My First Crush Happened To Be My Hubby!

D's PoV

As promised, Shakshi managed to get permission from my hubby to let me go to his friend's office. He is in our room and I'm now going in to thank him. I cleared my throat and he looked at me.

"um...Thank you for letting me to go to work. Will you um...talk to your friend for my job? I have 76% in my college. I didn't have my final semester marks though." I told him.

"I will. Are you planning to work even after your sister leaves?" He asked me.

"um.... I don't know. If you will let me and if I like the work, then I may."

"Ok, But promise me one thing."

"About What?" I asked clueless.

"You should be responsible. You should leave all your monkey business back at home. No naughtiness at the office. I will come regularly to see. If I happen to get any complaints on you, you are not going anywhere." he said.

What did he think about me? Am I a mentally retarded girl? Stupid.

I just nodded my head to him.

"um...I need another help!" I told him.

"What now?" he asked bored. He is trying hard to make me feel that he is not interested in talking to me. But I know that this is all a facade. He hugs me in my sleep and only then he sleeps. He doesn't know that I was still awake when he turns me towards him and brings me in his hands before he sleeps.

"I don't have any professional outfits. Can you take me shopping?"

"Pch! I am busy. Take the car and go. I will let the driver know."

"Um...no, I don't know how to go alone. You are coming with me." I told him, more like an order.

"God, Are you even listening? Tomorrow is Tuesday. Not some weekend. I have work. Now go alone or take Ravi with you. Good night." he said and turned to the other side of the bed.

Cha, Time to implement Shakshi's idea. Mr. Arrogant, you are coming with me to go shopping tomorrow.

I sneakily went out to Shakshi's room.

Rishi's POV

She is incredible. No one has ever raised their voice against me so far. Not even dad. But she just pushed me down and shouted in my face. I'm not angry, I'm amused. She has no fear. But she said she had no love before. That is the only thing I registered on my mind. I should have waited and listened to their full conversation on that day. I am so wrong to have spoken all rubbish to her. I wanted to apologize to her for what I did.

She also knew that I went out with Smirthi. So, that should be the reason for her protest by avoiding me. I wish I could tell her everything and make her my better half. I should start with an apology for yelling at her. I feel like I am always saying sorry to her. Huh.

She called me Rishi! She is so little, and she calls me by my name. I love her. I love everything about her. My heart flutters at everything she does.

After she went out, I got a call from Smirthi. Smirthi may or may not be after my money. But she is in need now. She needs me now. Not once did I ever feel she was faking the love she had for me in those years we were together. She had her reasons and I think they are reasonable. I still don't believe the phone call Dhiwakar said. I had given her commitment. But I don't love her. Never did. After the 2months time I can send her away. I must make sure she is fine.

When I came back from the office, Shakshi spoke to me about Daksha's internship and Danya's loneliness at home. That's true. She doesn't have to do all the house chores. We have people come in to do them. But she is doing everything in this house to pass her time. Chinna told me once that she is doing almost half of the work including cooking, washing, laundry, gardening and even mopping. So, I decided to ask Karthik to make a job for her. I can take her to my office. But she will never let me do my work. She is truly a disturbance.

She thanked me for letting her go to work? What did she think of me? A male chauvinist? If she needs to work, I'm not going to stop her. She wants me to take her shopping? I would love to. But I really have a lot of work tomorrow.

As usual I cuddled with her in her sleep. She fits so perfectly in my hands!!! It's like she is made to fit in my hands. I am growing on her. When I was having my breakfast, she came gliding down the stairs all ready to go out.

What the hell? She is so not going out in those clothes. She was wearing a black crop top and a skirt that was barely reaching her knees.

She is a perfect turn-on. I have never seen her in a modern outfit. She is so fucking sexy! How can she be sexy and cute at the same time?!

I went towards her, took her hand and pushed her into our room again.

"What the hell are you wearing?" I asked her once inside the room.

"Why? What's wrong? I'm going shopping with Ravi. He asked me to get ready by 9.30." she said as a matter of fact.

"You are not going anywhere. Change!" I told her.

"Change what?" she asked me with her big bright innocent eyes. Now I am wondering is she really innocent, or is she playing with my senses?

