One Sided Love

Kate

I let Alex enter the apartment n said ' Hi..'

He replied 'hi how are you'

'im good but where's Emma you didn't bring her'

I said in disappointment... Its more than a week where Alex came daily with emma n he let her sleep here n then Alex picked the girls n take them to school...it was some sort of routine we had adopted

He said she is with your father...today He came n wanted to take her for a weekend Mona was missing her...so I can't say no...n I told him about us'

I looked down n said 'n he must be very happy about it...he has tokd me before I won't stay forever with you'

Alex flinched n said ' Actually for the first time I found him to be very worried n when I told that Max pushed Emma not he looked very sad n guilty....he told me that you didn't tell him anything otherwise he would keep you n Aria in his home' I said with a sad smile ' that was never my home Alex ...I was just a mistake...so I won't go ever there'

Alex looked sad n said 'I know...I sometimes think that we never truly appreciated n consider you for your love, kindness n your sacrifices made by you for others..'

It was a awkward moment n we both were silent then we heard Aria voice n. Saw her running towards us 'Daddy, Daddy... you back'

Alex face changes to a big smile n he picked Aria n kissed her n said ' Hi my princess how are you...I missed you so much...n I brought something for you...I hope you will love this' He kissed her forehead n Aria face beamed with happiness

Daily Alex bring something for her...sometimes it's sweets, sometimes butterfly coloring books...n one day he buy an ipad for her...that day Alex becomes a best daddy in Aria eyes n when she said that...I saw Alex eyes shines with moisture n happiness...I thought to go home with Alex but still im giving time to them n understand that is not temporary...

I said to Alex' you're spoiling her with all these gifts'

He softly smiled n looked at Aria n said 'I will buy her the world if I can then i will... n she deserves so much more'

My eyes become moist n I know at any moment im going to shred tears so I control myself

I saw Emma was sitting in Alex lap n opening her present n when she saw the doll she stopped n said ' Daddy...its the same doll Mama n I saw in the toy store n mama say that I will get it in Christmas....but you got it for me now....daddy you're best n its so pretty doll.. more pretty than the first...'

Alex eyes were guilty n said 'yeah..you know daddy was very sad n angry with himself that he broke the doll... im so sorry Aria for that but I brought a new one for you....n I will buy you hundred of dolls you want to have' Aria said' really daddy'

I replied 'Aria daddy will buy you a doll in any special occasion not everyday... ok Alex ...now come both of you dinner is ready'

Alex grins n said 'I loved it when you are bossy'

I blushed n said nothing

After dinner Alex was going but Aria stop n said ' no mama..please say daddy stay...I want daddy...Daddy please don't go'

Aria was crying now... she was so attached to Alex in short period of time that all the time she need her daddy

Alex wiped her tears n said ' hi my pretty girl don't cry...I love you so much but daddy have to go..'

Aria tightly put her hands on his neck n said 'Daddy stay with us n we will sleep together please...mama please say to daddy'

I said ' Alex If she is saying so much then stay...'

He said if that's ok with you'

I replied ' yup.. She really want you to stay'

I was arranged the bed n let Alex give him his own night shirt which I brought with myself when i left the house...I awkwardly said 'I used to wear this shirt may be I brought it without thinking'

He smiled n said 'well now its coming handy'

Aria n I was laying in sofa cum bed then I saw Alex .. he try to lay on it n I said ' you may not be comfortable but I can't buy bed right now'

He said ' Im good n no need to buy a bed because you're coming home soon'

I looked at Alex how confident he was but its my decision to make and no one...

Aria was in middle n she changed her side n lay her head n Alex chest n said ' It's so cool that we are in same bed...daddy im happy you're here'

Alex laughed n said ' me too princess...ok tell me what story do you want to listen'

Alex was reading a story book n he was running his hands on Aria head so that she can sleep...

I said 'Alex she has fall asleep'

Alex looked at Aria sleeping face n tenderly smiled ..he kissed her head n gentle put her in middle n turned to me n soft said she is beautiful kate...very beautiful n fun loving kid but im an idiot to ignore her for years ...I mean I was so dense that I didn't appreciate the beautiful gift God has given me in the face of Aria....im so sorry kate I hurt you n Aria beyond anything'

I replied ' Alex I always believed one day YOU will love her n understand her ...I thank god for showing me this day...so whatever is in past stays in past...but im really trying to move forward n make best decision'

He give me a understanding look n said 'I respect that but I have a hope that you will come back home'

I sighs 'I don't know when Alex ... let's sleep we both are tired'

Alex

I was knocking at the door for 5 minutes than I saw Aria in her school dress n she opened it...I said 'hi babe... how did you opened the door'

She pointed at the chair 'I climbed on it...it took me some time to open the lock'

I replied ' where is your mama'

Aria said ' Mama is sick...she is vomiting...she can't even help me to tie the shoes'

I looked at her shoes n become worried about kate

ok where's she is?'

