The Alpha's Abused Mate

"What a day" I exclaimed as I entered the house. I went to the kitchen to get a snack or something since I was starving

But... lost my appetite as soon as I saw Lucy and her two friends talking. They stopped their conversation as soon as they saw me.

"I'm just gonna leave" I sighed

I left the kitchen. Suddenly I stopped; I don't know why I did. I can't keep running away from my problems. I have to stand up for myself. Damien has accepted me as his mate. I have nothing to be afraid of anymore.

I went back to the kitchen

"On a second thought, I think I'll stay”

One of the girls scoffed but I paid her no mind. I went to the fridge and grabbed an apple then I sat on one of the stools to eat it

The room was silent. The only noise that was made was me munching my fruit. I decided to speak up

"So Lucy." I started

"Yes Luna"

Wow

"l haven't seen you in a while,how are you?"

She smiled a fake smile

"I'm fine thanks for asking Luna"

I smiled back

"Anytime"

A girl laughed

"What's funny?"

'I'm just surprised at how you've changed so quickly"

"What do you mean?"

"Just a few weeks ago you'd be trembling at the sight of us. Look at you now behaving so casual like you own the place all because you're good with Alpha Damien. Let me warn you sweetie it's only temporary. He's gonna leave soon"

I grew angry at the thought

"You know nothing about us"

"True but I've been with a lot of men, there's something I know for sure. Once they're tired they'll leave. What's gonna keep him interested anyway? Not like you're sexy or anything. You've got small boobs, no ass; your hair is a dull colour, small hips. Try looking in the mirror"

I couldn't stop the tears that fell. I ran out of the kitchen from their sounds of laughter.

Its true, I can never be compared to them or any other girl for that matter. Girls my age had boobs and stuff. I'm seventeen yet I don't wear bras. These are the kind of things that attract guys. How can he be with me if I don't have all these things?

Accidentally, I bumped into a hard chest

Eric

"Hey Carla...are you crying?"

I wiped my tears with the back of my hands

"No I just got something in my eye"

"You sure?"

"Of course”

"Tell me the truth, are you okay?"

"I'm fine, where's Damien?"

"He went out for a meeting with other packs. It's very important”

"Oh okay"

I went straight to my old room locking it behind me. I sat on my bed and cried my eyes out. It's pathetic yes but I can't help it. I've always hated the way I look

All I want is Damien. For him to hug him, to feel his lips against mine but that can't happen since he’s not around

I pulled out a razor blade from my drawer. Taking a deep breath I sliced it deeply into my wrist

I cried out in pain but I didn't stop

Again

Again

Again

I did it continuously till I felt numb

Bang Bang

Someone was banging on the door

"Love are you in there?"

It was Damien's voice

"Of course she's in there man" Eric said

"Shut up”

I kept on cutting not paying attention to any of them. It got to a point when I couldn't feel anything but still I kept on cutting.

"Baby please let me in" Damien begged

"Leave me alone. All of you" I screamed

I kept on slicing until I felt high. I lay down on the bed. The world kept spinning. The last thing I heard was the falling of the door then darkness

Damien's POV

I held my beautiful mate in my arms on the bed

Fuck. What happened now?

"Damien"

It was Carla's voice. She blinked a few times before her eyes fully opened

"Thank God" Eric murmured

“Leave us" I ordered him

"Yes Alpha"

He left closing the door gently behind him

"Here"

I handed her a glass of water which she quickly finished. When she was done I dropped the glass on the bedside table

"I thought you were at a meeting’ she whispered

"Eric called me saying he saw you crying so I came home as fast as I could"

"What about the others?"

"They can wait. You're my number one priority”

"Thank you"

"Don't thank me. What happened?"

Silence

"Carla?"

No answer

"Baby please talk to me"

I tried to hold her hand but she cried out in pain

"What's wrong with your hands?"

She shook her head, tears rolling down her cheeks

"You won't love me anymore" she cried

"Of course I will. Noting is going to change that is wear"

"Promise?"

“I promise”

She raised her sleeves for me to see what I never expected

"Why Carla?" I choked

Fuck I was crying too

"It hurts too much Damien”

I didn't say anything. I just held her closer to me rocking her slowly

“I'm sorry"

"Go to sleep” I said to her

I lay her down then left the room. I need time to think