Tragically Yours | ✓

i hate myself.

i hate myself for loving you.

but i hate you more.

i hate you for leaving me.

parts of me wanted to ask you to stay,

to fight for me,

to fight for us,

our love.

but i couldn’t,

i didn’t.

if you wanted me,

if you wanted us,

then i wouldn’t have to ask you.

and i know you didn’t want that,

for our love was make believe.