake slowly, the soft sound of steady breathing pulling me from sleep. For a moment, I’m disoriented, my brain struggling to place the weight of the arm draped over my waist. But then I see him—Miguel, lying beside me, his face relaxed, his dark lashes resting against his cheekbones.
My bed feels smaller with him in it, but somehow cozier, too. He’s still fully dressed, his shirt untucked, his sleeves rolled up, and his shoes missing. His hair is an artful mess, the kind that would take effort to recreate, and there’s a faint crease on his cheek from the throw pillow we dragged from the couch.
I glance down at myself, still in my dress from last night, though the fabric is now hopelessly wrinkled. My bare legs are tangled in the blanket we must have brought with us.
I smile, memories of last night washing over me: the rain, the food truck, Saul’s protective speech, and the quiet moments on the couch. We must’ve been too comfortable—or too tired—to care about changing or even properly getting under the covers.
Miguel stirs, his arm tightening around my waist. He blinks his eyes open, looking at me with a sleepy, lopsided smile that makes my chest feel light.
‘Morning,’ he murmurs, his voice low and rough from sleep.
‘Morning,’ I reply, biting my lip to hold back a ridiculous grin.
His gaze flicks down to his wrinkled shirt and my rumpled dress, and his brow arches in amusement. ‘So, we made it to the bed but didn’t bother with anything else? That’s a first.’
I laugh, brushing a hand through my hair, which I’m sure is a disaster. ‘I guess we’re trendsetters now.’
He chuckles, pulling me a little closer. ‘Not my usual approach, but… I’m not mad about it.’
‘You’re just saying that because you got the good pillow,’ I tease, nudging him gently.
‘Maybe,’ he says, grinning. ‘But honestly, this is perfect.’
His words catch me off guard, the sincerity in them making my stomach flip. I let myself relax into his warmth, tucking my head under his chin.
‘You’re comfortable,’ I murmur, almost to myself.
‘So are you,’ he replies, his fingers brushing lightly along my arm.
For a while, we just lie there, the world outside fading away. Everything about this feels effortless—natural, like we’ve been doing it for years instead of weeks.
When I tilt my head up to look at him, his dark eyes are already on me, warm and filled with something I don’t dare name yet. He leans in, his lips brushing mine, and it’s slow at first—a soft, searching kiss. But it doesn’t stay that way for long.
His hand slides to my waist, pulling me closer, and I respond instinctively, my fingers threading through his hair. The kiss deepens, all heat and urgency, and when he shifts us, rolling me gently onto my back, I can feel my pulse pounding in my ears.
‘Miguel,’ I murmur against his lips, my breath catching.
‘Hmm?’ His voice is low, his mouth trailing to the curve of my neck.
I shiver, trying to gather my thoughts. ‘Shower?’
He pulls back just enough to meet my eyes, his brow arching. ‘Shower?’
I nod, biting my lip. ‘Unless you’d rather keep this up and be late getting home.’
He chuckles, sitting up and holding out a hand to me. ‘Alright, Mason. Let’s see if you can keep up.’
The shower is an experience all its own—equal parts playful and steamy, filled with laughter, teasing touches, and moments that make my heart race. By the time we’re dressed again—me in sweatpants and a loose T-shirt, Miguel back in his slacks and now untucked shirt—we’re both grinning like we’ve gotten away with something.
I pour us each a glass of water in the kitchen, leaning against the counter as Miguel watches me. There’s a softness in his expression, something unguarded that makes my chest ache in the best way.
‘What?’ I ask, handing him the glass.
‘Nothing,’ he says, shaking his head. ‘I just like this.’
‘This?’
‘You,’ he says simply, motioning between us. ‘Looking like this. Comfortable. Happy. Us.’
My cheeks flush, and I busy myself with rearranging the fruit bowl on the counter. ‘You’re dangerously close to sounding like a rom-com.’
‘Maybe,’ he replies, taking a sip of water. ‘But if the shoe fits…’
I roll my eyes, but the warmth in my chest refuses to dim.
After a moment, he glances at his watch and sighs. ‘I wish I could stay longer, but Felicity has a dance recital this afternoon. She’d never forgive me if I missed it.’
‘A dance recital?’ I ask, setting my glass down. ‘What’s she performing?’
‘Something princess-themed,’ he says, chuckling. ‘She’s been practicing her twirls for weeks. Every flat surface in the apartment has become her stage.’
“I’m sure she’s amazing,’ I say, imagining it.
‘She is,’ he replies, his voice softening. For a moment, something flickers in his expression—something raw and vulnerable—but it’s gone before I can decipher it.
At the door, we kiss again, slow and lingering. When we finally pull back, he rests his forehead against mine, his breath warm against my skin.
‘Thank you for last night,’ he murmurs.
‘For what?’
‘For being you,’ he says simply, his voice low and steady.
I don’t know how to respond, so I kiss him again instead. Watching him walk down the hall, I feel a strange mix of lightness and longing, like my heart is too full to stay in one place.
That evening, as I’m curled up on the couch with a glass of wine, my phone buzzes.
Miguel
Felicity’s latest masterpiece.
Attached is a photo of a drawing. It’s a stick-figure family: Miguel, Felicity, and me.
My breath catches as I stare at the image. The drawing is simple—childlike—but it hits me harder than anything has in years.
I type back quickly.
Mia
She’s talented! And apparently very smart, too.
His response comes almost immediately.
Miguel
She knows good people when she sees them.
I set my phone down, the warmth of his words sinking in. For the first time in a long time, I let myself imagine it—a future with Miguel and Felicity.
Quiet mornings filled with coffee and laughter. Dance recitals and bedtime stories. A family.
Maybe—just maybe—this is what I’ve been searching for all along.