Aria take my head n take me to the washroom ... I saw kate was sitting in the floor of bathroom n holding her stomach... I run to her n hold her ' kate...shit.. you look so pale ...come on lets go to doctor' She replied ' Alex I can't move...n Aria its getting late for school...just drop her please...I can't move right now'

I hurriedly replied 'kate I can't leave you... you are clearly so sick...

She stopped me n said ' take Aria to school n come back then take me...I just need some minutes to settle down my stomach n take a bath ...please Alex'

I shake my head 'what if you need me...

She try to smile n said ' Im ok Alex just little tired...please take Aria she is getting late n if I need you I will call you'

I sighs' ok.(I kissed her head) im coming in few minutes...just call me right away'

I picked Aria n put her in car ... Aria said ' Daddy...my shoes'

I remember then said' oh give me your foot'

I tied her shoe lace n then take her to her school n see off her in her class..

I raced my car to kate apartment n opened the door with the key I had taken by with me.... when I reached the living room... I saw kate freshly showered... but she look so weak n tired ...her eyes were covered with black heads...I said ' kate...are you ok now'

She replied 'yeah but still feeling nauseated a little ...I don't know why... I mean I was ok in the morning when I woke .... I was making Aria getting ready n cooking breakfast than all of a sudden feel dizzyn my stomach torn upon then I start vomiting...that's why when you reached I can't opened the

door.. I send Aria to open it'

I replied 'you're so tired all the time with the job n all other stuff...come on lets go to doctor ...Im pretty sure it has do do with your daily stress n lack of appetite n sleep'

Kate protested but I was determined....when we reached doctor...they start taking her her BP n Blood sugar test n other test...

They said us to wait for the test results... after half an hour doctor came I said ' Doctor ..is she ok ...

Doctor smiled' Kate is lacking some of the nutrition's...but she n the baby is fine'

I nodded n said ' oh thank god..( then I stopped) wait a minute you said baby...what baby'

I saw kate shocked face n doctor said ' oh you guys don't know... kate is almost 8 weeks pregnant..congratulations to you guys'

My face paled n it looks like I stopped breathing.... Kate said 'I think...its misunderstanding I was taking birth control pills ...n I was using them for the past 3 years...never this happens'

Doctor said 'well pills are never 100% protected...n sometimes it stop working because of your stress level a body takes'

I don't what happened next because I stopped at kate parking lot n wait for her to go out.... fuck... I can't believe ...kate is pregnant again.... n I don't know how to react

Kate said 'Alex...please say something...you're freaking me out...just say it whatever you want to say...so that I can properly decide what next'

I sighs 'I don't know what to say kate... its...its unexplained and we don't have sex a long time a go...so this news clearly blow up my mind'

Kate said 'what are you trying to say...that this is not your baby... are you trying to treat me again like this when I was having Aria...if you're then im telling you we are done for good

I replied' for god sake kate...im surprised here too for fuck sake...im was just saying stuff

But kate stopped me ' if you remember what doctor said... im almost 8 weeks pregnant...n let me remind you when we had sex last time...it was day before Aria birthday when you come to apologized me for snapping at me in the dinner table when I stopped Emma to not eat chocolates... does it click something'

I remember that night when I was desperate enough to have kate... in order to feel her that she is not leaving me ...but the fuck I know we will conceived a baby too

I replied' of course kate I remember...n I know this baby is mine...its too much for me...'

Kate said 'well its for me too...especially now...but Alex if you don't make up your mind then we are seriously done...I won't let this baby be treated like the way Aria is treated by you'

I replied' Kate I loved Aria more than anything n you know that...I know I was a fool to ignore her n but now I had her im not letting her n you go anywhere'

She replied' then what about this baby'

I replied ' kate I want you...but I came with some backage that I want to solve out... give me time'

She said ' take time but I want to know soon so thar I can decide where I stand'

N with that she was gone.

Kate

Tonight Alex didn't come... n I was nervous but I know that I won't let the past repeat this time if he doesn't want this baby then good for him because im totally done with him..it was quite late n Aria was sleeping then I felt my door was knocked I saw it was Alex ... I said ' Alex ...what are doing at this time of night'

He looked so disturbed n he said 'I was waiting to talk to you in the morning but I can't control myself n I came n tell you'

I nodded 'n what is it?'

He replied' after I dropped you I think a little of things that how you brought a light in my life how you let me truly live again n because of Aria we are together for the first time..n how I fell in love with you more than anything...n you becoming pregnant n having a child again with me doesn't make me feel guilty but contented n happy like this is the sign for us to be together'

He holds my face n said ' Kate I love you ...I always thought Emily was love of my life but no ... Emily holds the part of my life n heart but Kate you are life n my heart.... I was terriblybroken when I lost Emily but if I lost you I won't survive

novel.n

kate...please come back...want Aria back my new born baby back'

He was crying now n I started crying too 'Alex...oh Alex ...I love you too...I will come back but you are happy for this baby truly?'

He kissed me n said ' kate I swear to god yes I'm ...I mean when I thought about to have an another child with you I feel so calm n love for this baby...'

I smiled n said 'I coming home Alex'

He kissed me hard n said ' oh god kate...I love you....thank you so much for giving me a chance'0000000