Mafia Kings: Valentino: Chapter 71
I hung up the phone and stared off into space.
He was going to say ‘I love you.’
And then he didn’t.
Why didn’t he?
I already knew the answer:
Because he doesn’t love you.
It hurt like hell to admit that.
Like my heart was made of glass and had cracked in a dozen places without breaking.
Part of me wanted to just leave Sicily behind forever… to start over again somewhere else…
But I knew I couldn’t.
I wanted him too much.
Even if he only gave me scraps of his time, I couldn’t turn them down.
I looked around the beautiful cave I’d spent the night in – alone.
Everywhere I looked was a reminder of Valentino…
And all the things he’d made me feel when he was here.
This is all I might ever get.
Seeing him in secret…
Fucking him like it’s the last time.
Is that enough?
I sat there for a long time asking myself that question.
I finally decided it was…
If the alternative was I never got to be with him again.
We didn’t have much time left together.
Once he was married, I doubted we would be together anymore.
So… I would take the little I could get, because I couldn’t walk away from him.
Not while I could still kiss him again…
And feel him inside me again.
I got up from the bed with a heavy heart and started packing to go to Cefalù.