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"I know I hurt you Chloe bug and I wished so many times I could’ve changed leaving you. Mom told me I was an idiot. I wanted to phone you. You have Yanis now. If doing so would jeopardize his safety would you do it?"

“We are his parents! We would’ve found a way to keep him safe! Don’t patronize me Machen! You asked me to share life with you, but then you took off to live your life on your own. You lied to me! At least Kev didn’t deny what he did. I’ve only had two relationships. You both played me like the harp. Strung me along.”

“Chloe, I promise I didn’t. I loved you then and I love you now!”

“How! It’s been almost four years since I last saw you. I called everyday, hoping you would pick up. Even when I went into labor! I want to hate you, but my heart won’t let me. I hate what you did to me! But in my eyes you’re no different than daddy and Kev.”

“Chloe, don’t say that!”

I reached to grab her hand and she pulled it away. She wouldn’t even look at me now. I felt the pain in my chest spread all over. She had compared me to being like her father and Kev who slept with her best friend.

“Chloe..”

“What you did to me, hurt worse than them both. I won’t ever forget! Please leave.”

I didn’t stay any longer. I might’ve collapsed if I had. My heart was in pieces, but after hearing how much I had hurt her, I deserved to feel this pain. I wasn’t sure how I made it to my car or home, but somehow I got there in a trance. Mom took one look at me and said nothing. Silently, she understood my reaction.

“She told you how much you hurt her and now you wear her pain. I wanted to prevent you from pressing her too soon, but you’ve never listened when it came to her.”

“Mom, what can I do to fix it? I love her so much!”

“Unfortunately, Machen there’s nothing you can do to heal her broken heart. She’s marinated 3 years in this pain. What did you hope would happen, Machen?”

“I thought I could pick up where we left off. I haven’t taken another to love, mom-“

“What about Pixie?”

“She’s Ava mom. I-“

“Tried to love her, but she wasn’t Chloe and she only wants your money.”

“Mom, I messed up bad. She was so hurt when I looked into her eyes. She’s going to let me see Yanis, but I can’t- Mom, I can’t live without her!”

“You did for three years Machen. You just think you can’t!”

“I was holding on to the fact we might meet again. She wants nothing to do with me now!”

“Oh Machen, it’s going to be okay. It only hurts right now because it’s all new.”

I cried in my mom’s arms for hours. It was well into the early morning when I went to bed. I needed to rest for a few hours or I’d be no good for work. I closed my eyes and dreamed of Chloe. She was so beautiful. She was sitting on a stool preparing sketches. Yanis and I were watching her from a far. She looked up to see me looking and continued drawing after she gave me that beautiful smile of hers.

I got Yanis in bed and asleep. I headed to our room and pulled off my clothes. She yelled at me from the shower to put them in the basket. I giggled, she knew me well. She came out of the bathroom in a towel. I whistled at her and she blushed. “Go bathe we have an early morning.” I did as instructed and found myself extremely turned on.

I finished my shower and toweled off. I returned to find her already asleep. I pulled my towel off and climbed in behind her legs, waking her. “Machen, you’re getting me wet!” “I hope so!” “That’s not what I meant. You didn’t dry off well. You’ll catch a cold!” “It’s worth it.”

She smiled that smiled at me and kissed me. She used the sheet to dry me off and then tossed it off the bed. She gasped when she dried my lower half. She blushed a deep red. I rolled over on top of her. I inserted a finger and she was saturated for me. I pushed a second finger in and her moans sent me to overdrive. I removed my fingers and pushed inside of her. She cried out as I felt myself stretching her.

I was thrusting in and out of her quickly. Her moans consumed me and I began grunting in her ear as I told her how she was making me feel. Her panting increased and just as I was unloading inside of her my alarm went off, bringing me out of my dream before she released. I cursed inwardly. I noticed I had a boner this morning.

I climbed out of bed and took a cold shower. I was still erect. I fisted myself and started to rub up and down, thinking of her moans. It didn’t take long to empty into the drain but I wanted more. I readied myself again and let her moans lead me there. I shuddered as I emptied a second time into the drain.

“Why don’t you let me help with that.”

I turned to see Pixie standing in the doorway. I tried to cover myself, but I was pretty vulnerable being in the shower and all.

“You seem to not be able to get there on your own. It’s turned me on to watch you cum twice and still your hard as a rock.”

She turned the shower water off and removed my hands from covering me. I tried to pull away, but the way she grabbed me was seductively enticing. She worked me between her hands and I found myself grunting. She pulled away to close the door and lock it. I climbed out of the shower.

“Pixie, no!”

She kneeled in front of me never breaking eye contact. She took me in her mouth and I also came at the contact. I braced myself on the sink as she worked her magic on me. I tried to fight the sensation, but not for long. I found myself pumping into her mouth. I thought of Chloe’s moans and just as she grabbed me by the balls and squeezed, I came hard in her throat. I moaned as she sucked me dry.

“Feel better? I see you’re still erect. What are you thinking about? Or who should I say?”

I didn’t answer her. She roses from her position. She removed her panties and as much as I didn’t want to, she bent over pushing her ass in my lap. She reached between her legs and shoved me inside of her. She started to roll her hips into mine.

“I don’t care who she is, I want you to take it out on me Machen!”

