I Will Escape

As Mr. Jones walks into the room he notices me. He says, “Hello Sabrina, how are you today?” I looked at him with disgust. He must have known this all along. He knew what was going to happen to me he allowed it. Not wanting the consequences of my actions I tell him that I am doing fine. I am polite and ask him how he is doing.

He responds, “Everything is perfect. Everything is going as planned.”

I sit and wonder what the plan is and have I always had a part in this plan? Was this going to happen, and I was blind to the entire situation? Why were my family and I involved in their plan and the Bakers and obviously Tonya? What the hell is going on? I am confused and uncertain and pissed off. As I am lost in my thoughts I wonder why the hell would I be in their plans all this time. I'm no one special.

I feel a pinch on my ass. I jump and let out a little squeal because it surprised me. The Alpha says, “Dinner is ready. Let's go.” We walk out to the dining room and we sit.

I say, “What a beautiful setup you have Joyce.”

She smiles and says, “Thank you.” I just want to reach across the table and slap her in the face. The sight of her makes me so angry, but then I figure maybe if I play nice I can put together all the puzzle pieces and figure out the truth of what is really going on. I decide not to slap her and act polite and interested.

Mr. Jones says that Joyce an him have an announcement to make, and Alpha asks, “What is it?” He proceeds to say that they are planning to move.

The Alpha is angry instantly, and he says, “What the hell is this Joyce! Are you inviting me over here to tell me that you are leaving the pack?”

“Nothing has been set in stone yet,” Joyce responds, “I did my part? I should be able to move on now that my part is complete.”

Then the Alpha says, “I do not want to be talking about this right now. We cannot discuss this at the moment and you know this.”

"Yes Alpha. I understand that we cannot discuss this so lets's enjoy our dinner and discuss this at a different time.”

Mr. Jones goes and says to the Alpha, “So how is Tonya and the Beta?”

The Alpha answers, “They are doing very well. They're expecting their first pup.” Anger overcomes me like no other. This man is just as bad as the Alpha is. He is a monster. I can feel my eyes starting to go black. My anger is consuming me, and I try to think of Jazz.

Then I hear those words, “Sabrina, it's OK I'm here. Dial it down.” I stop and catch my breath not sure if I'm crazy or if it is really her.

Then I say, “Jazz are you here?”

"Sabrina you got me back,” Jazz says, “and now I'll never leave again.”

I smile pretending to be enjoying myself, but I'm just glad to know that she's back for good, and he has no control over taking her ever again. Now I know that I won't be alone to figure out what the hell is happening because now I know that Jazz is back. She will help me figure out what the hell is happening.

As I sit there trying to figure out what my plan is going to be the Alpha nudges me and asks me, “How is your dinner?”

I respond to him, “Delicious. Thank you for asking. How is yours?”

He looks at me and responds, “I've had better,” and smirks. Not being able to wait to be alone to be able to talk to Jazz my body is full of excitement. As dessert is being served I know the dinner is almost finished and it will be time to leave soon. Dessert is chocolate chip cheesecake which is absolutely delicious. I was happy that I got to finally eat 3 meals today and I didn't go hungry.

I start building up my strength so when it's time for me to run there's no stopping me. No matter if there are lives at risk or not once I get that chance I am taking it. No matter what. As we are finishing up dessert the alpha tells Joyce and Mr. Jones that they will have a meeting in one week to discuss what their plans are to be leaving the pack. He also told them that they need to get them in order and figure out what they plan on doing, so they can be presented to him. Then he'll let them know if he approves. He gets my coat and helps me put it on. I say goodbye to Joyce and Mr. Jones, and we walk out to the car. He opens the car door for me. I get into the car and smile because I know I'm just getting closer to my plan to escape now that Jazz is back.