My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance)

Chapter 27 Deal

Lance's fingers that were pinching my chin started to become tighter and tighter, I groaned in pain. Lance saw my pained expression and grinned happily. He let go of my chin and asked me: "What do you think you can get from me?"

"I don't know, this is your decision to make, not mine. I don't have a choice." I massaged my chin, I really didn't have any idea what I would achieve from this, it was a bet i made. I couldn't understand why a man who hated me for so long would rape me and used drunk as an excuse, he even didn't let me off and instead latched himself on me. I still remembered the first time he touched me, he ripped my bra and massaged my birthmark. He even kissed that spot. I had a feeling there's something behind this birthmark and Lance.

So, I put all into this bet, myself.

"Let's see, a young and healthy man and a beautiful woman like you, what will both of us get? Hm?" He leaned against the desk and folded his hands.

Hearing his words, I knew I won this bet.

I slowly moved my hands towards my top. Then I proceeded to take off my clothes one by one while Lance stare at my body with squinting eyes. If you say this wasn't embarrassing, no one would believe you. If you say this wasn't upsetting, no one would believe you either. Imagine the hurt and pain I experienced right at this moment.

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Right at that moment, I don't know anymore if I was doing it for mom or for the hatred in my heart. It felt like both of this reasons had their own invisible hands, pushing me towards this black hole.

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Talso didn't know what kind of ending I would get, I could only go one step at a time and see how it goes. I didn't know if I would regret this, but I didn't think too much about it

anymore.

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Tused to imagine my life with Leo Mason, now look at me.

Ironic.

Ever since Leo dumped me, I promised myself to never think too much ever again, 1 should always just go with the flow.

When I reached the last piece of my clothing, my bra, I hesitated and stopped. I looked at Lance, who was still admiring my body.

He noticed that I have stopped taking off my clothes and asked: "Why did you stop?"

I thought about it and sighed: "Lance, I still haven't recovered completely, you can do whatever you want with me once I recovered."

Chapter 27 Deal

Lance raised an eyebrow and approached me. His fingertips grazed over my lips and he flashed me an evil grin. "You still have a mouth, don't you?"

And with that, he walked back and sat down behind his desk.

It was very obvious what he wanted me to do. Although I'm still considered as innocent in this area, but as a woman, I knew what he wanted.

I didn't expect him to insult me this way the first time around. I had a million thoughts telling me to reject, but I still forced myself to walk towards him, kneel down before him, take off his pants and move my head towards his groin

......

I did something that would embarrass me for the rest of my life.

After that, I felt so disgusted that I started puking dry on the floor. Lance cleaned his area with a tissue and buckled his belt. He bent down towards me and pulled my hair up so that my head lifted to meet his head. "Disgusted just by this little action? If you want to be my lover, there's still much more disgusting things waiting for you. Oh and I forgot to tell you, I really am as pervert as you said I am, so, Jennie, are you still on for this deal?"

I didn't hesitate and nodded my head. "Yes, why not." Or else I just wasted what I did just now.

Lance stared right into my eyes, as if he was suspicious of my answer.

"Jennie, aren't you afraid of what I will do to you?" he asked.

"What other things can a woman and man do other than f*cking around in bed?" I asked him back.

Lance laughed at my response. "Naïve little girl! Don't you know men in the business world likes to play around with women? Once we get sick of them, we will throw them

away to another man to enjoy. Aren't you afraid that I will give you away to another man?"

I didn't know that men in this business world are so gross, seems like the rumours in the magazines and tabloids were all true.

I glared at him with wide eyes, if it really is as what he said, would I be able to accept the consequences?

Lance noticed my shocked expression and laughed. "Look at you, I was just kidding. No matter what, you are still a very innocent little woman when you come to me, how could I gift you to other men? Yes I admit I have weird and perverted fetishes in bed, but since you insist, then alright."