Chapter 53 I Had To Leave Him
I didn't want her blessing. Without her blessing, I can still safely give birth to the child.
I turned and walked into the house, hearing the footsteps of Fairy Dixon finally disappear in the garden gate.
I looked down at the invitation in my hand. Because my hands were covered with mud, and the invitation was quite muddy.
The pink invitation looked dirty and lost its original beauty.
I tossed the invitation on the coffee table, and was ready to wash my hands.
Sally was standing at the top of the stairs looking down at her phone. When she saw me coming, she immediately put it in the back pocket of her jeans. Although Sally worked for Calvin, it was not a company here after all. As long as things were finished, she can do anything.
She often watched dramas and played games in front of me.
So I was suspicious of her behavior.
I went over and reached out my hand to her, "Lend me your phone."
"No, Miss Josephine, I just looked at it casually." Sally shook her head like a rattle.
"Give it to me!" When I put on a straight face, it might have been intimidating. She obediently took the phone out of her back pocket and handed it to me.
She had not turned off the phone, its screen was on.
A photo came into my eyes. It was a picture of Calvin and Fairy Dixon. The title was very clear - Calvin and Fairy Dixon will had a wedding.
I had a preliminary glance over the above information, which was almost the same in the invitation that Fairy Dixon gave me. The wedding was a week later in a most luxurious hotel in the city.
It seemed Fairy Dixon was not bragging. She and Calvin really were to get married.
I gave the phone back to Sally. She looked at me in the eyes with pity and sympathy, as well as fear.
"Miss Josephine..." She wanted to say somehing, and I didn't want to hear anything to comfort me.
I smiled at her and went upstairs.
At noon, Lucy made my favorite boiled meat and pepper chicken. I still had two bowls of rice, drank a bowl of chicken soup. Outwardly, the fact that Calvin and Fairy Dixon were going to get married had not affected my appetite at all.
In the eye of consternations of Lucy and Sally, I again gave my bowl to them, "I still want to eat that fry rice, help me get a bit! I want to soak it in chicken soup."
Sally took my bowl and walked to the kitchen door, glancing back at me.
She may think that I was turning grief and anger into food. I was not so fragile, and I had not been together with Calvin for long, so I would not be heartbroken and die for him.
Like Mrs. Knight said, I didn't love him. It didn't matter to me who he married.
But I was distressed for not being able to marry into a powerful family.
After lunch, I went back to my room to pack my things. Calvin was getting married, so I had no reason to stay in his villa.
The world always had a place for me. Although I didn't care about the eyes of others, I didn't want anyone to look down on me.
I would not return Fairy Dixon the 20 million, but I would not touch it.
I still had on my hand the hundreds of thousands, which was enough to rent a house and give birth to a child.
Whoever that child was, he had been snuggling with me for months now. I was his mother, and I was going to have to give him birth and raise him well.
It was just a kid. I can live without a man.
I chose some seasonal clothes bought by Calvin, and I didn't bring any other jewelry and cosmetics.
I had all the clothes I wore. I didn't have to show off my pride by leaving some of the clothes I wore, which was also a disguised waste of resources.
I packed up things, took a nap, and then went downstairs with the suitcase. Lucy and Sally were extremely surprised to see me in that way.
I sincerely thanked them for taking care of me during this period of time, and expressed my willingness to share the same room with them.
Lucy and Sally tried to stay with me, but I once decided to do something, on one could be able to stop me.
I left them in their bitter supplication.
When I walked to the garden gate, I looked back and found Sally and Lucy wiped their tears. I didn't know whether it was because they felt sad about my sudden departure or because they lost their jobs in the villa.
In short, every man was selfish. I had my own considerations.
But in some ways, I was unrealistic.
I knew it was best for me to be in Calvin's villa with a big belly.
But I didn't want that.
Whether Calvin was passive or active, that he left me was an indisputable fact.
Based on his ability, I didn't believe that he would be deprived of his freedom by his family's house arrest.
I left Calvin's villa.
Because of something happened suddenly, I had no place to go, so I went to the hotel first. Anyway, information was developed now, and various rental apps were popular, so I can look for an apartment while living in a hotel.
Day by day, it approached the date of Calvin and Fairy Dixon's marriage.
Instead of my usual stingy style, I ordered hotel food. I ate steak and macaroni in different ways every day, and I felt a big face in the mirror these days.
I occasionally check my phone to see news of Calvin and Fairy Dixon's wedding, which was said to have taken place on a beautifully decorated golf course during the day.
I threw the phone away and continued to hold my plate while watching TV and eating spaghetti.
Calvin was getting married, and he left my world.
The life some time ago seemed like a dream.
I thought there was a long way to wake up, but it suddenly was up.
But every detail of my dream was so clear in my mind that even though I sometimes wanted to forget it deliberately, it still rolled in my mind.
Calvin's face in my memory also was now and then clear and blurred.
I can clearly remember his eyes looking at me in the flash of the cluster of fire, but sometimes can not remember his lips corner of every smile.
I didn't think their business had affected my life, but one day I ordered a meal for myself, I couldn't eat a bite.
Later I looked at the calendar and realized that tomorrow would be the wedding day for Calvin and Fairy Dixon.
It seemed that their affairs had not affected my psychology, but my physiology.
I can't believe I can't eat for a man.
I was the kind of person who can eat a meal when I was hungry, squatting next to gutter with my rice in my hands.
But for a man who suddenly came into my life and suddenly left without warning, I couldn't eat the food worth hundreds of dollars.☐☐☐☐☐☐☐