Chapter 61 –
(Gabriella)
It's been almost two weeks since finding out I'm pregnant and I swear once those words were muttered, my hormones woke up immediately.. I'm talking nausea, mood swings, fatigue, and all the other symptoms that come along with pregnancy. But truthfully, it doesn't bother me because I have never been happier. I was pretty shocked at first..trying to absorb what the doctors told us took me a few minutes and when it finally settled in, I couldn't help but burst into tears.
To know I'm carrying not only one but two of Jamie's babies is so surreal. Jamie has been bursting with happiness since the announcement.
He has also been even more doting if that was possible. But with that comes the overprotectiveness too.
So I couldn't really keep my secret about the speech therapist any longer, considering he wouldn't let me leave the house alone..
When I told him, he was a little upset that I kept it from him at first. But after I explained it was meant to be a surprise, he understood a little better.
Of course he asked to come and sit in a session with me, that way he knows how to help me practice at home. He really picked it up quickly and honestly having him help has made things easier.
I still stutter most of my words, but I'm starting to get them out a little faster. I feel a lot more confident when speaking with Jamie and even ordered our lunch a few days ago. "Notice: This chapter was created for obn15. Jom. If it's on any other site, it's been copied. Visit Job 15.om to enjoy the original chapters directly from the source."Obviously I was a nervous wreck while doing it, but Jamie told me to take a deep breath and stay calm. We realized if I was nervous and started to panic, it made my stutter much worse. So we have been practicing some breathing exercises too.
I haven't exactly told my dad about the pregnancy yet..I just don't know if it's the right time. He has become even more withdrawn and I'm starting to think he might need to see a therapist to talk to someone about all of this.
To be honest, I almost feel guilty for experiencing this happy time in my life when my Dad is suffering so badly.
Robert on the other hand won't stop going on and on about the twins. He even has someone coming to remodel his home for a nursery. Jamie is almost fed up with his dad's involvement, but I kind of like how excited Robert is..it makes me feel happy to know our babies are already so loved.
Teresa isn't much better either though..she cried for a good half an hour once she found out and Jamie had to cut her off and hang up the phone because she was just so emotional..okay, I started crying too..so that might've been a part of it.
But in two weeks we have our next appointment with Dr Stevens and that's when I will tell my dad afterwards. I just want to make sure everything is good before I tell him..they say you are at risk up to the first six weeks and if something happened, I just don't want him to experience another loss.
Even though everything seems to be going exactly how it should, so I'm not too worried..Jamie on the other hand over analyzes every little thing. He started reading pregnancy books and blogs..I think at this point he knows more about pregnancy than I do..and I'm the one who's pregnant!
He even organizes all of my vitamins and gives them to me in the morning after I eat. I know it might seem smothering to some..but I have never had someone care for me like this in all of my life..so I love it.
We hadn't even gotten out of bed this morning. My head was lying on Jamie's chest as I placed a kiss against his smooth skin.
"Are you ready to get up Princess?" He asked sweetly, his fingertips brushing my long hair back as he stared down at me. "N-No n-not yet-t." I grumbled while nuzzling against his chest as he let out a deep chuckle.
"Are you tired? Did I already wear you out for the day?" He asked teasingly, my core still throbbing from what we had just done.
Did I forget to mention that my sexual appetite has skyrocketed as well? Yeah..Jamie doesn't seem to mind that side effect.. "M-more." I smirked, making Jamie do a double take as his eyes widened.
"More? My wife wants more?" He asked before flipping me onto my back and hovering above me. I just nodded my head while catching my swollen bottom lip between my teeth before biting down seductively.
"I guess I can't say no to that..but I won't be using my cock this time, I will be using my tongue." He grinned mischievously as I felt my back arching as he bent down, capturing my hard nipple between his teeth.
I let out a gasp, my breasts already feeling super sensitive as he began to suck and kiss his way down my stomach.
I watched with bated breath as he paused above my navel and kissed twice before spreading my thighs and nestling between my legs.
"Now be a good girl and take everything I'm going to give you okay? No stopping until I've had my fill." He ordered, making me swallow hard before nodding.
"Use your words Gabriella."
His eyes darkened as I felt my core throbbing beneath him, begging to feel his tongue as I tried not to wriggle too much.
"Y-yes s-sir." I whispered as those words made Jamie lose any last ounce of control he had left.
He fused his mouth to my core, pulling orgasm after orgasm out of me as he eventually couldn't take it anymore and ended up slamming his cock inside of me instead. Needing to feel as close as possible as he made passionate love to me. The sexual attraction had for this man was out of this world..I swear with just one look alone Jamie can make my panties wet instantly..and I know I have that same effect on him. His reaction is a little more noticeable that's for sure.
We stayed in bed all morning and by the time we showered..which took longer than expected..and got dressed..twice..we were finally in the kitchen eating breakfast and it was now 10:40 am. Luckily it was Saturday so Jamie didn't have to work. My dad still wasn't up yet and I couldn't help but glance down the hall a few times as I went to make him a plate of food.
"Baby, just relax, I'm sure he will be up soon." Jamie said before placing a kiss on my head and going to put our dirty plates in the sink.
"M-maybe I sh-sh-should ch-check on h-him." I said worriedly as Jamie looked back over his shoulder and nodded his head.
"Okay, come find me in the office after." He added before walking over and kissing me on the lips.
I grabbed my dad's plate of food and quietly made my way down the hallway. I gently knocked on his door and leaned in closer, trying to hear if he was awake.
"Come in." He responded flatly, letting me know immediately that today wasn't any better.
I slowly opened the door, my eyes adjusting to the dim room as I saw my dad sitting on the end of the bed with his head hanging down.
I took a deep breath, wanting to use my words as I felt my nerves bubbling up. He doesn't know I have been trying to speak again. I wanted to surprise him too.
"D-d-daddy, I h-have f-food f-for y-you.." I stated, trying not to mess up as I looked towards him for any type of reaction he might have.
"Just put it there." He mumbled, not even bothering to lift his head or acknowledge me in any way.
I felt my heart sink as a lump formed in my throat, making me swallow it down before placing his food down on the bed.
Then I walked over to him, my hand reaching out before hesitating.
"You should go." He whispered, making me freeze before I contemplated what I should do.
But instead of leaving, I sat down in the bed next to him.
"Y-you sh-sh-shouldn't b-be alone." I stated as clearly as I could, making my dad stiffen before raising his head and finally looking at me.
His eyes blinked rapidly as his hand reached out, touching my cheek gently.
"Gabriella.." He breathed, making me smile sadly as I leaned into his hand.
"I don't deserve a daughter like you..I don't deserve anything.." He stated, making my heart break as I scooted closer and wrapped my arms around his waist. "It-tw-wasn't y-y-your fffault." I said, making my dad let out a strangled sob before breaking down against me.
"I'm so proud of you." He breathed after crying for a few minutes.
I watched as he pulled back and cupped my cheeks, his tear-filled eyes searching mine.
"I knew you could do it, sweetheart." He added as I nodded and smiled at him.
"I l-love y-you D-daddy." I responded, making him break down once again as I just sat there with him.
Letting him get all of his grief out because he had been holding it in and I knew it was eating him alive.
"Okay, I'm ready to eat..then what do you say about going out for a walk?"