Chapter strawberry smoothies
And I think I was in love.
And when Mamaw and Papaw
came home later on.
Baskets filled with fruits
and vegetables,
I was more talkative
than ever before.
I helped them unpack,
helped Mamaw put the stuff away.
Papaw laughed and shook his head
when I fought to take his coat,
and he said:
“someone is in a good mood.
What did Eric feed you on here?”
Sloppy kisses and wet tongues.
Then Eric came around
the bend of the hallway.
And he only chuckled.
But when Pops looked away,
he sent me a wink.
And I melted.
Oh, we’re keeping secrets.
No. Problem.
All evening
while we made the cheesy pasta
and strawberry smoothies,
Eric kept giving me
coded gazes and subtle smiles,
and I ensured to sit awfully
when Mamaw wasn’t around.
Because if he thought I couldn’t see
his eyes going under,
then he was gravely wrong.
The week went on like this.
I found some new toys.
And they were more fun
when I thought of Eric.
They were addictive.
And so was Eric.
He’d steal moments
and spend time with me
whenever he could.
In the barn.
In his room.
In the horses’ stable.
In the living room
when my bring-ups weren't home.
Eric and I
couldn’t get our hands
off each other at all.
And did I like it?
Yes, I did.