Starbeam: A Dragonian Series Novel

KATIE

I fell asleep and woke up when my stomach grumbled. It was around lunch time and I didn’t see Albert in the log house.

I helped with the kids, dishing up for them and then sat down and ate a plate of Maggy’s stew myself.

Goran’s words haunted me and not having Al beside me to set my worried mind at ease, or to tell me it was going to be okay, made me doubt things again.

I helped Maggy and Issy wash the dishes after lunch. The two of them were really bonding.

Issy’s face where Robert’s acid burned her looked better than it had a few days ago.

Their healing ability was seriously amazing.

Her spirit was high again. It was like nothing could break her, not even the dragon she had a bond with.

I could learn a lot from Issy.

“You are quiet tonight. Are you excited about tomorrow?”

“Very,” I didn’t sound excited.

“You getting cold feet?” Issy asked.

“No, it’s something else. I can’t wait to marry Albert.” I smiled.

“What happened Katie?”

“Nothing I can’t deal with.” I sighed. “Why is being a woman so hard?”

Issy laughed. “Because the Lord made us extra special.”

“What is bothering you, Katie?” Maggy said. “Is it what I told you last night?”

“No,” I sang. “It’s what he told me this morning.”

“What did he say?”

I shook my head. “It’s nothing, forget it.”

Silence lingered as we kept doing the dishes.

Connie ran into the kitchen. “You come with me.” She grabbed my arm.

“I’m busy, Connie.” I laughed at her excitement.

“They can handle it.”

“You sure?”

“Go,” Maggy pushed me out of the kitchen. “You better call us Connie.” Maggy yelled after me.

“I promise.” She sang.

“Call them for what?”

“Just come, you’ll see.”

She led me to her room and I gasped as I saw a beautiful long white dress on the bed.

“Isn’t it beautiful? I know it’s not your regular wedding dress, but you look beautiful in anything.”

“It’s perfect Connie, thank you.”

“It’s the least I could do. I haven’t seen him this happy in like forever.” Tears welled up in her eyes.

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be. He deserves all the happiness in the world, and you are it Katherine Squires. Just fight for him and with him otherwise he will drive you up the walls.”

I laughed and she laughed too.

“Go on. Go try it on.”

She closed the doors and helped me with my clothes.

I put on the dress and it was really something beautiful.

“We can pull up your hair and let a few of your natural curls loose. You are going to be so pretty, Katie.”

My lower lip started to quiver and Connie hugged me.

“Hey what is it?”

“It’s stupid. I’m being silly, that is all.”

“No, tell me.”

I sighed and looked at her. “It’s amazing Constance. You are so not what I thought you were.”

“Stop it. We hardly knew each other, of course assumptions are going to be made.”

“It’s not that. I always imagined my dad walking me down the aisle. He can’t. Or my mom to be here at least, she isn’t. It’s so not what I expected.”

She looked at me with soft eyes. She was really so beautiful. “It’s going to be okay, I promise.”

I nodded. She let me go from her hug and wiped my tears softly.

“Everything is going to be perfect.”

I smiled at her as the door opened.

“Oh Katie,” Maggy said and hugged me tight. “You are going to take their breath away tomorrow.”

“Oh shush.”

She laughed and gave me a hug. “Tomorrow you are going to be a princess.”

I laughed in her shoulder. “Who would have thought, hey.”

“You deserve every bit of it, Katie.” She touched my face.

“You do too. The two queens that came from Eikenborough.”

Everyone laughed.

“That is Albert for you.” Connie said and we laughed harder.

I sure was the luckiest woman in Paegeia.

ALBERT

Helmut found me that night under the tree. I hadn’t left the spot since Goran told me that he couldn’t be here.

“Hey, everyone has been looking for you.” Helmut said and froze when he saw my face. My emotions.

“What happened Al? Is it Katie?”

“No,” I put his heart at ease. “It’s your twin.” I spoke softly.

He sighed. “He’ll be fine.”

“No, he won’t. He left. He can’t be here for tomorrow’s wedding.”

“What?”

“He made it clear Helmut. He’s not going to be here. Me marrying her is breaking his heart.”

“You not marrying her will break yours. He knows that, Al.”

“I’m going to lose his friendship.”

“You won’t. Goran will get over it.”

“She called him special, Helmut. She found out about what he can do and she called it special. She wasn’t repelled, she accepted him like we accepted him. He’s not going to get over that.”

