Speak To Me

(Gabriella)

It's been one whole week since Jamie went and confronted Eva. The fact that she signed Sammy over so easily still makes me sick to my stomach..but I'm also relieved..because he really deserves much more. And surprisingly it's Grant where he found it..who would've thought my ex-mafia brother would be so good with kids?

I swear Sammy is even starting to act like my brother. Like the way he eats, or how they both stand with their hands in their pockets..it's so adorable.

I'm just hoping there are no more surprises..so far nothing has turned up on the potential father, and I think Grant wants it to stay that way. It definitely would make things a lot easier..but from what Jamie has said, that biker bar is pretty exclusive and the members who go there are usually regulars..so they might ask around.

From what Mr. X has told us, Eva has left the state and gone back to Europe...what she plans to do over there, I have no clue..but I hope whatever future man crosses her path doesn't fall for her crap. Maybe this will open her eyes and she will start new..or..she will get exactly what she deserves and end up on the streets. I'm good with either one honestly, as long as it doesn't involve me or my family.

Today Jamie and I are meeting with my dad and Monica for lunch at a cafe downtown and truthfully, I can't help but feel a little nervous. Are you reading this on obiẞ.m? If not, you've been misled! This chapter was lifted from our site. Head over to obiẞ.m for genuine chapters, the latest updates, and exclusive releases." I mean..I know they have been seeing each other since that awkward encounter in the bedroom..and I have run into Monica a few times in passing, but seeing them together again is going to be weird, I won't lie. It's just crazy that she is only a couple of years older than me..and my dad..well..he is my dad and I just want him to be happy...so if it's Monica that does it, then I will try to get used to it as much as possible.

"You look so beautiful baby." Jamie whispered beside me as he took my hand in his own.

"Th-thank you, it's just s-so weird how new clothes keep magically appearing in m-my closet.." I teased, knowing Jamie had been buying new stuff for me like crazy. I swear he has developed a shopping addiction or something.

But..I am really thankful since a lot of my old stuff doesn't really fit anymore.

"You know I can't help myself..and the fact that you look good in anything makes it that much easier." He added with a big grin, making my cheeks warm as he suddenly slid one hand down to cradle my stomach.

"Besides..I like finding clothes that show off your belly.."

Tonight I was wearing a light blue of the shoulder sweater dress that clung to my body perfectly. It had a tie around the middle which accentuated my small bump even more.

Luckily I haven't had too many side effects from my pregnancy yet..truthfully I just have some food aversions and have to use the bathroom a little more frequently..oh, and I'm super horny and tired all the time..okay, maybe I have more than I thought.. "After lunch, there's somewhere I want to take you." Jamie added, making my brow furrow in confusion.

"Where?" I asked perfectly.

That's another thing that's improved even more over the past few weeks..my stutter..obviously it's not perfect all the time. But I am finding it easier to talk more fluidly and don't get myself all jumbled up as often. I would love to say it's because of all the hard work I put in..but in reality..it's all the hard work this man right here has done..

Even when I'm lazy and don't want to do anything, he somehow finds a way to make me practice.

Okay, it's either food or sex related..but he gets me every time I swear!

"It's a surprise." Jamie whispered playfully before tugging on my hand. "Now let's get moving so we have enough time for it afterward."

I couldn't help but pout as Jamie tugged me into the restaurant and quickly found the table my dad had reserved.

"Let's hope this isn't awkward as hell." Jamie grumbled, speaking the words I was thinking out loud as I nodded in agreement.

The moment my gaze locked onto the table in front of us, I felt my stomach twisting with nerves.

My dad had his arm wrapped around Monica's back while his gray eyes peered down at her as she played with his tie. They were obviously having an intimate moment and for a minute I felt like an intruder. I don't think I have ever seen him look at Regina like that. Did he look at my mom like that? I know he says he loved her..

"Bunny, you look beautiful sweetheart." My father exclaimed happily, pulling me from my thoughts as I mustered up a smile.

"Th-thank you..you l-look good too Daddy."

