Chapter 453
Shu Tian didn't understand. She subconsciously took it from him, but when she opened the document and saw the big words on it, she froze.
The results of the test were printed on the top, and below were detailed numbers and body index of each item. She knew exactly what this meant. Her face suddenly turned pale a few degrees. She closed it, slammed it on the shoe cabinet next to her, and squeezed out a difficult smile." Didn't you say you were going to look for brother chuan yi? Why did you give me this? Do you think you didn't check Junze carefully enough before? If you're worried, we can go back another day..."
"Shu Tian." The man interrupted her flustered chatter and said the few words she was most afraid to hear. "I know."
Got it? Got what?
All of a sudden, her head felt as if she had been hit hard. It was so dull and painful that Shu Tian was a little dizzy, but she had to stand here with all her strength." What are you talking about? We've already communicated about your physical condition. Don't you believe brother junze? Nanny Li has already cooked, and Xiao is hungry. Let's go over and eat..."
Li Han looked at her big eyes, which were filled with panic. That was the look she shouldn't have.
It was quiet in the huge living room. After a long time, the man raised her side with his big palm and returned with his warm fingertips. His voice was very soft. "No one told you. Was it obvious when you lied?"
"Don't lie to me, and don't hide it. I know everything." He repeated in a heavier tone, shattering her last hope. "This test report is the right one, isn't it? You and junze have worked so hard to hide it from me because I'm not simply recovering, but because I'm addicted, and the chances of withdrawal are 50 percent that I fail."
Word by word, his voice sounded like torture on Shu Tian.
Her throat seemed to be strangled. She wanted to say something to tell him that everything was not like this, but she could not make a sound even with her mouth open.
She was flustered, her heart pounding violently as if it was about to jump out of her body. She knew that such a day would come sooner or later, but she did not expect it to be so fast, when she was not on guard at all.
"You know the seriousness of the matter, so you're afraid that I'll know, afraid that I won't be able to hold on, but I'm the person involved, and I have to know. It's not a joke. If it comes to the late stage of withdrawal, my willpower will be affected, and it will hurt you and the child..."
"No, no!" Shu Tian shook his head and grabbed the man's big hand. "Junze said that it's not that scary. As long as we work hard, it's not a problem!"
"Addiction is nothing else. It can't be overcome by hard work. It comes from my body and makes me lose control." The man's eyes were bloodshot, and as he spoke, his heart ached. He tried his best to pull ou the hand she held, afraid that he would soften his heart. "Shu Tian, I want to be responsible for you and the child."
What was the difference between that uncontrollable and indecisive feeling and that of a drug addict? There was no difference. He would make them lose their normal lives and live in his shadow every day. "Your best responsibility to us is to quit." Shu Tian smiled, unaware that tears were already hanging from the corner of her eyes. "I don't need you to do anything else, as long as you can recover." "What if... You can't recover?" He asked a cruel question, unable to ignore the possibility of the remaining fifty percent.
In her eyes, perhaps as long as he held on, everything would not be a problem, and everything could be solved easily. She did not know that before this uncontrollable addiction, even he himself was not sure what he would do in the future.
He couldn't gamble with her and her children on his own beliefs. He didn't want to hurt them, not at all.
Shu Tian was stopped by his question. In her mind, she had never really considered what to do if Li Han could not quit. She believed in this man.
Only when he asked did she realize that she was unconsciously resisting the remaining fifty percent possibility.
However, no matter how long it took, she would always be by his side. If she couldn't quit for half a year, it would be one year. If she couldn't quit for one year, it would be two years. No matter how long it took, she wouldn't give up on this man.
"I will accompany you." Shu Tian said firmly, "No matter what the result is, I will be by your side."
She said, "I will accompany you," and five words slammed into li han's chest. After a dull pain, his internal organs were shaking.
In the face of such a woman, those heartless words that had been on the tip of her tongue and prepared all afternoon seemed so hard to say.
Their eyes met, and the air around each other was filled with silent sparks. One moth threw itself into the fire, and the other was struggling and helpless.
The conversation froze. They were all for each other, but they couldn't get close to each other.
After a while, the man stopped and lowered his eyes. As he turned around, he said, "It's not up to you to act rashly. I've already made a decision. Think about it yourself. Explain it to your son."
"Li Han." A woman's bitter smile came from behind. "You keep saying that you want me to be good, why do you want the child to be good, and why do you want the family to be good? But have you really considered my feelings?"
What she was most afraid of was that this man would hide and lick his wound alone.
She didn't want to leave him, and so did Li Han. But in front of reality, apart from feeling, he had to value their lives and safety. Such a person was not worthy to be by her side.
The man's fists tightened and tightened until his fingers hurt. After all, he did not say anything and walked forward.
Shu Tian looked at his tall and resolute back, his eyes blurred. "Li Han!"
The man did not look back and walked forward step by step, heavy and steady.
She gritted her teeth and let the tears roll down her face. She stepped forward and hugged the man's strong waist. Then she opened her mouth. Her voice was already filled with tears. "Don't go!"
Li Han lowered her head and her eyes fell on the white lotus root arms that came out of her waist. She took a deep breath where she could not see and spat out heavily. She frowned and twisted her eyebrows. She ruthlessly pulled her arm out and said, "Let go."
"I don't!" Shu Tian knew that once he let go this time, the man would disappear again. "We missed it once five years ago. If you make this decision alone again, I won't wait for you!"
Hearing this, the man swayed and the big palm that was holding her hands relaxed for a moment. Shu Tian held his breath and waited for him to turn around and hug him into his arms. Unfortunately, no....
The next second, he pushed her away even more ruthlessly. Without saying anything, he walked up the second floor with a bone-chilling wind.
Shu Tian watched him walk up step by step and disappear at the corner of the stairs. He was standing alone in the middle of the living room. His head was in a mess, and all kinds of emotions were intertwined He couldn't find an exit. His nose was so stuffy that it seemed to be stuffed.