I'm not just a human

Sophia's POV

Heat

That's the first thing I felt when I woke up. The heat on my back was caused by Grayson's chest pressed against it and the heat from my chest was caused by being on Williams chest. My legs were also intertwined with William's legs and Grayson held my waist. It felt like waking up in a dream. It felt like home.

For the past week I was in hell. Everything was just to much to handle.

Protecting my brother.

Accepting my mates rejecting.

Running from Henry.

The constant feeling of fear.

Accepting that I no longer was just a human.

And everything else.

When Noah was finaly safe after Henry was gone, I truly wanted to end it all. I no longer had a reason to life. My only reason was to protect bilbo, but he was safe , he was happy. When Kendra too over, I was so happy. I could finaly have some time where I could think. Think about how I felt hurt by Henry, he was supposed to protect me, he was supposed to love me as his child, but he didn't. How I felt betrayed by the twins, they rejected me before they even knew me. Was I already such a disappointment. How I felt worthless for not giving bilbo a better childhood. That's when I really started to think about ending it. I felt like I was just problem for everyone. Kendra knew how I felt and she tried to help me and talk me into taking control again, but it didn't work. Nothing work. When bilbo wanted me back I didn't come back. When Kendra wanted me to take control, I didn't. When my friends ask me to come back, I didn't. In all honesty I wouldn't have come back, I was ready for the end. I was ready for death,

But that change when the boys come to talk to me. It wasn't what they said that made me take control back. It was what they felt that change my mind. I could feel William pain and regret. I could feel Grayson honesty and passion behind his words. When they spoke to me, I felt all the regret, truth, sadness , pain, passion, brokenness and neediness, but the one that pushed me over the edge was the love. I could feel love. I didn't know in what way they meant it and I didn't care. Just feeling love again meant everything to me. I need to know it was still possible for someone to care about me and now I did. It felt amazing.

Williams breath fanned my face and I craned my head upwards to look him in the face. I moved my free hand to his face and combed some of his loose hair back in to their place. After the twins apologized to me, I didn't really know what to say. We just stood in the room for a couple of minutes awkwardly, then when I yawned from tiredness, William picked me up and place me in the bed. They claimed in and we just went to sleep. It just felt right.

"Do I look that bad in the morning?" William husky morning voice pulled me out of my thought. His morning voice send shivers down my body. William realized his effect on me and grind with his eyes still close. Grayson pulled me closer to his back, which by the way I didn't even know was possible, and placed his head in the crone of my neck. He rubbed his mark by lightly using his nose, which lead to my breath being cut off as pleasurable sparks run down my body.

"There they are.” William whispered in his morning voice and I frowned.

"There what is?" I asked with confusion.

"Those beautiful green eyes." He said calmly. It made me blush and I could keep eye contact with him after that.

We stayed in the bed for a few minutes before I decided to leave. As i was climbing out of the bed Jackson stopped me.

"Were are you going?" He asked with fear in his eyes. Fear for me leaving again.

"I am going to go see my brother. I won't leave.” I said in a promising matter. I walked into the closet and quickly change into a normal gray short and a red halter top and tied my hair into a messy bun. When I finished I left the room and walked to bilbo's room.

Luckily he was in his room and not in the kitchen. I open the door and saw bilbo on the floor playing with his toy cars. He turned to me and he gave me a smile. When he locked eyes with me his face turned into one of shock.

"Sophia, your back!" He said and ran to give me a hug. I quickly embraced him and picked him up and placed him on my left hip as I gave his cheek million of kisses. Hearing him laugh in pure joy made me so happy.

"Wait does this mean Kendra is gone now?" He asked with a worried voice.

"No bilbo, she is still here, she is just not in control now." I told him and the worry left his face. "Good, because I don't want to lose her, I love her, she is very nice.” He said and my heart melt. The joy came not only from me, but also from kendra. I could feel her love towards bilbo.

