DRAMA NOVEL ONLINE Chapter 48
Alexander's POV
I was in the office this whole day and once I'm done with the paper works for today I hurriedly went back to my room to finally be with her. I felt mad at myself for leaving her still sleeping this morning but I forced myself to get off the bed and so before leaving her, I had left a note for her. At least in that simple way, she would feel that I am not ignoring her.
I hope that she finds it romantic and that she wouldn't be sad when she wakes up without me beside the bed. But when I get back to finally be with her after the long tiring day at the office to only find out that she's not in the room.
My mind wonder where could she possibly be. I went out of the room quickly to go and ask my mom but my feet had taken me down at the dungeon.
Her scent there was so strong and had me riled up.
Why did she go here in the first place? What did she do?
The guards and their wolves looked terrified when I asked them about her. They instantly told me what she did in there and I was very furious upon hearing it.
Why did she even do it to that sick she-wolf?
She could have been hurt or killed again by her!
And I will never forgive her this time if she did that to my mate!
So I rushed out to the dungeon and hurriedly went to find her.
And I found her in the room where that annoying little pup is.
I saw Denise inside together with his pup and I was really outraged to know that she was out and free.
When I saw my mate my anger changed into confusion. Of tormented anger towards what she did to Denise.
But then I can't feel angry towards her, I am not mad at her but for the ones who had caused her too much pain, and now she had the heart to reach out to them and give them something they don't deserve.
Her forgiveness and her love.
Staring at her now, looking at her out of all that she had been through. During the days that I had been with her, she had grown and changed into someone I never thought she would be.
I can't stand to be in this room, especially in one room with Denise and her pup.
I can't hold it anymore.
I want her.
I need to feel her.
My wolf let out a low growl and everyone in the room went still. They were silent and fretting, their eyes cast down.
I took heavy strides toward her and grabbed her hand to walk out of the room. Her hand was cold and shaking. And I felt bad for what she feels right now.
She feels anxious and guilty and I feel the same.
I feel guilty about my actions.
I took her inside our room and closed the door.
Silence filled us. I was searching for the right words to say or ask her about what happened to them between Denise.
Letting go of her hand, I heard her getting deep breaths before she finally break the silence.
"I'm sorry. I should have informed you first but I just can't wait and ah-I can't bear the pain to see her pup alone and sad without his mother. I understand if you're mad at me right now..."
Her face is full of emotion and guilt filled her. She was talking too much now and all she was saying were just passing by my ear I don't understand what she was saying for my attention was not on the words that her mouth is saying but my eyes were frozenly staring at her lips.
How wonderful and soft those lips are.
I gripped my hands at my side and can't no longer bear to just stared at her in front of me.
She was still saying something to me but fuck it! I don't care now what she was saying or what she did back there! All I know right now is that I need her to feel her against mine!
My wolf growled again and I hurriedly grabbed her neck and sealed those lips against mine. Cutting the words she was saying.
The need to kiss her had me burning inside. My wolf was on edge the whole day and the only one who can calm him was our mate.
She was not responding at first to the kiss for she was surprised by my sudden action.
She was not expecting this. She expects me to be mad at her but no.
I am not angry with her and I will never be.
As I hear her sigh between our kiss, relief filled her and her mind feels at ease. She wrapped her hands around my neck and my hands instantly grabbed her waist pulling her body closer.
Heat instantly crawled up inside me and I can feel her body doing the same.
My hunger just grew more intense and I wanted to rip that clothes away from her body. I wanted to feel her skin closer to mine.
Just as I was about to do that she instantly pulled her lips out from me and caught her breath.
"W-We need to stop," she said while panting. Her chest heaved up and down. Her hands were at my chest stopping me while my hands gripped tighter at her waist.
"Didn't you hear what I told you?" Her eyes stared at me curiously.
"Huh?" Was I only said?
"Out of all I am saying just a while ago, you didn't listen?"
"Ahm. No?" Not sure if my ears heard it. Her lips turn into a thin line and her eyebrows wrinkled in confusion.
"So all this time you were not listening?!" Her eyes grew bigger and wider upon realizing what I said.
"How could I? Your lips are a distraction" I quirked up a smile looking down at her lips.
She tried to pull away from me but I pulled her body closer to mine, caging her in against my body.
Her cheeks turns red and she inhaled deeply at my torso and felt the hard one down there between us pressed against her.
I am not going to be ashamed of it nor stop it for her to feel that I was really in need of finally claiming her. That my body can't no longer wait to be inside her but then again I was just teasing her.
I will never force her to do it if she's not ready and does not willingly want to do it with me.
She gulped hard while looking at her intensely.
I tucked a strand of her hair in her ears and smiled at her amusingly.
"Goddess, you're amazing and you don't even realize it."
She is amazing and one of a kind in this world.
And I was so damn lucky to have her.
She turned silent upon hearing what I have said then blinked her eyes many times before speaking.
"As I have said, I am now ready to visit my pacHerher face turned serious without a trace of hesitation or fear.
Now that had caught my attention.
"What? Are you sure?"
She nods at her to my question.
"Why so sudden?"
"I have already been thinking about it since the day you told me. I have to face them sooner or later so I've decided that I want to visit them now."
I stared at her for a moment to search for any indications or signs that she didn't want this. That she was just forced to do it by her conscience.
But I found none. She is really serious and has decided to go back and see her pack.
"As in now?" I asked once again then tear my eyes from her to look behind her.
"Now" she responded with her her voice full of determination.
"The sun is going down soon and if we traveled now it would be nightfall when--"
"Yes"
The sureness of her voice was all that had stopped me from reasoning out to her.
"Okay then. Let's get going."
I let go of her to smoothen up my clothes and let her compose herself.
I instantly mind link Paul about it and had ordered it to have a car be ready outside.
Once all was set and ready I led her out of the room and outside the castle.
There was a car already outside and security's waiting for us.
I led her to the car and one of the security carefully open the car door and I let my mate first inside.
Then the car started to move. All are tensed and unmoving.
There is a car in front of us and another car behind us for our safety if something comes up.
I heard her sigh deeply and turn her eyes to the window. I reached for her hand and hold it with mine.
She tears away her eyes from the window and turns to look at me.
"Are you sure about this?" I asked her once again. Making sure she was really ready for this.
She smiled at me slightly before responding.
"Ready as I'll ever be."
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