D's POV

He came dangerously near me. I love it. He doesn't want me to go out with this dress. He is possessive of me. When I asked him to change what!? He just closed in the little distance we had. He lifted me by my waist and sat me on the side table near bed. His beard brushing my cheeks, he spoke in my ears.

"You look so sexy, baby. This all belongs to me. You are changing your dress now or I will change your dress myself." He said that made my stomach flip over and do somersaults. He rode his fingers on my bare thighs. I clenched my thighs tight. He brought his fingers up from my thighs to my stomach and rode upwards to the middle of my bosoms and drew lines on my neck.

He is torturing me. I closed my eyes wanting more from him. He brought his hands at the back and unzipped my dress. "Huh, I will change. Please Rishi, but on one condition." I told him, realizing what is going to happen next. As much as I wanted to make love to him, I held his arms tight stopping him from gaining further. I couldn't tolerate it anymore. If this happens then I cannot stop anything that will follow.

He looked at my face still placing his hands on my bare back. His hands transmitting heat to my already hot body.

"What is it baby?" He asked with a smirk. He is enjoying everything. He enjoys the way my body responds to his touches. He enjoys teasing me.

"You are taking me shopping!" I told him which was barely heard.

"Or?" he asked me, raising his eyebrows and passing me that killing look.

"I will go out with Ravi on his bike with this dress." I regained my courage and told him.

He lifted me again and dropped me on bed. My unzipped dress dropped down my shoulders leaving them to display. He straddled me by putting me between his legs and dipped down to my shoulders. "No, You are already ready to go out. You will spoil your dress." I told him to stop.

He started his kisses on my bare shoulders and reached my neck. He sucked on it and it made me grab his hair and pull him more into me. He gave kisses on my jawline. His little stubble caresses my all sensitive spots and I am literally trembling under his touch. When he came to my lips, he clutched my cheeks. I looked at him.

"Change now. I will take you. You are allowed to dress like anything in this room. Not outside. Remember you belong to me." He said and that was so dominating and it excites me like anything.

With that he took my lips in his and started doing magic. He licked my lips and I gave him access. We fought for dominance with our tongue but as usual he won. He grabbed my thighs harder as the kiss grew stronger. I tried hard to hold my breath and win him over but again I couldn't. We parted our lips and I was a breathing mess under his strong gaze. He rode my dress more up to my thighs which I desperately wanted. But I pushed him away and ran in to change.

Yay! Shakshi's idea worked out. And the bonus is the hot make out session we had.

We went out together to the Brookfields mall. I need to get some kurtha tops and leggings. Also have to match some earrings and bracelets for them. The drive was silent. I switched the radio on. He is in a good mood. I don't want to spoil it by talking about something. Also, if he gets angry and leaves me alone somewhere, I'm sure I will get lost. I don't want that to happen.

He is the most handsome man I have ever seen. God his kisses are so addicting. I really need more of it.

"Danya!" He called me after getting out of the car.

"Hmmm!" I looked at him.

"Um... I am sorry about yelling at you. I was not in my right mind. Sorry about your phone too!" he said, looking at me. Am I dreaming or is it really happening?

"It's ok Rishi. You replaced my phone and I really don't have a boyfriend. But I have many friends who are boys. I hope you have no problem with that?!" I told him, surprised. I truly couldn't believe that he is apologising to me.

"No, certainly not. I am not someone who thinks like that. I truly don't know what came over me when I said that." He said with regret evident.

"Please Rishi. Let it go." I said walking along with him. He took my hand in his while walking. I am flying now.

I wanted to go to the LifeStyle Shop first. They usually have simple yet elegant clothes. When we entered the shop, someone called for my husband.

"Rishi, OMG, I never expected to see you here. Come. I have selected some dresses. I will try them on, and you choose the best one." She just grabbed my husband's arm and took him away. He didn't say anything and walked along with her, letting my hand go!???

Why is Smirthi doing this? Can't she see that he is married? What am I supposed to do now? Why doesn't my happiness last for long? What is wrong with him? Can't he just tell her that he is with his wife? Atleast, I have my credit card with me. I can't cry in a public place. Nothing can break me. ☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