Chapter Chapter Seventeen: Noah
Song of the Chapter: Killer Inside of Me by Willyecho and Stripped by Shiny Toy Guns
I watch from the shadows; a house sits off to our right stuck between two bigger business buildings. In this house is Dusk’s next target and my first victim. Dusk explained the plan to me on the way here. Basically, a slob of a wolf lives here. This wolf is the female alpha’s brother who has had many a human wife that tends to end up dead in ditches after being raped. We are going to kill him for his horribleness. I watch panting in my wolf form from the corner as Dusk pulls on some clothing that we snatched from a clothes hanger a few miles back. When I turn to her I see she has a baggy sweater on that matches with small shorts threatening to show off her ass. I stare a little at the shorts until Dusk gives me a snort. I know what I’m supposed to do next, I slash ripping the clothes with my claws and teeth. Finally, they are tattered and shredded enough to make this believable. I let a howl out into the night as Dusk goes running down the alleyway as tears begin to stream down her face. I move into the roadway growling as Dusk stops at the house banging frantically on the door.
“Help, please help!” Dusk yells her voice frantic as I growl again moving closer.
The door to the house opens a little as a woman stands in front of Dusk looking down at her with wide frightened eyes, an ankle buzzer sits blinking around her ankle.
“Help, please there is a wolf!” Dusk falls into the woman sobbing as she clings to her.
The woman looks out the door down into the street and right at me as I glow my eyes.
“Oh my god, Nate, it’s a wolf, she isn’t lying!” The woman cries out as I push off with my paws running towards them causing her to let out a startled scream.
The plan is working perfectly as the woman whirls Dusk into the house in her arms as the wolf pokes his head out the door. I blink focusing as the woman freezes solid. I try not to laugh as I notice I have frozen Dusk’s arm to her by accident. Even with this mishap Dusk manages to give the man a kick out the door as he lands on the ground before me. Dusk thaws her arm out moving towards the man.
“Who are you?” The wolf whines his voice annoying as Dusk looks down at him beside me.
“I’m the Hellhound and he is your death,” Dusk responds, her voice all animal as she flashes her eyes at him.
The wolf jerks away from her running right into me as I smile at him from my human form. His mouth opens to scream as I flash my eyes before cutting off his screams. I snap his neck in one fluid motion before Dusk and I run away through the streets in wolf form. As we run Dusk thaws the woman, we can hear her screaming before her screams turn to cheers as she spits on the wolf’s body. I’m slightly surprised when adrenaline pumped through my veins at the kill. Dusk told me she calls it the thrill of the kill, something she heard in a movie once. I must agree as I turn my head to the sky letting out a howl. Dusk nudges me her eyes dancing. We run deep into the forest until we collapse into human form smiling and laughing. I laugh harder when I think about the old me. The old me would have been horrified by whom I am becoming. He would never have been able to kill someone who deserved it, he wouldn’t have been able to act God and decide who lives and dies. Now I am who I am and I do what I want. I’m a wolf and I’m the Hellhound’s mate. I’m capable of destruction, this kill proves that I love it.
“You know when I first met you I didn’t think you would ever be okay with death, now you just killed your first guilty person,” Dusk tells me from where she lays on the ground looking up at me through those gorgeous thick lashes of hers.
I’m running on so much adrenaline feeling so good. Then I think about how I go here, and I know that I’m here purely because of Dusk. She saved me that night I took the knife from Sally and Chris’s kitchen. She helped me find a new purpose, new willpower. An intense feeling pops into my chest, a feeling that I thought I once felt with Hannah. Now I know what I felt for Hannah will never compare with what I feel for Dusk. It may be too early, but I love Dusk in a way that I have never loved before. I love her with such power and protectiveness as I look down at her now. I love her with all of me and I want to tell her so.
“Dusk, I, uh,”, I start to say at the same time as she goes, “ Noah, I, I think…”.
We both fall off into silence as we look at each other. Both of us laugh nervously before finally, I suck in a deep breath to give it another try.
“Dusk, I know this has all happened so fast which might make it too early, but I’ve fallen for you hard and fast, I love you.” I manage to say with minimal stutters even though my heart pounds a million miles an hour in my chest.
I look down at Dusk to see that I have utterly shell shocked her. Only twice have I ever shocked her into not being able to find words, neither time could I tell if that was a good thing. I find myself dragging in a deep breath as Dusk’s eyes soften and deepen while she looks at me. She is giving me that intense but heated look that always gets me going, it always has. Dusk stands stepping right into my body causing me to hiss as I feel every groove and muscle in her body pressed tightly against mine. I close my eyes taking in her exotic smell that makes my chest rumble in content.
“Noah, it’s been so long since I’ve known love. I never believed I was capable of it anymore as I’ve always shoved the emotion away behind my walls. When I first met you, you chipped away that wall and now you’ve just smashed through it. I’m a very intense person Noah and I do everything at one hundred percent. If you can’t handle that then you should run now, because if not Noah, I’m going to love you one hundred percent for the rest of our lives. My heart forgot how to beat until I met you, after all, you are my mate and I love you.” Dusk tells me her voice is so open and raw that I know she is telling the truth.
I can hear these words coming from her very soul. I try not to jump up and down like a little boy as her words sink into me. My mate loves me, this notion causes my heart to swell even more. I look down at her as she looks up at me her eyes flickering between my lips and my eyes. I hunger for her in a way that I have hungered no one before. My cheeks go red with embarrassment as my manhood twitches against her, but, she doesn’t even bat an eyelash at it. Taking a page from her actions I move against her in a way that makes her lips form a little ‘o’ shape before pulling her lips so close to mine that they could brush against each other.
“I’m not running,” I whisper pulling out each syllable, so she knows exactly what I mean when I say this to her, her eyes flicker back to mine.
