Kill Me, Heal Me

After Belle Ye came back from the storage warehouse, she held the package tightly in her arms. The contents in the package
were even more important than her life.
Holding the package in her hands and thinking of Frank Ye, she was never more perplexed.
Being able to find her son was already God's greatest gift to her, but how long can she enjoy the pleasure with her son?
She would not send him to school, watch him graduate and work, wait for him to get married...she could not even get out of this
city with her son together...
"I’m so sorry, Frank..." Belle covered her face and endured the soreness in her eyes, with countless fragments flashed into her
mind.
Even if she could not accompany Frank to grow up, she must find a way to send him to somewhere safe and he could be taken
good care of until he reached adulthood. In a flash, countless thoughts passed through her head.
All of a sudden, Belle opened her eyes, because she thought of a person who wanted her to leave Gang City and disappear
forever.
May Ning.
Thinking of that, Belle got her eyes clear. She went back to the hotel after buying some daily necessities and food.
Frank Ye sat still on the edge of the bed in the same sitting posture as Belle left. His eyes brightened when he saw her.
"Frank, are you hungry? Mommy got you some porridge. When you get better, mommy take you to eat delicious food, okay?"
She filled half a bowl of porridge and scooped it next to his mouth. Frank opened his little mouth and drank the porridge
obediently.
He was so well-behaved and sensible, which made Belle felt both gratified and sad, for Frank was supposed to be playful and
cheerful at his age. Belle did not dare to imagine how he survived in the past five years...was he carrying too much sorrow and
pain on the shoulders like her?
"Frank, honey, when you fall asleep, mommy will have to go out again, but don't worry, I will be back on time, okay?" After eating,
Belle put him on the bed to sleep.
"Mommy, don't go." He grabbed her hand coquettishly, "Mommy, please, don't leave me alone..."

Hearing what Frank said, Belle almost could not hold together and burst into tears, but still, she restrained herself and held him
in her arms.
"Oh, honey...Mommy will never leave you, baby...never...trust me, you go to sleep, and by the time you wake up, Mommy will be
here with you.”
"Really?"
"Yeah, you have my word." She patted his little head with a melted heart.
After a few minutes in her arms, Frank finally let go of her and lay down obediently.
"Mommy, I trust you. I will sleep now." He tucked the quilt and put his chin against the corner of it.
"Okay, baby. Mommy will be back soon." Belle got up and took a few more look at him, but the tears almost fell again. This kind
of heart-wrenching pain made her on the verge of collapse. Covering her mouth, she left the room in a hurry because she did not
want her son to find her fragile side.
Belle left the hotel and took a taxi straight to the Ning family.
"Belle? Oh my!" May Ning was called down by the guard, while after she saw Belle standing outside the door, an inexplicable
flicker flashed through her eyes. May quickly walked over to take her in.
"Your parents at home, May?" Belle responded indifferently.
"No, they just went out. Are you here to see my parents?"May poured her a glass of water and asked.
"Well, kind of. When will they be back?"
"Um...they were invited by Ethan’s father and grandfather...so...maybe they won’t come back soon." May Ning sat down beside
her and answered with an uncomfortable expression.
Belle Ye was taken aback. After a while, her eyes raised.
"Are you getting married?"
May lowered her head with a shy smile showing on her pretty face before replying to Belle.

"No, what are you talking about, Belle. They are just discussing it, but me and Ethan, we haven’t made up our minds yet. After
all, marriage is a lifetime matter, you know."
The word marriage pierced Belle’s heart fiercely like a sharp arrow. She felt her breathing stagnated, and her hands on her
knees gripped silently, which turned her knuckles to white.
"Con...congratulations." She said her words in a dry voice.
"Ah, girl...thank you." May was touched and then took her arm. "But there is actually something I always wanted to ask you,
Belle. You must tell me the truth, okay?"
"Sure."
"Do you...um...do you still have a feeling for Ethan?" She stared at Belle's face as she asked the question.
Belle suddenly looked up and met May’s eyes. May then looked away awkwardly, with a reluctant smile at the corner of her
mouth.
"Well, I’m just asking...I mean...we are best friends...so if you resist...I...I won't get married to him."
"Don’t, May...I don't have a feeling for him a long time ago." Belle replied to her with a smile.
"You did?" May turned her head to Belle suddenly.
"Yeah, and technologically, I’m here to tell you the same thing." Even Belle herself did not realize that her tone was much colder
than before. "May, I want to leave Gang City."
"What? Is it because of me, Belle? Gang City is your home. If you make this decision because of me, I will feel guilty for the rest
of my life."
"No, I’m leaving Gang City to find my husband, May." Belle lowered her eyes and went silent for a while before looking at May
and continued. "May Ning, I'm a married woman. You don’t have to worry about me getting involved in your marriage with Ethan
Mo."
"What..." May stood up abruptly with a pale face. "Belle, no, you misunderstood me, I didn’t mean that..."
Belle Ye waved her hand to stop May and sighed.

"Anyway, I know you can help me. If not, your parents must. May, do me this one favor, and I give you my word, from now on, I
will never step on the land of Gang City ever again."
"But, where are you going?"
"Anywhere." Belle Ye answered.
The emotions in May's eyes were surging, but when she looked at Belle, her eyes went pitiful and innocent again.
"But, if Ethan finds you, I..."
"He won't." Belle Ye said firmly. "May, he will never find me. I can only ask for your help right now, and only you can help me."
Ethan Mo would send someone to watch the Ye family, the Luo family, Yoyo Lin, and even Qu Mengtong, but he would never
expect that she could come to the Ning family.