Chapter 22 A Marriage Without Love
When Julie heard that the reason why James left her alone was to see Bella, a flash of sadness flashed through her heart, but it quickly dissipated. Julie chuckled and said in a low voice, "Don't worry about me, Shelly. Take good care of yourself. I'm fine."
Shelly lowered her voice, "Is there really nothing wrong? But sister-in-law, if you are sad, please tell me. I will definitely be on your side. Don't worry. I won't let Bella get what she wants. Humph, I've seen this kind of woman before. If she and James really get married, there must be a lot of trouble."
Julie raised her hand and rubbed her temples, feeling a little headache. Now she really didn't care about the relationship between James and Bella. At this point, if she still didn't let go of James, she would look down on herself.
Fortunately, after a while, Shelly hung up the phone. Julie heaved a sigh of relief and put down her phone. "Your sister-in-law is quite interesting," said Lucy, smiling beside Julie.
Julie smiled helplessly and said, "She is a good girl, but she is a little too simple. I'm afraid that she will suffer a lot in the future."
Julie sighed. She was really a little worried about Shelly. Shelly was a stubborn woman. If she liked someone, she would chase after him without hesitation. If she didn't like someone, she would disagree with him. It was easy for her to be hurt by love, and also easy to be bullied.
Seeing that Julie sighed, Lucy smiled and said, "You just said that you wanted to divorce, but you are worried about your sister-in-law now. What do you think?"
Julie took a look at Lucy and said with a smile, "She is different from her brother. Since she treats me sincerely, of course I will treat her well. Even if I leave the Leng family, I will still treat her as my good friend
Hearing what Julie said, Lucy finally believed that Julie was really going to leave the Leng family. Lucy didn't ask any more questions, but she felt sad for Julie, "It seems that you have been hurt deeply." Julie smiled and said, "It doesn't matter. I deserve it. It's all my own wishful thinking. It has nothing to do with others. I deserve it. There is a saying that a marriage without love is immoral. I have been immoral for so long, and it's time for me to wake up.
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'James just didn't like me. He just hated me. I was so silly that I gave him a chance to hurt me.'
Hearing what Julie said, Lucy lowered her head and her eyes turned red. She immediately turned around and wiped her eyes. Then she smiled at Julie and said, "That's good. In this way, you look like the real Julie I know and the real Julie who can come out of a desperate situation."
Julie smiled, squinted her eyes and took a deep breath. She had never felt so relieved before
Julie was relieved, but James was still nervous. He finally saw his former lover, Bella. He had been missing Bella, not only because he loved her deeply. What's more, he spent a good time with Bella.
As long as James thought of Bella, he would think of that wonderful moment. Now he could finally see Bella. Perhaps he could have a good talk with Bella, and they could go back to the past. But James didn't know why he was absent-minded. It seemed that the man who had left everything behind and wanted to see Bella was not him.
Bella raised her head and took a look at James. She immediately lowered her head, stirred the coffee with the silver spoon and said softly, "I didn't expect you to come to see me again. I thought you wouldn't talk to me from that day on."
Hearing Bella's words, James came to his senses slowly and said in a low voice, "How can I do that? I'm sorry.
"Are you sorry for me?" Bella immediately raised her eyes and glanced at James. Then she quickly lowered her head and said in a low voice, "How can you be sorry for me?"
Now, James could still feel his guilt for a woman. He only had one girlfriend, Bella.
But when James thought about their past carefully, he only remembered that when he stayed with Bella, he was very busy with his study and work, so he ignored her, which led to the breakup between them. James had thought that it was because of this that he felt guilty to Bella. But when he saw Bella, he didn't have this kind of feeling.
This made James feel that there was something missing in his memory, but he couldn't remember it. This kind of feeling that he couldn't find the reason made James suddenly very irritable.
In fact, in James's memory, there was such a woman.
That woman sometimes woke him up from nightmares because he was afraid of losing her. Sometimes he felt guilty for her, and his heart ached, as if he had done a big wrong thing to her. Sometimes, when he saw something, he couldn't help smiling sweetly, as if he and that woman had a sweet past because of it.
But all these were just feelings, as if James had a subconscious impression of this woman. He did not remember who this woman was, how she looked like or what her name was.
That's why he wanted to see Bella so much. He felt that he could fill in that feeling when he saw Bella. But when he saw Bella, it was still wrong. She was not the woman in his impression.
But he had only a girlfriend before. If Bella was not the woman who brought him such complicated feelings, then who would that woman be?
Did he forget any other woman? But why did he forget her so thoroughly? Only a little feeling was left, and the rest was forgotten by him.
"What's wrong with you, James?" Bella couldn't help but ask James in a low voice when she saw that he was lost in thought.
Looking up at Bella in a hurry, James lowered his head and shook his head hard. Then he put his hand on his forehead and said in a low voice, "Nothing. I'm just thinking of something in the past..." While James were talking, he saw a dessert in front of Bella, and then he immediately frowned nervously and said, "You can't eat this. You are allergic to nuts."
"I... Me?" Bella shook her head and said, "No..."
Bella paused for a while and then smiled, "I really didn't expect that you still remember. I thought you had already forgotten my habits and preferences. "☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