Chapter Chapter Twenty-nine: Nightmares.
Nala POV
After coming home and getting scolded by six angry daddies and even two mad looking brothers. I promised never to take a car without their permission if not for them then for my poor bum. It really hurt, Ryland took no hostages while delivering his punishment, lesson learned. Stefan offered to put some cooling lotion on it for me which I was grateful for although a bit weird. I sitting on his lap with my bum fully naked only this time not for a spanking but for aftercare. The guys will give me baths and see me naked but touching is still a bit too intimate for me.
Ryland told me like a thousand times already how much he loves me and that he only did that since he's afraid I would get hurt. And I believed him, he could do ten times worst, this isn't abuse. It's just how our relationships work, I'm less dominant than them in my wolf form, and in my human form, I'm still their submissive even if I don't act like it much.
I've been living with them for seven months now, but we haven't touched each other intimately yet they refuse to do so until I'm ready physically and emotionally. They want my first time to be special. And in our case, our wolfs would have to get intimate too, mated wolf carry each other mark and scent. I'll also become the Luna of the pack since I'm going to be mated to their alpha, so we all decided to take it slow till I'm ready.
I'm sleeping in my bed with Leo tonight since I was sent to bed early, but having a car chase with the cops and then getting your ass whipped is tiring so I don't argue and go to bed.
I'm walking toward the guys they are all waiting for me outside, Leo is in my arms. I see Stefan first and try to call for him but he just laughs and calls me worthless. I try to go toward the twins but instead of looking at me with open arms they are both sneering saying I'm not good enough for them. I'm crying now I run toward Jace but he doesn't acknowledge me it's like I'm not even there. I feel my heart breaking then came Aidan he was in his wolf form when I got closer he lifted his claws and hit me in the face I scream I can feel blood dripping. Finally, I see Ryland standing with Christian. Ryland throws me on the floor and kicks me in the stomach several times. Finally Christian came close to me he bends down to where I am and his words hurt the worst "you thought you could be ours and replace our real baby" he gives me an evil smile and take Leo from my arms "you were wrong" he says while tearing Leo's head off.
I'm screaming, I'm crying, I can't stop myself even if I try. It hurt to be rejected, deep inside I knew they didn't want me. I knew one day they'll kick me out but this hurt a hundred times worst.
I'm still trashing around the covers trying to get up. When the door opens and all seven guys come in. They look mad and on alert looking around the room.
"What happened?”
"Who hurt you?"
"Where's the danger”
"Are you okay"
I can't tell who's saying what they just fire question and I'm still crying and clutching Leo to me, his head is still intact.
"Guys I think she just had a nightmare. Didn't you pumpkin” Jace says in a reasonable calm voice. I just nod my head.
They all get in bed with me hugging and kissing me telling me it's okay and whispering about me being safe and daddy is here. When I'm calm enough I decided to share my story with the guys. "When was eight my mum and dad died. They were going out for date night, I knew something wasn't right and begged them to stay but they refused promising to come back but they never did. A robbery went bad and they were both killed that night. After my parents died I moved in with my aunt and uncle. She was mum's sister and they were always close. They didn't have any kids so I always thought they consider me as theirs. I had my own room that I decorated with sketches made by me, I went to school and had friends. I always acted like a good girl and did what they asked me to, I took care of myself most of the time. I didn't want to be a burden on them. When I was fifteen, my aunt found out she was pregnant. I was happy for her she always wanted kids. But they didn't want me to be there when they were having their real child. One day I came home from school to find my sketches ripped on the floor, my stuff was in trash bags, everything I owned. They kicked me out, they told me how worthless they think I am, that I'll never be anything in life that I was a burden for them, but now they are having their baby and don't want me to influence her with my stupidity. I had no one and nowhere to go. I slept over at some of my friends’ house till I found the job at dinner I begged Mr. Adam to give me a shot I was desperate and he took pity on me, he also got me my old apartment which I'm grateful for being homeless is scary.
And now I got you and I'm scared you'll stop wanting me *
"Nala I think I can speak in my name and the name of my brothers and packmates WE WILL ALWAYS ALWAYS WANT YOU got it?" Christian says in his alpha voice.
I just nod.
"Words princess" he adds.
"Yes daddy”
"Good now let's get back to sleep" Christian says kissing the top of my head.
"Uhmm can you...can you guys sleep with me tonight?” I ask a bit shy
"Who do you want to sleep with you?" Kyle ask
"All of you" I whisper
The next thing I know I'm sleeping between seven male alphas, seven guys that loves me and want me. It's a tight fit, I had several arms hugging me close, I was sandwiched between them but I never felt safer.