Married at 19

I currently stay at my family house almost four years now. Well, it is because I have been busier with my studies, plus I'm now working Good Samaritan Hospital and there is no one to take care of my precious baby if I keep staying at the apartment. Here, there will be Ivy, my little sister, Nick, my cousin and also the maids that will be looked after Danish, while I went out for work.

About the apartment, my dad suggested me to sell it, but of course I will not. The apartment has so many memories about me and my late husband. The good memories about us especially, the day where he said that he loved me. I....I just can't forget about it.

I was arranging my clothes inside of the walking closet since I have my off day for today. I went to Nathan's side of the closet and all of his clothes; his favourite shirts, pants and even sweaters were still here since I don't want to get rid of it. My maids always volunteered to keep it somewhere so I could replace his clothes with mine, but I declined.

I sat on the make up table to dry my long silky hair with a towel after took a long warm shower when a little boy suddenly barged into my room, "Mommy....mommy....." my baby, Danish who is now 4 years old, extending his small hands towards me, asking me to lift him.

I smiled at him. "Yes dear, what is it?" I then leaned a bit to him so I could hold him in my arms.

He giggled cutely as I kissed his forehead, but he suddenly becomes sad as he saw the picture of Nathan and me on the bedside table. "My fwiends....thy said I have no daddy." I'm still working on to teach him talk properly.

I sat on the bed near to the bedside table with Danish on my laps then took the picture frame where both of us could take a look at Nathan's picture.

"No, your friends are wrong. This is your daddy." I touched his pointed nose, which he inherited it from my late husband. "Your nose, your blue eyes, your cheeks and also your hair, all of them are the same with your daddy." Then planted a kiss on his forehead.

"Weally?" He asked excitedly. "Me is hanshome like daddy?"

His funny talking makes me giggle a bit, "Yes, you're, Danish. You're handsome like daddy. And mommy loves you so much." then pulled him into a hug.

"I love you too, mommy." My baby then hugged me back.

"Okay... now let's get your for a bath." I unbuttoned his shirt.

"B-but.....b-but...I alweady showered." My son replied back.

I knitted my eyebrow while looking at him,"When? With who?" and asked him confusedly.

He grinned. "This mowening, aunt Ivy showered me."

I burst out into a giggle, "That was yesterday, silly," then touched the tip of his nose. "Aunt Ivy still hasn't wake up yet at this time. It's still so early in the morning."

He giggled too while scratching the back of his hair.

"You're so funny, Danish. Alright, it is now mommy's turn to shower you. Don't you want it?"

"Of chose, I want it." He jumped happily on the bed.

I smiled at him. "Attaboy." I did the same thing as I did to my husband, which is rubbing his hair gently.

I play with my son in the bathroom while giving him a bath in the bathtub. Seriously I really don't want him to grow so fast, I want him to stay like this so I could will always be with him and play with him like this.

How can you resist his cute face which is exact the same as Nathan's?

I carried him in my arms after gave him a bath then grabbed him some clothes from the walking closet so I could wear it for him. He didn't misbehave a bit instead just having fun and laughing with me.

"It's all done..." I said to him after combed his hair. "Come on, let's go to downstairs..." I offered my hands to him so I could carry him in my arms.

He smiled widely then went into my hug so I could carry him. We went to downstairs where we bumped into Ivy who just got out from her room.

"Aunt Ivy, look at me. I'm hanshome, right?" My little boy asked Ivy after I put him down on his feet.

"Of course you're, Danish." My little sister pinched his cheeks.

Danish grinned widely...... a grin that looks so much alike like my late husband.

"Hanshome like daddy?" Danish asked Ivy again. But I noticed her eyes were widened when heard that. She then moves her eyes to me, looks so confused whether she wants to answer Danish or not. "Just say anything." I mouthed her.

She nodded as she understands me and turn to face her nephew again.

"Yes, Danish. You look so handsome like daddy." Ivy gave him a kiss on the forehead.

"Okay Danish, let's eat dinner, okay?" I crouched in front of him, fixing his messy blond hair.

"Yeay....me hungerie so much." Danish cheered happily.

"Alright then, let's go." I extended my arms to him.

He grinned. "Let's go!!"

*****

Today was supposed to be my off day, but I got a text from the hospital to come over since there were emergency at the ER department in the morning. There was a huge accident at the city which required several doctors to handle the injured citizen in ER.

"Oh, there you're, Dr Dawson." A nurse approached me while I was examining the medicine in the cabinet "Dr Drake is looking for you. He said that he has called for you since an hour ago. But you didn't pick it up."

"Oh really?" I took out my phone from my lab coat pocket. I was surprised a bit when saw there were about 29 missed call from him.

Is he crazy or what? Didn't he know that I have a lot of work to do?

Luckily I put the silent mode on my phone, or I might disturb some of the patients that are resting here, in this ward.

"Sorry for troubling you to look for me." I said to her with a smile.

She smiled back. "It's okay, Dr Dawson. He's been waiting for you at the cafeteria."

"Thank you, Maya."000000