Redamancy

Daniel Ceaser- Get You

Beau was a person who interested, and captivated me all at the same time, I don't know why he seemed sad, distort, mostly anything do with being complicated. He was the new student last year, he always kept to himself never talking to anyone unless it was the teachers. He always watched my every move like a lion watching it's prey ready to feast.

It's now the last year of high school and he still fascinates me after a year. The one thing I couldn't understand is why he always stared at me, at first I thought it was because he hated me with a passion, but that's not it he looks at me as if I'm the most precious thing in the world like he wanted to Cherish me.

I don't think I've ever given him a reason to look at me like that, it scared me sometimes because I didn't understand the meaning of it. He stared with no emotion on his face but his eyes always told different. I've never had someone look at me with so much...love.

It's been a two weeks since school started I was woken up by my alarm. 'BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP' I groan hitting stop, and started to get up walking to the bathroom to do my hygiene, once I was finished I pu on my clothes added light makeup; grabbed my purse and headed down stairs to see my mother making breakfast.

"Good morning" I said giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"Morning baby here" She replied placing a plate infront of me with eggs, bacon, and pancakes.

"Thank you where's dad?" I asked confused he was always here up and early. "He had a meeting to attend to don't worry, anyway I have to get going have a good day at school I love you" she rushed over giving me a kiss on the forehead and walking out the door. I finished my food and was about to call Alexis when my phoned ringed.

"Girl if you don't get your ass out here now" Alexis was my everyday ride to school I've known her since middle school, she's 5'6 caramel with curly hair that hit her shoulder, skinny but curvy. "I'm coming" I hung up putting my finished plate in the sink, and heading out the door locking it in the process.

"Hey" I said once I was in the car. "Hey" She mumbled. She wasn't exactly a morning person. We talked a bit as we were headed to school. Once we were there we got out and headed to our lockers which we shared. "Ugh I hate these fuckers" I laughed she only saw five students and was already mad. "It's not funny Haven I'm mad it's to early for this bullshit I mean look at them breathin and shit" This was an everyday thing she would do and I think it's gets funnier every time.

"Relax the school year will go by fast" I said trying not to laugh, suddenly the bell rang signalling us to go to class, we both walked to English class sitting down in the back.

Soon enough people started to fill in the class including Beau. He sat down in the back across the room; though I could already feel him staring at me burning a hole at the side of my head.

"Damn I wish someone would stare at me like that" Alexis whispered referring to Beau. "Really you want to be stared at like that I can't tell if he hates me, or likes me" Taking a glance in his direction he continued to stare back with those sad grey eyes staring into my soul with a blank face like he didn't get caught looking at me, starting to feel uncomfortable I broke eye contact and turned to the teacher sighing.

"Why not he's cute" She wasn't wrong he had his curly hair in a bun making his chiseled face stand out more, a nose ring, light mustache, and beard. He was incredibly beautiful without even trying all of the girls flocked to him from time to time, but he never really acknowledge them. "Hmmm" I replied. Time passed on until the bell rang going our separate ways I said bye to Alexis walked into math and sat in the back getting ready for the teacher to start class.

Beau was also in this class he sat in the back in the far corner. I could tell he was looking at me from the corner of my eye was I that interesting to look at?, I couldn't understand I wasn't that pretty to look at. Out of four classes I had him in three the day went on slowly with him still watching me making me feel uncomfortable.

It was finally the end of the day where I went to my locker to already see Alexis. "I'm sorry I have tutoring do you mind waiting for the ride" She wasn't really the best student in bio so she had tutoring every Monday. "It's fine I can walk" I said getting my stuff out the locker. "Are you sure that's like a twenty five minute walk?" She asked with a worried expression.

"It's fine I promise go" I said giving her a hug and walking out of school. I went out the back, and felt a rain drop hit my forehead really the day I have to walk. As I was walking there was a black slick car with tinted windows slowing down beside me so I decided to pick up the pace in my walk and so did the car.

I stopped walking and turned around to see who's in the car, the person rolled down its windows and it was Beau.

"You scared me" I said relieved to know it was only him. "I'm sorry" His voice was rich and husky, but it didn't sound like he was really sorry. "Do you need a ride?"

"No thank you I can walk" I said turning around. "Your socking wet, you might even catch a cold" He said driving his car beside me, I wonder why he cared to even stop his car and talk to me for the first time since he came to the school.

"I'm really okay thank you" I said picking up my pace. He stopped his car coming out picking me up bridal style placing me in his car walking around to the other side. I was shocked that he just did that. "Where do you live" He said nonchalant I tried to open the door but found it locked, he put me on child lock.

"Address" He repeated. "52 berry boulevard" I mumbled. We were riding in awkward silence, well that's how I thought it was I don't know about him. We came across a red light when I felt him staring at me. "Could you not do that" I said feeling uncomfortable making me squirm in my seat. "Do what" He said oblivious to what he was doing. "Stare at me you do it alot" He had a blank face. "I can't help it" He said driving again. I was glad the light turned green. "Why not?" I asked confused.

"Because I can't" He seemed frustrated at my question.

"Do you hate me?" He gave a confused face while staring at the road."You never gave me a reason to" He said pulling up beside my house turning to look at me. He was right I didn't talk to him so that was a stupid question.

"Ummm... well thank you for the ride" He didn't reply just stared so I got out of the car walking to the front door unlocking it, I turned around and he was still there staring, when I stepped inside that's when I heard him drive off. He's so strange I thought walking into the kitchen grabbing a water bottle from the fridge when I felt my phone vibrate.

'Sorry baby your father and I will be working late there's some lasagna in the fridge for dinner love you'

"Great" I mumbled to myself.

I took out the lasagna putting it in the microwave after a couple of minutes I took it out and aet alone. I walked up stairs stripping me of my school clothes throwing on a t-shirt. As I was in bed all I could think about was Beau and how he intrigued me even more he was the last thought before sleep consumed me.☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