He really did..I think he lost weight..and has he been working out?

"Oh, thanks, Monica has me going to this couples yoga class with her." He admitted sheepishly before rubbing the back of his neck and looking away.

"It's not as weird as you probably think it is..I promise." Monica chimed in with a laugh, making me smile and nod. I didn't peg my dad as a yoga type of guy, but anything that keeps him healthy is good I guess.

"So, how are my grandbabies doing? Do you know the gender yet?" My dad asked while taking his seat and scooting closer to Monica.

"N-next week. R-Robert wants us to throw a g-g-gender reveal party." I explained, making my dad nod thoughtfully.

"Is that what you guys want?"

"I th-think it will be f-fun."

I thought it was a cute idea, and surprisingly Jamie seems excited about it too...even though he doesn't show it to anyone else.

We even looked at a few party theme ideas together just this morning in bed.

"Well, the reason why I asked you to meet up and come to lunch today..besides wanting to see my beautiful daughter of course...is because I wanted to talk to you about something." My dad began, causing me to sit up a little straighter as I glanced towards Jamie.

He had that usual cold expression on his face..but I knew better. I could see the wheels turning and he was debating if he wanted to drag me out of here or not. I guess we will find out if he needs to in a second.

"I know you have been speaking with your sister on the phone. But I really feel like you should go there and see her."

"John..we aren't doing anything until the babies are born." Jamie spoke up quickly, using his 'Take no bullshit' tone.

"I know.." My dad rushed, lifting his hands in surrender as he let out a long sigh. "But once the babies are here..you won't want to leave them..and by then, a lot of time will pass Bunny.."

"What's wrong with Gabriella just face-timing her and continuing the phone calls?" Jamie retorted, making me reach over as I gripped his hand gently. He definitely had a strong opion about this one..

"I-I agree with you Daddy..I want to s-see her too...but this is a d-decision Jamie and I have to make t-together."

I swear the table went silent. I could see a smile pulling at Monica's lips as she lifted her mimosa before taking a sip.

"Well..I suppose you are right. But maybe just consider it..I know you two haven't always been close.."

"That's because she treated Gabriella like shit." Jamie blurted, making my gaze dart towards him.

I knew how he felt about all of this..and he still doesn't like Katrina fully..I mean, he doesn't hate her..but he isn't exactly her biggest fan.

"I know..I know the past doesn't just doesn't go away that easily..but Katrina has changed..you feel it too don't you sweetheart?"

I nodded my head..I could tell from the first moment I spoke with her that she did..but I also want to make sure my husband is comfortable with this too.

"Gabriella, look at me." Jamie suddenly stated, prompting my eyes to flick to his as I looked up at him nervously.

"Do you really want to see her? Is it truly that important to you?" He asked, the intensity in those brown eyes making my stomach flip.

"Y-y-yes I d-d-do." So much for controlling that stutter..

"Fine..then we will take the private plane. Might as well see if Grant wants to go too..no way in hell I trust going there alone." Jamie muttered, making a huge smile spread across my face as I lunged into Jamie's side. "Th-thank you baby."

I didn't realize how much I really wanted to see her until right this moment. Just imagining a real friendship and relationship with my sister makes my heart race. I want to show her I can be there for her..that I am willing to give this a chance...that I was always willing..and maybe..just maybe I needed to know that she wants that too.

I just want to feel like I am capable of being loved..not just by Jamie..but by someone who seemed to despise me all of my life. Someone I longed to accept me..

I won't lie..that little mute girl somewhere deep inside of me craves it..and perhaps that will help me move on from it even more.

"Now let's hurry up and eat...we have somewhere else to be in one hour." Jamie added, making my dad nod as he quickly cleared his throat before sitting back.

That's when I saw Monica lean into him before kissing his cheek softly.

"I'm so proud of you. Good job darling." She whispered, making daddy smile even wider as I couldn't help but be happy for him.

I guess it's time for us all to move forward..and I just hope Monica really is genuine about him..because this is the first time I think I truly am seeing my dad happy..and happiness looks good on him.