Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

Epiosde-74 "her clothes doesn't fits me"

Celeste's POV:

The elder maid from the other day is here, she

is helping me up... when me myself don't have will for myself... I want to cry....

The maid passed me water and said,

"Miss...water?" I looked at her and took

the water... I want to scream and complain... but she did nothing to me... she is the

only one kind to me..

The glass of water

was in my hand, tear roll down... I lost my life, freedom, dignity.... I miss my mom... tears roll down without control. I

felt the maid rubbing my back, she said, "child... hold patience... nothing last forever... not even pain..." she was fixing my hairs, she said, "Miss.... I advice you, please don't make Prince angry... maybe me someday everything would be

fine..."

This made me look at

her, I said in anger, "nothing is going to be fine... my life is destroyed... how can I be here with this monster hoping some day everything will be fine.... No!.. I don't want that day... I want to go back..." she looked at me with surprise... she looked around and then said, "Please... don't... not everyone will keep all this to herself... I don't want you to suffer, don't say this to anyone... if you have anger then keep it inside you..." I looked down.. she is right, he will hurt me

if he knows what I said...

She placed her hand

on my head and I really feel as like mom would console me, she said, "isn't it better if you won't get hurt......" she walked out taking the empty place, before she could leave she said, "Prince said.. you can walk around the mansion...." the

door closed....

I wiped my tears and

got up, no!... I will not give up... I will get out of here... I will prove him he

can't mold me into someone else.... I need to get out of here...

I rushed to the

closet to pull out a clothes.. I can't go out in this.. I am wearing just his shirt... nothing else... I checked the closet and it has dresses, all the dresses are too much on the heavy side... I took a pants and shirt.... I got into the shirt and it fits me, bur the pants, they are lose to me, maybe Isabella was curvier than me... why I have to wear her clothes.. I hate everything about her, because he calls me her... I looked in the mirror and I hate this look, he changed my hair and I look different... like he pulled on the edge where I am Isabella... no I am Celeste, even if my dad murdered Isabella.. I did nothing wrong... I am

innocent...

The door

opened and I flinched, I saw him, Ernest... my eyes went wide, I was still

buttoning the pants... he smirked and closed the door, why is he early?..... I

got frozen, he walked to me and stood close to me... I looked down...

He asked, "what are you doing?" it was cold

and emotionless. I whispered, "g-getting dressed...." He looked down, he grabbed the pant near my waist and pulled me close... he said, "it doesn't fit you..." I am nervous, his hand is touching my waist... I feel shiver...

He checked the

pants again, as if seeing how lose is it... he let go and called someone. He said

on the phone, "Davis... send women's clothes... size?" he turned to me and asked, "your size?" I was red and embarrassed, I have to tell my kidnapper and r*pist about my size... I looked down and told him my size... he smirked...