Married at 19

My heart almost burst out as soon as I noticed that I was actually in Nathan's hug when I woke up.

What happened last night?

He is still sleeping with his hand still on my waist. His face just inches away from me which makes my heart fluttering more than usual.

No matter how much I face him, I am never getting bored by his handsomeness, his perfect jawline, his sexy-cherry lips, and also with his pointed nose.

I gently touch his left with full of cautions. Luckily he didn't wake up when my cold finger touched his skin.

I love you, Nathan.

I really want to confess my feeling to you..... But I think it's just a wish that will never come true. I'm happy that you're now my husband, but your heart belongs to another woman.

His face crinkles a bit when the sun shines straight on his face from my bedroom window.

Awwww.....he is so cute.

I moved a bit, so I could block the sun from shining straight to his face. I really hope the time could stop, so I could stay with you like this forever.

Why is she staring at me?

Is there anything on my face?

Or....she just can't resist my handsomeness?

Ahah......just kidding.

But I'm still glad that she is well now.

By the way......she is nice enough for blocking my face from the sun. Well.....I admit that she is kind of sweet too.

But the weirdest thing is....I didn't mad her at all for staring and lying so close to me.

The truth is.....I think I like this moment right now.

I can watch her beauty from the close range.... oh god.... seriously, she is so beautiful.

Why didn't I notice it before?

My hand still on her waist; I kind of pretending to sleep so she won't surprise when find out that I was already wide awake.

Her staring makes my heart beating faster than ever, but I'm trying my best to control my nervousness.

This is the third time now for me, nervous like that. That is really weird though.

I wait for her to get up first, maybe about half an hour, but I really don't care about it. I don't know why, but I really love being with her like this.

She went to the bathroom to take shower, leaving me who still pretending to sleep on her bed.

Argh.....she always makes me fluttered when I was around her? This is so confusing....I really have no idea about this kind of feeling that I feel for her these

days.

Both of us went to our university by walking since it wasn't too far from our apartment. Besides, Bella said she wanted to get fresh air by walking for today. And of course I won't let her to walk alone so I just join her then.

Anyway my friends still didn't know anything about our marriage. I really hope they will not, because I really don't want to answer their stupid questions about it. Besides, everyone knows that I love Sasha.... and it'll be totally weird when knowing that me marrying Bella.

What am I supposed to say to them?

Moreover, I don't want to hurt Bella's feeling if I did tell them, what if I choose the wrong words, what if I slip my tongue by saying that we have an agreement about to stay as married couple for a year. Tha will be a total disaster...and she might be really upset with me and also my friends might kill me too.

"Hey dope!!!" Seth put his hand around my shoulder. "When did you come here? I don't see any of your stuff in our dorm."

Oh, that is right.

I need to create a perfect lie....so he could believe everything I would say to him.

"Well....um....my parents left me an apartment two blocks from here. I'm now living there, alone. It's just a small apartment for a person. Nothing big deal, hedgehog." Hope he will buy that!!

"Oh....that's good." He replied. "When will you throw the housewarming party? Everyone does that when they moving to a new house, you know."

Oh god.....what am I supposed to say now?

"Um....no...no....I think I'm not throwing any party at my new house. Well, you know, all the things inside the house are my parents belonging, besides, you know these guys love to touch my things..... and really don't want them ruining it.... since.... my parents left them for me."

"Whatever dude!!!" He puts me in a headlock. "Let's get to our class now."

"Oww.....oh come on, hedgehog!!!" I cried in pain. "It's hurt you know!"☐☐☐☐