Chapter 43
Evelyn
Monday night, after taking a hot bubble bath, I leave the washroom wrapped up in a towel and walk into the closet. I am about to take a hoodie out of habit when my eyes fall on a red nightdress. I don't really wear these since I feel comfortable in my hoodies and t-shirts. But it's not bad to try something new sometimes.
I take the dress out of the hanger and my eyes move over it. It has a v-neck enough to show my cleavage, is made of a full net with thin straps and it ends on my upper thigh. It's beautiful but sexy! Wearing the dress, I take off the towel that's covering my head and wipe my hair. After I'm done, I come out of the closet and my eyes land on my bed just to gasp loudly as I see Ethan laying there peacefully.
The fuck
I forgot to lock the door.
He's so busy with his phone that he hasn't noticed me yet. I stand there like an eternity pondering over if I should call Ethan just like this or run back inside the closet.
But I think it's already late.
Ethan turns his head and looks up when his gaze meets mine and my body freezes. I see his mouth slightly open in shock as he slowly looks down at my bare legs and lingering there for a while, looks up at my reddish hot tomato face again.
It's not happening. No boy ever saw me this underdressed.
Ethan ploddingly sits up, his eyes still connected to my shocked ones. If I had eye problems, I think I wouldn't be able to see the hint of blush that's appearing on his cheeks.
It's getting embarrassing. I have to say something.
Gulping, I open my mouth, "Um...w-what are you doing here?"
He gulps too as he answers, "I...I actually c-came to tell you something. But you were in the washroom so I thought about...uh waiting."
"What did you want to say?" I ask.
Ethan
What did I want to say?
Damnit! I forgot.
How am I supposed to remember things when she's standing in front of me like this?
I won't lie. I'm speechless.
Of course, she looks beautiful all the time but today it's quite different. The red dress hugging her body showing her bare legs and for the thin straps, the white of her arms and chest is radiating off. Her stomach is slightly visible for the net that's covering it. Her wet hair is cascading down on one side of her shoulder, water dripping from its end. In a word, she's looking like a goddess.
And a temptress unknown to her...
She's standing just meters away from me. Getting up, I slowly stride towards her, she's still in shock, disheveled. I try my best not to look down at her body as I speak,
"Uh...I will come later."
Standing before her, I say while she nods looking down. My eyes involuntarily drift off to her exposed chest and I gulp.
No shit! I can't control myself.
I don't know how but I find myself moving towards her more as if someone else is controlling me. She looks up at my face immediately and for some reasons, she looks scared as she tries to step back but the door behind her blocks her way. Her cian eyes stare back at me in apprehension while her wet lips tremble slightly.
"Evelyn..." I whisper, pressing my body against her bit by bit while my hands rest on the door on either side of her. "E- Ethan? What are you..." She stutters when I speak again,
"Can I kiss you?"
Evelyn
He's asking me? I mean he never asked before all the times he kissed me but this time he's asking and upon that, shockingly I'm scared to say yes. Because he doesn't look normal. I'm having a feeling if he gets the chance to kiss me now, it will end up in something else.
"Ethan but..." He cuts me off with another whisper.
"Please..." His eyes become overcast as he pleads.
After knowing it's going to be withering, I budge my head slowly and I feel like his clouded eyes are now clouding all my rational senses.
He doesn't need to be told twice, he softly touches my face while his other hand slides along my waist. Moving the back of his fingers upon my cheek, he brings his face closer, making me close my eyes. Soon I feel his lips on mine.
He pecks my lips before starting to move slowly. I entangle my hand around his neck as my other hand holds his back. His grip on my waist tightens and he squeezes my dress there, pressing me more against his body. The kiss is slow at first but soon it turns into a fierce one.
He bites my lower lip making me moan against his mouth. And for the first time, I open my mouth giving him access. He slides his tongue inside and starts kissing me hungrily while my hand grabs his hair tightly.
When he pulls back, we both are panting. I stare at his lips to see them wet and red from the kiss as he keeps eyeing my face.
