Chapter 406
"Chelsea, can you not annoy me deliberately when you speak?" Harrison said angrily and helplessly.
There were so many prepared words in my heart just now, but I never thought that Harrison would suddenly say such a thing.
I sighed and said, "I'm sorry to make you feel tired, but this is not my original intention. I just hope that you can say it directly and don't put it in your heart. Then you can suddenly announce the result to me one day."
"I can tell you clearly about Aviana, but I don't know why Maisy came to look for me," Harrison said.
Hearing Harrison's words, I didn't say a word.
To be exact, I didn't know how to respond, because I never thought that what I said would make Harrison feel tired. Because of what he said, I had a feeling that all the problems were on me. I felt that I had to reflect.
I've always felt very tired, but I never thought that Harrison would feel tired because of my words. I even thought that he never cared about me.
Now he finally felt tired because of me, and I also realized that he was concerned about me. But I began to wonder if he was so tired because he was with me.
At the thought of this possibility, my heart sank to the bottom.
After a while, I lowered my head and said slowly, "I'm sorry to let you feel tired, but these things are indeed not what I want to happen. I knew about the relationship between you and Aviana a long time ago. I didn't tell you because I felt that it was unnecessary."
"Why do you know it's not necessary?" Harrison asked discontentedly.
"No man would want his girlfriend to care about this kind of thing, and it's all in the past. I have no right to blame you. Just like what happened in the past, didn't you ask
me?"
Harrison suddenly smiled and said, "I didn't ask you because I know everything about you. I even know what you don't know. Is there a need to ask?"
"What do you mean by that? What do you mean that you know everything I don't know?" I was attracted by this sentence.
"You don't need to know about these things."
For some reason, Harrison's tone suddenly became cold, because his words instantly became cold. I looked at him and didn't know what to say for a moment.
At this moment, Harrison passed by me and went upstairs. He didn't hesitate the whole time, and I stayed where I was in a daze.
"Things between Harrison and me seem to be getting more and more complicated, but I don't know how complicated it is. Sometimes, I can't even understand what he said to me. Why did it suddenly become like this when it was still fine before?"
I began to recall when everything changed. After thinking about it for a while, I finally
found the source of it. It turned out that everything started with the appearance of Aviana.
From the moment she appeared, the problems between Harrison and me began to appear one after another. But why was there a problem between us at this time and what kind of problem? I couldn't figure it out.
The only thing I'm sure of is that Harrison doesn't seem to have forgotten this first love, which makes me very concerned about the existence of this first love. But after thinking about it carefully, isn't it the same with me?
Although he said that he had done so many heartless things to me, I still had no way to completely forget them. After all, so many things had happened between us. It was not easy to forget them.
Looking in the direction of Harrison's departure, my heart gradually calmed down. I tried my best to stop thinking about those messy things.
This feeling extended all the way to the night, because Harrison didn't come back in the first half of the night. When he came back, it was already early in the morning.
I didn't fall asleep, but pretended to be asleep. I listened to him take off his clothes and lie on the bed. Then I was quiet for a few seconds. When I was wondering if I should turn around and see what he was doing, he turned over and lay down with his back to me.
All of a sudden, I remembered the emotional analysis I read in books. It was said that a couple fell asleep with their backs behind their backs when they first hugged each other. It was because their feelings were gradually fading away. That was to say, when they slept with their backs to their backs, they would not be far away from each other.
"According to this analysis, is it possible that Harrison and I are not far from being separated and are about to break up?"
If it was true, in Harrison's heart, he had asked her to get close to him since the moment he saw Aviana. As for me, I was just here to get rid of lonely people.
I thought I would be sad, but surprisingly, I didn't feel sad. Instead, I became more awake.
No matter how hard I tried that night, I couldn't fall asleep. I thought about it for a while, but I couldn't think of a reason. When I turned my head to look out of the window, the sky was already bright.
I looked back at Harrison's position and found that he was still sleeping with his back to me. I felt a little lost and sad, but it was really sad. It didn't last long, because it was not worth it to suddenly turn to face me the next moment. Frightened by his sudden movement, I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. But I closed my eyes and waited for a long time, but I didn't wait for his next move.
I quietly opened my eyes to look at him, and she was still sleeping with her eyes closed. I breathed a sigh of relief and slowly leaned to the side to sleep in his direction.
At this time, Harrison didn't look as serious as usual, and he wouldn't make me afraid. Thinking of the word fear, I couldn't help but want to laugh.
Am I really afraid of Harrison? In fact, I'm not afraid, am I?
Think about the scene when we met. At that time, if it weren't for his help at the banquet, I might have been humiliated to the point of collapse by Maisy and Callen. Maybe I wouldn't even have the strength to go home.
At that time, in order to get rid of the shadow brought by Callen and Maisy, I abandoned what I had lived in the past, and then gave up everything to start again. These were not as tragic as the blows given by them, so I would suffer a crushing defeat when I met them again after the divorce.
I must thank Harrison. Without his help, I would have returned to the hell-like life.
"I'd like to thank Harrison. Without his help, I wouldn't have been with him for such a long time without my mother's medical expenses. He didn't choose to take my help, but used the most dignity." That's right. That's why I've fallen in love with him.
As for the following things, there was no need to say more. His help to me was not something that could be finished in a short time. In that case, why should I bother about those trivial things?