Speak To Me

(Gabriella)

"Time to wake up beautiful, breakfast is ready." I felt Jamie's deep voice vibrating against my throat before he feathered soft kisses up and down my neck and face.

I couldn't help but giggle while lifting my arms and wrapping them around Jamie's neck, letting my eyes flutter open.

I was met with those gorgeous honey-brown orbs as he smiled down at me sweetly.

"How can you look this beautiful after just waking up?" He asked, making my stomach flip as he pressed his lips to mine.

Then I began to feel that wanting..the need to have Jamie any way I can as I kissed him deeper.

Jamie crawled on the bed above me, the feel of his body hovering over mine making me press agaisnt him as he let out a groan.

"Fuck..I'm trying to be good Gabby..and you are making it very very hard." He muttered against my lips.

Good..maybe he will finally give in..

I blinked up at him innocently as I lifted my waist, rubbing into him purposefully as I felt something hard and long.

Jamie hissed, his body trying to pull back as I shook my head no eagerly.

"Please." I mouthed, making Jamie drop his head as he rested it in the crook of my neck.

"Gabriella..I don't think you are ready for that." He mumbled, and then I started to get annoyed..

I quickly reached for my phone on the end table and began typing.

"I know that I haven't done a lot of stuff..but I feel like with you..I want to, I feel like I'm ready..I am 21 after all." I typed and watched as he lifted his head to read it.

Then a long sigh escaped him as he sat up, his eyes avoiding mine for a moment before he reached up and ran his fingers through his hair.

"I know..listen, I understand that you want to do all of this. I want to too..really fucking bad Gabriella. But to be honest..this is new for me too." He confessed, the vulnerability in his voice not going unnoticed.

Suddenly I felt the urge to be closer to him as I scrambled into his lap and placed my hands on his face, making him look at me.

I gave him a concerned stare, causing his own hand to rise now as he began tracing my lips gently.

"This is the first time I have ever felt like this..like I want to be careful with you and take my time because I don't want to rush a single thing..I don't want to miss the way your eyes light up when I kiss you, or how you blush so beautifully with every compliment." He whispered, making my lips part as he continued to draw gentle lines back and forth.

"Last night was incredible..just watching you do that was more satisfying than anything I have ever experienced...and I want more Gabriella..so much more..but I also know exploring these firsts with you makes it all worth waiting for." He explained as I nodded my head and wrapped my arms around his waist before hugging him tight.

I feel bad now..have I been pressuring Jamie too much? I guess I just felt excited to do stuff..but it is only the third day we have lived together..

"So I do want you Gabriella..but I don't want to treat this like the other situations I've been in..because those meant nothing to me..but this, it means everything so I want to do it right.." He whispered, prompting me to nod my head up and down as he grabbed my face now before peering down at me.

"Kissing though..we can do all the kissing we want." He smiled brightly as I eagerly smashed my lips to his, doing exactly that as I felt his tongue slide into my mouth before rolling against me.

We made out for a good fifteen minutes before Jamie eventually dragged me to the kitchen.

I could see his erection the whole time..which was pretty dang distracting and I couldn't help but stare..

Maybe I am turning into some type of pervert..is it normal to want to see him naked? I just want to see it..I have never seen one...other than on a sculpture or in a painting..but Jamie's seems a lot bigger than that. Eventually he excused himself as I dished out the food he ordered and I began to wonder if he was okay.

He came back not too long after and seemed in a calmer mood..he also changed his pants.

"Ready to eat?" He asked with a big smile before walking over and kissing the top of my head.

I nodded eagerly as he pulled out the stool next to me before sitting down and pulling my chair closer, causing me to squeak.

We sat and ate breakfast as Jamie told me about him going back to work tomorrow.

My eyes widened as I bit my lip nervously before pulling out my phone.

"Can I go with you?" I typed, showing him the screen as I glanced up at me.

"I'm glad you asked because I wasn't sure how to bring it up." He confessed before letting out a chuckle.

"I think it's best if you come with me for now, you can hang out in my office and I will have my secretary set some things up for you." He explained as I felt my shoulders relax. Jamie bent down before wrapping his arms around my waist.

"I'm not ready to leave you yet..I want you by my side for everything." He confessed making my heart flip as I smiled up at him before giving him a soft kiss.

"So today, I was thinking we could go shopping, get my Fiancee some nice clothes for the office." He whispered against my lips as I couldn't help but bounce up and down happily. "You like that idea?" He asked with humor lacing his voice as I nodded eagerly.

"Good, because I plan on spoiling you rotten.." Jamie growled, his mouth crashing into the crook of my neck as he attacked me with kisses and bites, making me burst with laughter.

"God I love your laugh..it's the best sound ever." He muttered, as his kisses turned sweeter and then he began sucking..the feel of his tongue swirling on my skin made a shiver tremble through me as I tilted my head to the side, giving him better access.

He kissed, bit and sucked my neck for a good five minutes before finally pulling away and looking at the place he just kissed.

"There..now your all ready to go out." He stated with a mischievous glint in his eyes as I just blinked up at him, not sure what he meant by that...well...I wasn't until I went to the bathroom.

I was washing my hands when I saw the biggest red and purple mark on my throat..is this what he was doing?! The mark was huge as I splashed some cold water on it, realizing it wasn't coming off any time soon.

Then I began to admire it more, feeling a smile pull at my lips as I realized this was Jamie's way of saying I belonged to him when we go out..well..maybe I should wear my hair up today. That sounds good to me.. After putting my hair up, I got a text from my dad as I went to read it.

From Daddy: Hope you are doing okay Bunny, Jamie said you guys are going out today to go shopping..I hope you have fun but make sure to stay with him at all times. We should get some lunch soon. Miss you and love you.

To Daddy: Don't worry Daddy, I will be careful. Love you too and miss you.

I messaged back, knowing my dad has been calling Jamie a good four or five times a day just to check in..I just wonder how he is doing with Cecelia and my stepmother.

Katrina seems to be in her own world, so I'm sure she isn't giving him too much trouble..

I was about to step out of the bathroom when I heard Jamie's voice..and he sounded angry..

"Rylan, I told you not to fucking come here..she isn't ready for that yet." Jamie began to yell and then quickly whispered the last part.

Rylan..wait, wasn't that Jamie's friend's name?

Curiosity got the best of me as I quietly opened the bathroom door before creeping out into the hall.

"You need to go, now." Jamie snapped.

"Just let me say hi to the girl..geez..we haven't seen you in a fucking week and you don't return my calls. I just want to make sure she isn't some succubus stealing your soul or something. You've even been ignoring Jolie's calls..I know shit with you two got weird after what happened in Aspen...but you never ignored her calls dude." Rylan said, making me furrow my brow as I stopped mid step, and that's when a guy with shaggy blonde hair and blue eyes peeked around the corner making my jump.

"Well now..you must be Gabriella." The guy smiled brightly as Jamie appeared around the corner next, his eyes filled with surprise.