Speak To Me

(Eva)

I let out a frustrated groan, my fingers punching in the apartment code as I quickly yanked the door open before stomping inside.

"That fucking bitch! She thinks she can just hang all over Jamie like that..acting like nothing is wrong." I muttered to myself, my annoyance officially boiling over as the events from tonight kept playing through my mind.

Ever since I dropped the bomb that I could possibly have given birth to Jamie's son, they hadn't left the house once..until tonight. At first, I thought maybe Gabriella would push Jamie away..not able to handle the whole other kid thing..but of course the bitch has to be stubborn. So when I watched them walk out of that building holding hands and smiling..I just about lost it. How could he be fucking smiling right now when his whole world was about to change forever?

The way I see it..I should be owed a hefty amount for child support..and if he doesn't decide to leave that slut, then I will take him to court and make his life miserable. He will most likely fight for full custody, especially with his wife's background..I bet that's why she is acting like a freaking martyr right now.

Because she was the product of an affair herself..so I really should've expected this shit. There is no way she will want to leave all of that money..especially with the twins on the way.

Which I luckily found out about from an old friend who works at the hospital..it's good to have connections around here.

I hate seeing the way Jamie acts with her though..how he is so doting and constantly has his hands on her body. That was supposed to be me..what makes her so special? I have a better body..and guarantee I know how to satisfy him better than anyone.

I followed them all the way to a fancy restaurant where they met up with Jamie's parents. That's when I decided to just call it a night..I couldn't see any more of that shit. So instead I went to the bar down the street and got drunk. I needed to let loose for what's about to happen next. Tomorrow is a big day..and I need Sammy to be on his best behavior..I swear if he ends up not being Jamie's child, I'm going to just give the damn kid away. Or maybe he could have some type of accident..that way it won't look bad on my part.. Now, if I was a mother who lost a child..that could open up a lot of possibilities for me.

I stepped into the elevator before pushing the third floor button. I was trying to think of all the different outcomes Tomorrow could bring when I stumbled to my apartment door before unlocking it.

That's when I paused for a second..realizing all the lights were off as I blinked my eyes rapidly.

Wow..maybe the kid actually learned something for once.

"Sammy, where are you? Come here you little shit!" I slurred before laughing to myself. That's when I started taking off my shoes, almost falling in the process as I began going through the house, looking for the kid.

"Are you seriously hiding from me?" I scoffed, feeling annoyed, and went over to the kitchen.

I opened the fridge, grabbing a half-empty bottle of wine before popping the cork and taking a long sip.

"Tomorrow when you show up to your precious Daddy's work. You better not forget what you have to say! And make sure you tell them how much you love me and all that shit." I mumbled, waving my hand in the air before plopping down on the couch. "Sammy?" I called once more, hiccuping loudly before placing the wine bottle on the coffee table.

I walked down the hall and into my room, heading toward the walk-in closet where he slept. I peeked inside, seeing he wasn't in there, and wondered where the fuck he could be.

I stumbled back, feeling my knees hit the mattress of my bed before I went tumbling back. That's when the room started to spin and I knew I was about to be sick.

"S-Sammy! Bring me some water!" I groaned, my stomach churning as I quickly hopped up and ran to the bathroom, throwing up immediately.

I'm going to kill that ungrateful bastard! When I find him..he is going to wish he listened the first time.

I laid my cheek on the toilet, too tired to get up as my vision started to blur..and that was the last thing I remembered.

"Miss Monroe! Are you in there?" A loud voice called out, making me wince as I took a gasping breath, wondering where the hell I was.

I slowly peeked around, my eyes settling on my puke stained dress as I let out a groan..nasty..

I slowly got to my feet, hearing more knocking as every sound echoed through my skull with the worst headache ever pulsing through me.

"Sammy! Answer the door!" I called out, frustrated that this kid wasn't listening to me.

"Miss Monroe, it's Maria!"

"Coming, j-just hold the fuck on!" I said while stripping off my dress and pulling on a large shirt instead.

I glanced around, looking for any sign of Sammy as I went to the door and swung it open.

"What? What's going on?" I grumbled, seeing the old woman from next door looking behind me anxiously.

"Is..is everything okay miss? Sammy didn't answer the door. He didn't last night either." The woman said, making my brow furrow.

"What do you mean? I thought you said you could watch him last night?"

"Well..I was going to..but when I knocked on the door, no one answered. I figured you took him out with you or something." She explained, causing my body to stiffen.

"No..I never take him out..fuck..Sammy!" I yelled out, starting to go through the apartment as I felt my chest tightening.

That fucking brat better have not run away..I swear to God..

"Sammy! Get the fuck out here right now! I'm not playing!!" I screamed, only being met with silence as Maria looked at me with worry.

Shit..if she thinks Sammy is missing..she might call the police or something..and once they start doing some investigating..I could get into some real trouble.

"I'm sure he is in here somewhere. Thanks for your concern..I won't need you watching him anymore..here..you can keep this for missing out on last night." I said, grabbing a hundred from my purse before shoving it in her hands. "But Miss..where is he?" Maria asked once again, making my expression harden.

"That's none of your concern..now please..get out of my house." I said coldly, making the older woman nod before turning and going to leave.

I saw her hesitate, her head turning back as she stepped outside and I quickly slammed the door in her face before locking it.

That's when I started to panic..

If Sammy ran away..this could be bad news for me..

And if Jamie tries to reach out and visit him..what am I going to do? I will just have to fake that I'm not ready for them to meet yet..that it would be too confusing for my son until we get the test results. "Fuck!" I yelled before throwing my hands up in the air and pulling at my hair anxiously.

That little shit just had to go and ruin everything..