Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

Episode-70 "I... am yours..."

Celeste's POV:

He said, "Celeste...

Celeste... I won't listen to you... unless you are Isabella..." he is mocking me..

isn't this he wants, to torture me, to make me feel miserable, to break me,

to hide my existence... to destroy every

bit of me and make a new Isabella..... but for mom.... for my mom I will do

anything...

I wiped my tears and

said to him in broken voice, "Ernest... please... I am the new Isabella right?... I

promise, I will do whatever you say, I will take your orders.. I will smile

when you say me to... just don't go after my mom" he looked at me as he was satisfied...

he smirked and kissed my lips, I tighten my feast tried not to react harshly..

I don't want him to be angry... I will let him do whatever he wants..

He kissed me for long, I couldn't breathe... he

parted... I was grasping air.... He said to me, "tell me you are mine" he started kissing my neck... I grasped, I hate this.. but I replied, "I... am..." I man.. what is wrong with me... this is a rape, I hate this.... he went down to my waist touching it kissing me neck.. he asked, "say it!!!" his voice is raspy and sexy... he is gentle this time... but I

don't this... he was rubbing his hands around my inner thigh... I m*an again.... I

can't help it.... I can feel his smirk.. he is disgusting.. I felt him pinching

be down their... I yelled in pain, he asked again, "tell me who you belong too?" my eyes are filled with tears... I whispered, "I... am your..."

I felt him

tearing my panties away, I grasped but I am in fear too... he is going to give me pain again... I shivered.. I begged as I couldn't help, "please.... Don't do

this....."

He grabbed my hairs and pulled me close to

his face, he warned, "don't remind me it's you Celeste.... Because if it's Isabella then it would be Ive making ... but if it's you it would be brutal fck..." I looked in his eyes and he is serious.. he will hurt me... he is telling

to forget whatever I am and be his Isabella... if I refuse then he will hurt me...

I don't want to

get hurt, I still remember the pain from the burns.. it still hurts, the slaps...

and last night.... I don't want to get hurt...

I nodded silently,

he pulled my chin to face him and asked, "words.." this is humiliating, trading

your dignity for your survival... I am shameful.... I whispered as I looked down, "I won't... re-refuse.." it was hard to say,

but I know he is only doing this to keep me under his fingers, I know he hates

to the core, if he is having sxual relation with me by force means he wants to put his dominance over me.... men do that, they force women to submit to them.. they feel superior.. as if the women is under their control, they don't care even if it's a crime, need for dominance makes then do these inhuman things.... I use to listen this explanation when I asked someone to explain the reason for s*xual assaults and rpes... I always thought this was disgusting\, even though I studied these cases as a Law student.. I found them disgusting... but now I am a victim of this... this is painful, it breaks me from inside out...

I felt him pushing

me to the bed frame, he pulled my lower body close to him out of a sudden.... He

is going to do that... no!... he started licking my womenh*d.. I was surprised

at first.... I closed my eyes and grabbed into the sheet.... He kept assaulting me

for god knows how long.. I released several times, my legs are shaking... he didn't stopped, I am exhausted.. he entered and I could adjust to his length... he moved slowly and I grasped... it feels good... my eyes went wide on my own thoughts... no...this is a rpe... I can't do this... this is just suffering...