Helmut closed his eyes. “You can’t give her up to him, Albert. You love her too much.”

“She loves him too.” I sighed.

“Not like that.”

“You don’t know that. What if I pushed her into this. What if she wakes up the day after tomorrow and the spark is gone. What then. If I’m not the one for her, I will never forgive myself for this.”

Helmut closed his eyes again. “She loves you, Al. I’ve seen the two of you together. Don’t do this. She chose you.”

“She chose me because he didn’t ask her.”

“Then what do you want to do. Hunt my brother down, make him ask her to choose and what, Al, what then?”

“I don’t know. It’s not just my choice, Helmut.”

“And if she chooses Goran, what then.”

“I don’t know.” I felt like breaking. “I’ll deal with it.”

“No, you always deal, you always give him his way, Al.”

“He has had a bad life, he deserves to be happy.”

“It’s not just your choice. She chose you.”

“You don’t know that.” I walked past him. I needed to ask her for Goran’s sake and if she hesitates and tells me that is who she wants then I will get Zeba to find him and tell him the truth. I would let her go because I love her that damn much.

“Have you seen Katie?” I asked Emanual.

“She was here a minute ago. Have you tried her treehouse?”

“Thank you.” I walked to her treehouse and climbed up the steps.

Maggy’s face appeared in the doorway.

“Go away, you can’t see her.”

“I need to speak to her. It’s urgent, please.”

Maggy’s smile disappeared and looked into the treehouse

“It’s fine. I don’t believe in that anyway,” Katherine’s voice came and I climbed back down.

I waited for her at the bottom.

“Where were you today?” She asked and when I looked at her, she too saw something was wrong.

“We need to talk in private.”

She nodded and followed me.

When her hand touched mine and she lay with her head on my shoulder as we walked side by side to the lake, my heart stopped beating so frantically.

“You are scaring me, why do we need to talk?”

“It’s important Katie.”

“Okay,” she sounded sullen.

I took her not too far from the campsite.

“What is it Albert?” she asked me.

I kept quiet not knowing how to ask this question.

“You don’t want to marry me?” She asked and my gaze snapped at her.

Her eyes glistened with tears.

I pulled her into my chest. “Don’t think that. I told you that I have wanted to marry you since the first day I saw you.”

“Then what is it, you are scaring me.”

“I was a coward Katherine.” I spoke against her head.

“In what way.”

“I pretended not to see certain things and I need you to be honest with me.”

She nodded.

“Do you want to marry me?”

She pulled out of my grasp and looked at me confused. “Why are you asking me that.”

“Just answer my question. Do you want to marry me or do you want to be with Goran?”

She grunted. “He told you didn’t he.”

I squinted. “Told me what?”

“About what happened at the lake. I would’ve told you but I couldn’t find you.”

“What happened at the lake?” I asked.

“So he didn’t tell you.”

“No, we had words but I need to know. Do you feel that I pressured you into this? Do you want to marry me or do you want to be with Goran?”

“No, I don’t want to be with Goran. I love him but not like that, Albert. Why are you asking me this?”

“Because he didn’t ask you. I don’t want you to regret marrying me tomorrow.”

“He did ask me.”

“What?”

“At the lake this morning. He asked, and I said ‘no’.”

“You did?”

“I want to marry you.” She yelled at me.

I just grabbed and hugged her. “You want to marry me.”

“You are such an idiot, yes.” She spoke against my chest. “Stop scaring me like this.”

“I’m sorry. Now what happened at the lake this morning?” I pulled her away to look at her and she looked at the ground. “Katherine, what happened.”

“He kissed me. It meant nothing. I swear. I told him to never do that again.”

“He kissed you.”

She nodded.

I grunted.

“I’m sorry. It feels wrong of me to mess up whatever you guys had.”

“No, I was wrong. Connie is right.”

“About what.”

“He always wants what I have and he always gets it too.”

“Albert, I want to be with you. He will learn the hard way that he is not always going to get what he wants.”

I looked at her.

“Just for the sake of argument, what would you have done if I chose Goran?”

“Let you go.” It barely came out.

She grabbed and kissed me fiercely. I kissed her back and our kiss broke. Our heads resting softly against one another, breathing hard.

“Sorry,” she said.

“I’m not complaining.”

“You would’ve set me free.”

“I love you that much Katherine.”

She smiled. “Don’t ever ask me that again.”

“Okay, I won’t.” I said and our lips touched each other softly.

I couldn’t wait for tomorrow.