Chapter 399
"If I don't have Harrison in the future, I'll be the only one to face the cold room when I go home at night. I'll be the only one to have dinner. I'll be alone when I sleep, and I'll be the only one to do anything. What should I do at that time?"
Although it was just a hypothesis, I was very flustered. I didn't want to admit it, but I had to admit that I was like a fish out of water, leaving Harrison's life.
The chaotic thoughts continued until the door of the house. Because the house was about to be demolished, it seemed to be in a mess and there were fewer people around.
"Chelsea, why are you back today?"
I was standing at the gate of the community in a daze when I heard a familiar voice calling me. I turned my head and saw the aunt of the People's Hospital.
I smiled and nodded. "Auntie, why are you still here? Didn't you move out?"
"Ah, after all, I have lived here for decades. When I left, I always wanted to come and have a look. If I don't come and see now, I won't have a chance," said the housekeeper with a smile.
Although the aunt said with a smile, I felt a trace of loneliness in her smile. I didn't quite understand the reason for this loneliness, so I wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask.
"Are you curious? The demolition is clearly a good thing, but I miss it here?"
"Auntie, I didn't mean that..."
"You don't have to explain. I know what you mean. In fact, it's normal for you to think like this. Most people can't understand our memories." As she spoke, she walked in front of me, and my eyes followed her. Just when she thought that Auntie wouldn't say anything more, she said again, "This house has lived for 40 or 50 years since I got married. It's a lie to have no feelings. I have lived the best youth and happiness here and welcomed my child. All my memories are beautiful." "I'm the same as you. After all, this is all the memory of my mother and me," I murmured.
After a while, the auntie and auntie left. I stood there in a daze for a long time, a long time...
In fact, I don't know what I'm going to do. But I just don't want to leave.
"Yes, Auntie is right. Time here is the best time. Now that the house is going to be demolished, everything will be gone. All I can do is to keep this beautiful memory in my heart."
But what did their uncle do at this time? They wanted money, and their minds were full of the money for our demolition of the house. Could it be that he couldn't think of my mother?
He was the only brother of his mother. Why did he come here to ask for more money after his mother passed away? Wouldn't he worry about his mother's sadness?
Thinking of this, I smiled again. What was there to be sad about? After all, her mother had passed away. Even if she was really sad, no one would know.
"Why are you crying here?"
I looked up and saw Sienna standing in front of me with a worried look.
"How did you know I'm here?" I asked, smiling.
"Big Sister, you sent me a message saying that you will come back today. Since you have told me, I must come and have a look." Sienna said helplessly, while taking out a tissue from his bag and handing it to
me.
I looked at the tissue and asked, "Why are you giving it to me?"
"This is the street. Do you want others to see your face full of tears?" Sienna said.
I was stunned, and then subconsciously wiped my cheeks with the back of my hand. Then the back of my hand was full of tears. I didn't know when I started to cry.
Probably because she thought my movements were too slow, Sienna directly raised his hand and wiped my tears with a tissue.
"Why isn't Harrison with you? Did you quarrel?" Sienna asked.
"He's different from a female worker like me. How can he accompany me all the time? Don't you think too much?"
Sienna pouted and said without hesitation, "Your words can only be used to deceive me. How can others believe it? He used to follow you like your attendant at any time, but now he is willing to let you come alone."
"Then I'll tell you the truth. I'm the only one who came here today." I smiled.
The reason why I laughed was very simple, because I thought this topic was very ridiculous, and we actually quarreled because of this ridiculous point.
After that, I went to have dinner with Sienna and chatted with her in the restaurant. I looked at my mobile phone several times in the middle, but there was no news.
Since I sent a message to Harrison that I was coming back, I didn't get any response from him. At first, I thought he was busy, but now it had been two or three hours, but he still didn't respond. I couldn't help feeling a little uncomfortable.
Gao Yang must be busy with his work, but even if he was busy with his work, he should have time to rest. Since he had time to rest, why didn't he reply to me for such a long time?
"Didn't I see any news at that time? I still don't think there's anything to reply to."
The conversation between us last night was still vivid in my mind. When I thought of his new girlfriend, an idea suddenly flashed through my mind. Was Harrison accompanying his new girlfriend? Was it not because I understood that I was busy?
The thought of such a possibility made me very uncomfortable. I felt like I couldn't breathe.
"What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?" Sienna on the other side asked worriedly.
I shook my head with a forced smile. "I'm fine. Maybe the food I ate today doesn't suit my appetite."
"I saw you take out your mobile phone several times. Are you waiting for some news?" Sienna asked.
I was stunned for a second before I replied, "Why? Why would anyone send me a message? I'm just looking at the time. I'm afraid it'll be inconvenient for me to go back late."
"Why don't you ask Harrison to pick you up? Is Harrison so strict with you? He has been banned from going out to play?" Sienna said with a look of disgust.
No one knew better than me whether it was what Sienna thought, but I didn't want to make any explanation.
Because I've always been responsible for building a good image for Harrison, making others think that he's a good man and a good lover, but now I feel tired.
After all, this good man and lover already had a new girlfriend. Why should I say so much? Thinking of this, my depressed mood seemed to have been resolved.
I looked at Sienna and said seriously, "You go back first. I have something to do."
"What do you have to do? You don't want me to know." Sienna looked at me suspiciously.
Her expression made me burst into laughter. "You fool, how can I not want you to know? I just don't think it has anything to do with you. I just don't want you to get involved." Sienna pouted and shook her head. "Your business is my business. How can I not get involved?"