His both hands wrap around my waist as he presses me against the door, placing his lips on my neck this time. I tilt my head giving him more access while his fingers play with the strap of my dress and he pulls it down slowly.
I know where it's going but I can't stop him. I don't want to.
He bites on my sweet spot marking the place there as a loud moan escapes my lips. This feeling is overwhelming, something I never experienced before. I feel my body giving up slowly as a reaction to the dauntless feelings. I let my body fall atdast knowing he will be there to hold me and he does.
He pulls me to his chest while I keep staring at his darkened eyes from my clouded ones.
Suddenly he picks me up in his arms and moves towards the bed, his eyes not leaving mine for a second. Placing me on the bed gently, he climbs up on me as I breathe heavily.
He puts his face just above mine as he whispers,
"I can't stop Evelyn. I can't."
"Then don't." When the words leave my lips, something flashes in his eyes and he comes to kiss me again but pulls back the next moment.
"No, I can't. Until you answer my question." He shakes his head.
"What?" I ask, desperately. I want his lips against mine.
"Do you love me?"
My eyes shoot open at his question. I have to tell him today what I've been keeping to myself for the last few months. This is time.
As I take the time, his face suddenly loses its colors as sadness shows in his eyes. Before I can say anything, he gets off of me disappointed and about to get down from the bed when I stop him, grabbing his t shirt. He looks back at me in hope as I calm myself down.
I must tell him now.
Gulping, I open my mouth and say those words in a breath.
"I love you, Ethan."
When I open my eyes, I see him staring at me in shock.
"I'm sorry for not saying it earlier. I was scared. I never thought someone would love me and I will love him too. I just couldn't think how I was supposed to tell you what I felt. Trust me I loved you from the start."
A smile slowly breaks through his face at my confession and the next moment he falls upon me again, nuzzling his face in the crook of my neck.
"You love me?" He mumbles.
"Yes, I do." I feel him smiling against my neck as he kisses there softly.
While his body rests on mine, his hands slowly move towards my waist further down and he sniffs on my neck.
"I waited for so long to hear this. I love you more. Trust me I do." Whispers he, while I keep running my fingers slowly through his silky hair.
"I know."
He moves his head up and looks down at my face with so much softness and adoration. The Ethan I saw on the first day and now, these two aren't the same. Not at all.
He eyes the exposed skin of my chest and digs his head down there bit by bit. As soon as his wet lips touch my cleavage, I shut my eyes and press my lips together to stop the moan. He kisses there before going upwards towards my jaw then my neck again as he bites the flesh there, my hand gripping his hair tightly.
Suddenly he changes our position now that I'm on top of him. He tucks a strand of my wet hair behind my ear before touching my exposed shoulder. His trembling fingers travel down all the way to my hand before he intertwines our fingers, his eyes boring into mine.
"You are a temptress Evelyn." He smirks, "And only mine."
I look away, smiling.
He implants his hand into my dress from the back, caressing my waist, and moves up to my back igniting all the flames in my body. His other hand grabs my chin making me look at him again as he asks huskily,
"I want you."
There is something in his voice and his eyes that makes me hallucinated and it seems like everything along with my own heart conspiring against me to say yes. And all the while the things he did to me, I would die if I lose this warmth now.
"Have me," I whisper.
I didn't imagine my first time would be like this but I don't know how it could be better. Ethan has become my everything now. He is all I want and I love him. I don't have a doubt.
"You sure?" He asks.
I stare into his brown orbs and nod.
"I love you."
Just as the words leave my mouth,
he gets me off of his body and sits up before taking off his t-shirt in a swipe showing his muscular toned body. Before he lays me down again quickly thear a tearing sound and my beautiful dress is now out of my body. He throws our clothes on the floor and lays upon my almost naked body, his chest grinding with mine and the warmth causing me to gasp for air.
He looks down into my eyes once again for a few seconds before clasping our lips together in the most fierce kiss I've ever had.☐☐