I fisted her hair and slammed into her. “Don’t talk” I fucked here pussy hard until I was satisfied and sated. I pulled out of her and emptied into the shower drain. I couldn’t risk getting her pregnant again. I had to cup her mouth so Ava and mom wouldn’t hear us.

“Whoever she is, she doesn’t know what she’s missing. I’ll be your release mechanism anytime Machen”

“It won’t happen again. I shouldn’t have did it just then, but you offered and I really wanted some pussy.”

“So who is she?”

“Her name is Chloe.”

“Well Chloe doesn’t know what she missed out on. I would’ve gladly let you have me as turned on as you were. Where’d you meet her?”

“None of your business. Put your panties back on and get out of my bathroom”

“So, you fuck me to space and don’t want to chat after. She must be special to hold your attention and get you all worked up”

“Again, it’s none of your business. You’re making me regret fucking you! My hand was working just fine!”

“Your load I swallowed said it wasn’t. If the bitch doesn’t want you to fuck her ever again, I’ll gladly let you take it out on me.”

I grabbed her by the throat and pushed her into the wall. She liked that I was choking her. She wrapped her legs around my waist and bounced up and down until I entered her. I don’t know what came over me, but I fucked her in this position until I was ready to release. I almost emptied inside of her. I pulled out quickly, letting her go. I stroked myself until I had emptied into her lap. She squeezed her breast through her thin dress she was wearing.

“You made an even bigger mess! I’d say you’re not finished yet. You can take it out in me Machen. I don’t mind. You can choke me! Whatever you want!”

She turned around and poked her butt it to me. I walked forward and pushed her shoulders lower. I entered her butt and fucked her harder. I pulled her hair as I did. She tried to stifle her moans. I wanted a release I knew she couldn’t give me. I pretended she was Chloe and after a little while she relaxed and let me continue to have my way with her. She rubbed her nub as I drew close and as I emptied into her I yelled out fuck Chloe! She screamed yes as she too found her release. I felt empty this time, so I had gotten my release.

“Who is this Chloe? She’s a lucky woman! My ass had never been accessed, but I’d let you do it again.”

“No! Now get out of my bathroom!”

“Can I shower first?”

“No! You came in here to fuck and I did. Now get out!”

“Machen I’m your daughter’s mom don’t I deserve a little respect?”

“Where was your respect when you got on your knees? Or when you begged me to fuck you? I asked you to leave but you stayed. You are my daughter’s mother, but Chloe is my son’s mother. She never pulled half the shit you have”

“Y-you never told me you had a son!”

“I didn’t know until recently. She was the love of my life until you came in and ruined everything we had. I chose you and Ava and lost the best thing I had. You were quick to spend my money, Chloe won’t even take it! I tried to make things work with you and you left me for a man who wouldn’t consider you a second time. That’s why you’re here begging me to fuck you”

“I got you off plenty! So you liked something about me!”

“I thought of Chloe, that’s the only way I could do it. Don’t flatter yourself. Now leave, I’m done with you. Next time stay in the front room. You don’t live here so don’t roam freely in my house.”

“Machen I have no where to go!”

“Ava can stay, but you cannot. I’m only responsible for her, not you!”

“Machen! Machen, please!”

“Hi, Machen. Grandma left this morning as she said she would. I don’t want to bring Yanis to the construction site. It’s dangerous, too dangerous for a child when they’re actively working. I looked you up and this was the address I was given. I stopped at the front desk and told them your son and I were here to visit. I hope it’s okay, I know you have to work but I remembered you said your mom was here and I wanted to give her a chance to meet him.”

“It’s fine come in. Ava and her mom are here as well. I was just about to head out but I can stay a little longer.”

“Oh if it’s an inconvenience I can come back later”

“No it’s fine. Eventually we all would have to meet.”

She came in and Yanis gave me a big hug.

“I missed you daddy. Why couldn’t you stay?”

“Yanis! Be a good boy and come say hello to your grandmother, Lena.”

“Hello grandma Lena.”

“Call me Nana, Yanis, Ava does. She’s your sister and this is her mom, Miss Pixie.”

“Well aren’t you adorable. You look like your father. Hello Chloe it’s nice to meet you.”

“Hello Pixie, the feeling is mutual. Do you live close by? I was thinking maybe Ava and Yanis could do some bonding before we left. I was going to get your contact info from Max.”

“No need, Ava spends most of her time with Machen so you could just bring him here. I have to be going now, but it nice to meet you again. Machen she’s beautiful, how’d you fu- mess that up?”

“See you later Pixie.”

She left and the atmosphere seemed to relax more. I offered Chloe a seat, but she declined. Yanis took a liking to mom and climbed in her lap and went to sleep. Ava got jealous and climbed in her lap as well. Mom was enjoying the love of her grand babies. Chloe asked if she could leave Yanis with her for a few hours. Mom agreed she could. I was going to speak to her about Pixie and I, but she told me that was none of her business.

“Your private life is none of my concern. You might want to shower though, I can smell her on you.”

I blushed in embarrassment. I quickly hurried to my room and washed off in the bathroom. When I returned, Chloe had already gone. I was going to be pushing it now to get to work on time. I kissed my kids and my mom and hurried to the parking garage.