Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card (Jessie and Luke)

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His lips began to wander, trailing from my mouth down the delicate

curve of my jaw to my neck. Each kiss was like a spark, igniting a fire within me that flickered and danced with every breath. The warmth of his mouth against my skin made it hard to think, a sweetness wrapped in raw desire as he moved over my shoulder, leaving a trail of Ke's warm palm grazed my sensitive, exposed chest, and a

gasp escaped my lips when his tongue circled

my nipple. The sensation shot through me like electricity, awakening every nerve ending as he cradled me with a mix of tenderness and urgency. There was a primal hunger in his exploration, and I felt myself arching into him, instinctively craving more of his warmth and co When his mouth reached the arch of my shoulder, I couldn't suppress the shiver that coursed through me. I was responsive to his every movement, and my body responded instinctually, leaning closer, wanting him to explore every inch of me. I could feel my heart pounding "Luke..." I breathed, breathless and aching for him, the heat pooling deep inside me as I leaned further into him. Each kiss from his lips sent tingles racing, a sweet pressure building within me that I could no longer ignore.

I felt his fingers dig into the soft skin of my hips and hover over

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the waistband of my running shorts. Luke shifted beneath me, his hips causing sweet friction on that sensitive part.

As difficult as maneuvering myself out of these shorts would be, freeing Luke was easy. My fingers undid the button of his dark nemin and before he could react, I dipped my hand beneath his boxers and gripped him. Soft skin wrapping a rock-hard cock. I enjoyed the feel of the skin gliding over his firm shape and how he dropped his head back.

1. me.

I could feel his muscles tense beneath my fingertips as I instinctively started moving in a rhythm until he stopped Pulling my hand out from his pants and pulling me to him to kiss me.

His kiss was all-consuming, warm and possessive, traveled lower, and with each touch, I felt more alive than ever.

Luke's mouth traveled over my jaw while his hand circled my neck, tilting my chin up to give him better access. "I miss you. I missed

this. I missed us..." Luke whispered against my sensitive skin, and even though he was consuming my body, my head was starting to take control.

He missed us.

What us? Was there even an "us"? I don't know him, not really. I feel safe with him-yes. Somehow, some innate part of me knew that Luke would never hurt me, but I didn't know him. Not anymore.

I wish I could. I wish I could remember all of it, all our years

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together, my parents, and my life

I've been getting bits and pieces back, but mostly places and things that don't really matter. I still don't remember the people in my life, and it's killing me. I want to remember and end the hurt-the desperate expressions on their faces- a glimmer of hope that fades into disappointment every time I don't remember them.

"Jessica, what's wrong?" Luke asked, pulling me from my thoughts. I could feel the tears run down my cheek, and he wiped one away with his thumb.

"I just... I can't give you everything you need right now. I want to. I want to remember. But the truth is, I don't know if I ever will," I breathed out finally. I'd been wanting to say this to him for such a long time, but I didn't know how.

"Jess, you are worth the wait. I thought about it, you know- letting you start a brand-new life-but that was bullshit. There's no way I'm giving up on us. On this between us. Even if you give up, I won't. I'll be right here when you need me." I stared down into his forest- green eyes. I tried to place them in my memories, but they didn't fit anywhere. I wish they would.

I bent down and kissed him softly. This kiss wasn't fueled by lust or passion; this kiss felt like a goodbye kiss. From me, at least.

"I know I loved you. I can feel

it somewhere in my bones, but I can't give you what you need right now, Luke. I want to," I dropped my head onto his chest, "God, I want to, but it's like every time I try to reach for that memory, I touch nothing but darkness. I want to remember all of it. I just... the pressure PART 3 CHAPTER 149

who was part of my life before... before the fall. I can't keep disappointing them. It's killing me." The silent tears turned into sobs, and I collapsed onto Luke's rock-hard chest. I felt his fingers rake through my hair, comforting me. His palm spanned across my exposed back, and we just stayed like that for the longest time.

When the last light filtered out of sight, Luke pulled his shirt over my head and drove me back to the dorm, killing the engine. His hands still gripped the steering wheel. I knew he wanted to say something, but he was holding it in. What could I say?