"She loves you too." I said and we walked to his bed. We talked for about two hours straight. He asked how this Kendra and I thing worked and I tried to explain as well as I could and then we talked about normal things and he told me about his school and the lack and how everyone has been worried about me taking control again

“The twins want us.’ I heard Kendra in my head.

“Okay, were are they?" I asked her and she told me outside. After giving bilbo a goodbye hug, I left and went outside.

As I exited the front door to the pack house the boys rushed to my side.

"Are you okay, what happened?" Grayson quickly asks and inspects my body.

"What do you mean. I am fine. Kendra said you wanted me?" I asked with a frown on my face. The boys also had frowns, but they soon disappeared.

"Our wolves tricked us. They told us you wanted to see as and yours told you we wanted to see you." William asked and I felt Kendra grin.

"Why?" I ask to Kendra outload and her grin grew wider.

'l want to spend time with Ryder and ryker and I want to run. I wasn't sure if you would agree, so I made a plan. She said and wagged her tail in joy. I rolled my eyes and I could feel her starting to come forward. The boys pulled of their shirts and moved behind a tree. I walked to another tree and when I was sure nobody was there, I got undress.

Eventhough I have shifted twice, this was much different then before. The previous times I have lost control and space out. I never felt it. I did this time and it was hell. Kendra tried to take as much pain as possible whiteout taking over, but it was still hell. Each and every bone broke in my body and then reformed, my muscles stretched and tore. It is what I imagine burning alive feels like. When I finally shifted I few whimpers fell and the boys rushed over. I lied on the ground for a few second just waiting for the pain to fade. When the pain was gone I moved to the back of my head and watch as kendra took control of her wolf form. She jumped up and stretched her muscles. Ryder and Ryker barked at her and she barked back. They were like little puppies. Licking each other and rubbing against one another. Kendra would now and then try to bite the twins wolves tails and they would chase her because of it. They soon just run for hours. It was amazing. Feeling Kendra's happiness made me happy and just being out in the nature made it so peaceful. Kendra and the twins wolves stopped at a open space with a pond in the middle. They drank from it and then cuddled next to each other. Kendra's head was on top of Grayson wolf and William was next to Kendra licking the back of her ear. They soon fell asleep.

I felt a cold breeze blow past me and I shivered. I moved closer to William, hoping his body heat would give me comfort, but I was met with something hairy that tickled me. I heard low growls and my head shot up. I was back into my human form, but the boys were not. I was laying on my tummy so it was only my ass that was on full display. I knew that was still bad, but I had to comfort myself in some sort of a way. My eyes locked with the boys and their eyes were pitch black. My heart was beating against my chest and I could feel lust. Not my lust but the boys. Well some was mine. "Close your eyes" I quickly said, but their eyes stayed on me.

"Please" I plead but they didn't react. Fine plan b. I quickly shot up and covered my breast and lady part and run to the pond, before jumping in.

“Kendra why the hell did you shift back?" I ask to her.

'Sorry, looks like I'm still getting use to everything’ she says with a bit of sympathy, but I could feel that she wasn't really sorry. She was enjoying this. Great my wolf is a horny bastard!

I turn in the water and moved to the edge so that I could press my exposed parts against it. Hopefully that would cover everything. As I swam to the edge the boys wolves moved towards me. When I was pressed against the edge the boys shifted into their humans form. I gulped as I took in their manhood. I don't remember them being so massive. I mean they had massive muscle and massive shoulders and massive everything, but their manhood was a different thing. When they saw me staring they both chuckled and grin. This cause my heart to sped up even faster. I still felt their lust, but now I could feel my own intensive. I blame Kendra, before I had a wolf I could resist the mate bond better, but now I'm just wrapped around their not so little fingers. They both jumped in and I felt them moving closer to me. I turned my head to see them caging me in. Their eyes were still pitch black.

And some how, I knew mine was as well .

Shit