Omega Lost

**Sebastian**

This is torture. Elena...beautiful...perfect Elena is sitting on my lap and I'm trying to keep her from feeling how hard I am for her. Torture! All I want to do is drag her full against me a feel her grind on me. She doesn't know what she's doing, but she feels a need to fulfill my sexual needs. She's an Omega and I know in the schools they teach that Omegas must please their Alphas needs whatever they may be. For that reason, it feels wrong to let this go on, but she's making it very hard for me to resist her.

Let me tell you...it's been a while since I've slept with someone. There are many women in the pack, especially Betas who will offer to help relieve some of the Alphas in the pack when they feel the need for relief. I hate to admit that I took one or two of their offers, but once my father died sleeping around was far from my mind. There has been too much to deal with and I knew I would need to look for an Omega soon. Once I knew I would be committed to someone it felt wrong to sleep with anyone else. Needless to say, I'm in pain right now.

My erection is pressing against my pants painfully. If we keep going I have no doubt I'll come in my pants. Elena is so subtle and sexy and the way she kisses me...it's as if she has way more experience than I know she does. She's a fast learner though. I keep warning her that we need to slow down but she has a look of determination on her face.

"I don't want you to be in pain. How can I help?" She says with concerned eyes.

Her words make me groan and I know I won't be able to stop now. I need her...now.

"Baby, you don't know what you're offering," I say shaking my head as if it will break the lust fog in my head.

Her hands slide up my chest and rest at the back of my neck. My eyes close and I drop my head back at that simple move. She better stop touching me or else!

"Sebastian? I want to help. Tell me what to do so you aren't in pain." She says and that makes me sap.

She's too sweet.

"Tell me when it's too much," I tell her before dragging her over my dick and slamming our lips together.

She lets out a sweet whimper and buries her fingers in my hair tight enough that I growl my pleasure. I know she doesn't know what she's doing but she does it so well. My little mate is sexy as fuck. She moves over me and I can't stop myself from thrusting up against her. She breaks the kiss with a gasp and locks her eyes with mine. "You okay?" I ask her when all I want to do is lay her on this couch and rip all her clothes off.

She swallows. "It felt...good."

Fuck me.

"It did? Do you want to feel more?" It's torture to hold back but I won't hurt her...I can't.

She nods with a deeper pink on her cheeks. I keep my eyes fixed on her face as I move my hands from her hips and dip them beneath her loose top. Her skin is hot the second my fingers brush it and she shivers. I flatten my palms onto her soft stomach and slowly move upward until my thumb brushes the underside of her breast. She isn't wearing a bra which makes me groan. Did we buy her any while we were out? Would it be wrong to ask her not to wear one? The small touch makes her gasp but the sound morphs into a soft moan when I brush a finger over her the peaks hardening from my touch.

My hand covers her smaller breasts and I message them as I take her mouth into another kiss. Her hands cling to my shoulders as she grinds against me slowly...torturously. I don't think I can wait any longer to be inside her, but isn't it too soon? We may be mates, but we can't jump into things this soon, right? I hadn't considered the portico for this when I had decided to go to the Omega School. I figured I would claim the Omega right away and set her up for a comfortable life. My plan had been to let her enjoy life in the pack and only engage with her on a friendly basis until an heir was needed.

That must make me sound like a complete asshole but I couldn't bring myself to think I would feel anything for her than a simple need for balance. This is not the case with Elena. I want to mark her, be inside her, and claim her every day. I want everyone to know she is mine and I will kill for her. She is mine. Mine.

I break away from her lips and trail kisses down her jaw and along the curve of her neck where I would mark her. There is a sensitive gland there where our pheromones are the strongest, and it's where Alphas claim their partners because the scents meld better there. She won't be able to pass any other shifter and them not know who her mate is. All the control I had is slowly slipping.

She gasps and shakes when I nip at the area. Her head tilts to the side to give me access, but I hesitate pulling back to look at her.

"My wolf is screaming at me to claim you. Every part of me is begging me to make you mine, but I know it's too soon." I tell her.

Her eyes are heavy but I see enough clarity there that tells me she understands what I'm saying.

"Maybe we should stop. I can't promise that I won't claim you." I warn her.

She blinks at me and her eyes roam over my face for what feels like several minutes. "We are fated by the Moon Goddess right?" She asks softly. "It's not proven yet." I remind her.

"But you feel it? Like me?" She asks and hope sparks inside me.

She feels that intense pull like I do. She feels the truth in the uncertainty.

"Yes." Is all I say.

Then she smiles and my heart picks up pace. That smile is...breathtaking.

"Then claim me Alpha. I'm yours, and I want everyone to know." She leans in and steals a kiss from me while I'm speechless.

I only hesitate for a split second before slipping my fingers into her hair and holding her against me until I'm forced to break the kiss. My wolf can't wait any long, but I won't claim her like this. No, I need to be inside her. I slide my hands under her ass and push to my feet. Her arms wrap around my neck. She clings to me while I head for my bedroom...our bedroom. No way will I claim her and she spend a single night away from me. I need her close to me.

My feet don't stumble or trip as I carry her up the stairs. She had the present of mind to grab the baby monitor as we left the living room. When we reach the door to my room I kick it open with my shoe not breaking the kiss I started when we reached the second floor. The room is dark and voice-controlled but my mouth is too busy right now. My knees finally hit the bed. I lower her to it and she releases me with a soft sound of complaint that makes me smirk. "Lights. Thirty percent." I want to be able to see her but still, keep the lights low enough to fit the mood.

The lights slowly turn on and I'm given the view of my mate laid out on my large bed. I stand in front of the bed taking her in but she still has too many clothes on. A single claw grows from my finger as I hold it up in front of me. Her eyes watch as I lean down resting one of my hands next to her hips so that I can slide the claw through the fabric of her clothes. It cuts with ease and soon she's lying in front of me in the battered remains. Her small but perfect breasts are on full display now and I smile at the baby pink panties she's wearing. It even has a small bow at the top like she's my personal present.

"Sebastian..." She whines and reaches for me, but I have far too many clothes too.

I stand and quickly undress. Her eyes take me in and widen when she sees my dick. She's a small little thing and she's no doubt realizing how difficult this could be, but she's an Omega and my mate. Her body is perfect for me in every way, and I'm about to prove it to her.