Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

Episode-86 "hold into me"

Celeste's POV:

But removing clothes in front of him

again.. he is a pervert. How can a prince be like this?... seeing no response,

he unbuttoned my shorts, I grasped, I whispered, "E-Ernest..."

His finger pressed on

my lips and said, "shuu.. Celeste.. you will enjoy..." his finger traced my waist

under the short lining, I shivered, I grabbed his shirt as I closed my eyes..

what he does to me makes me weak?.. like he controls my body.. what is wrong

with me?... I should be in my senses...

I felt my shorts

falling on the ground, I looked at him and his eyes are filled with desire,

lust.. like all of it is crawling to surface.... it's not out of hate, but some

kind of affection... is this affection for Isabella... but he didn't call me

Isabella since yesterday... is he considering me Isabella or not.. I don't know..

He said

seductively, "jump on me Celeste..." he called me by my real name again. I asked

stuttering, "J-jump..."

He chuckled and

then traced my collar bones, he said, "Celeste... why are you so innocent?.. but

I like it more..." does he means he likes me?... doesn't he hates me..

He picked me up and

walked to the bed. I grasped... I was under him on the bed.. is he going to do it again... he started kissing my neck, I

grasped but grabbed into his half done shirt... I pulled him close to him, it was

not in own hands.. everything seems to happen on its own...

He was licking me,

I feel weird, what is this?.. this doesn't feel like hate. He is doing it as if

he loves me... but I know he don't.. he consider me as Isabella... I m*an.. I was

shy.. why am I enjoying it?...

He got up to

remove his shirt, I noticed the top am I wearing is almost off my body and tore... he attacked my chest, I grasped..

his kisses are warm, wet and addictive.. he is messing my mind... if it wasn't

him then I would have hated this... Ernest is doing this to me, I had a crush on him before he kidnapped me.. that's why my body is reacting without my permission.. I hate this... I hate that I lost control over myself...

He pulled the

pants off and said, "Celeste... hold into me... I am going to make you feel good..." he buried his head between my legs.... I cried

out in pleasure... god! something changed... I don't care... the only thing I should

care should be me returning to my home...

After I

released he got up and entered me, he is big... I gripped the sheet.. he got

close to my face still th*usting... I

burred myself into him... these waves of pleasures are messing with my mind... no

matter what happens I will give this person pain and suffering... he will lose to me... what he did to me is not right... his gentleness won't be a answer....

Ernest's POV:

I looked at her sleeping on the bed, she is

exhausted.... I touched her hairs, Celeste what have you done to me?... this monster is changing... I looked at Isabella's picture and walked to her, I looked at her picture for a wide moment. she was special to me, I loved her... I was broke inside when I lost her.... I don't know how I lived these years... but since Celeste showed but I feel different... something changed... I feel need to be near Celeste, I need to see her with me... I tortured her but it was out of anger, I have no control over it... but I know it's not a excuse... from now on I will try not to hurt her... try to make her happy...

I said to

myself, "Isabella... I think I am ready to

let you go.... I never thought I could feel something for a girl completely different than you... she is not strong as you, can't fight like you, can't talk back like you use to do, she studies and never does anything fun, get's scared easily.... She is not you... she looks like you... she is nothing like you... to be honest I don't want her be like you... I like her as she is... maybe I love her... I will love her form now.. I am letting you go, Isabella.... I hope you are in better place... I am thankful that I had you in my life.." it's hard, but at one point I have to do this....

I walked back to the

bed, Celeste was sleeping peacefully, I thought about this for long, I am ready

for the second chance... I should now... I whispered, "From now on I will never let you go Celeste... you are mine.."