Her eyes are the only part of her showing me how my body pressed against hers is affecting her as they begin to glow their brilliant green colour. I close my eyes and when I reopen them I can see my glowing eyes reflected in hers. We breathe once each before everything comes together as our lips touch and our bodies explode with energy. There are no questions about these kisses, no need to be gentle or careful with one another. Our lips move together as we open for each other in a way that I know we have never opened before. Dusk’s lips are like sugar as she opens allowing our tongues to tangle. I moan as my manhood springs to life ready for action poking Dusk. Dusk moves against me causing me to moan again. I’m not thinking as I’m too caught up in this need to love Dusk, in this need to be with her in every way possible. I’m not going to lie there is also a powerful lust of being in her that consumes me scaring me. Letting that lust flood through my veins I put my hands on her hips as I lift her body up while she responds perfectly by pulling her legs around my waist. We both gasp as our parts touch a little causing our bodies to respond with a fevered need. I slam Dusk back into a tree for support as she nips my bottom lip between her teeth. I need to continue, to go farther. The lust and need in my blood urged me to take her and make her mine in both body and soul. Yet, I can’t because hiding beneath those urges are fear. Fear because this is all new ground for me. All-new experiences, I may not be what Dusk was expecting. I pull away from her lips panting as I look past staring at the tree I have her pressed against. Dusk wiggles making me suck in a breath as I try to find the right words. She wiggles again, and I don’t find them.
“I’m a virgin Dusk, this is all new territory for me. What if I’m not what you expect? What if I suck?” I gasp out the panic in my voice ringing out clearly which causes Dusk to stop moving as she looks at me from her perch.
“Noah, this is new for me too. I am also a virgin, I’m not experienced in this at all. I can tell you that you are my mate so this will be perfect if you want it. If not, then we can wait.” Dusk reassures me though her voice is laced with the same feverish need as I’m feeling.
I can tell she is serious about being a virgin which comes as a weird surprise to me because she is so confident in everything she does.
“I don’t have any condoms Dusk.” I groan out, but Dusk simply smiles at how human my statement must be.
“Noah, a beautiful perk of being a wolf is a female can only become pregnant on a full-moon. We are infertile until we are experiencing a full-moon night. It is why every wolf is also born during a full moon.” Dusk explains her voice a little sneaky as she extends her canines and claws raking them down my back sending shots of pleasure through my spine as I let out a little moan.
I look at the cute smirk she is wearing and to counteract her actions I’ll play her little game. Extending my canines, I sink them into her collarbone before sucking and licking the spot causing her to squirm moaning against me. She bares her own canines at me following my lead by sinking her teeth into my shoulder as I tremble. I nip her ear lightly as her lips find their way back to mine while her fingers tangle in my hair. Lust turns into love as it consumes my blood again, this time there is no fear. I sink into her slowly as I press my hips into her causing us both to let out little groans and grunts until I’m set as deep as I can be. Dusk moans as I slide back out and repeat. Her legs are tight around my hips as she pulls me to her, her body clenches around me. I quicken the pace but not enough to make this be a five-second two hump type of deal the way Carl always teased me it was. No, I want our memory of our first time to be better than that. I drag this out as I am gentle and slow with Dusk. We move together as our bodies heat and cool feeling each other out. When Dusk’s claws move down my neck I slam into her with such force that it causes her to cry out clinging to me. We continue until I know I can’t hold out much longer and Dusk’s moans have taken to a higher pitch. I pick up the pace and when I know I’m ready to blow I slam into her one last time causing her to cry my name out as she bites into my chest sucking. I’ll be damned if that doesn’t send me off like a rocket as I call out her name exploding inside of her. Both sated I turn sliding us down the trunk of the tree until I have my ass in the dirt. Dusk pants against my chest until she regains herself enough to climb up off me before settling for curling up against my side as her fingers play against my ribs.
“That was amazing.” We both murmur in sync with each other making us laugh.
I hold Dusk in my arms as her fingers continue to drum against my ribs. I can’t help but feel so grateful at this moment. Grateful to be here and have this new life, grateful to have Dusk to be able to hold her in my arms. Just grateful. I smile as Dusk looks up at me planting a kiss on my lips.
“We should probably go somewhere to shower, we really need it.” Dusk whispers to me her voice playful and teasing, however, she isn’t wrong.
“I suppose we should probably go to see Carl.” I sigh with exaggerated sound-making Dusk roll her eyes at me.
I give her a low challenging growl as she sticks her tongue out at me growling back. She moves from my side getting to her feet. I’m not done being playful yet though, so I tackle her at the waist bringing her back down to the forest floor. She tumbles with me as I end up coming up on top of her as we laugh. Dusk goes to push me off her, but I pout.
“I thought you were a big bad Hellhound. Letting me take you down could hurt your reputation!” I tease while Dusk looks at me with an intense gaze.
Suddenly I’m flipped onto my back with Dusk on top of me as she gives me a smile. I must admit she is one fast woman. I look up at her smiling as I try not to fantasize about her riding me this way. Unfortunately, my attempts fail as she can feel it because she gazes down at me winking.
“I forgot to mention, you being a wolf gives you some amazing stamina.” Dusk laughs as she pokes me in the chest while I raise an eyebrow at her in a suggestive way.
She tries to roll away from me, but I don’t let her as I grab her hips holding her where she is. Dusk doesn’t try very hard to get away from me because if she were she would be more slippery to hold onto than this, still, I like it when she is feisty with me. She snaps her teeth at me as I smile up at her pouting again.
“God, don’t tell me you do it one time and now you are addicted.” Dusk growls out in a mock tone of disgust but she ruins it by adding a laugh at the end.
“You can’t tell me that you don’t want me again, I can smell you.” I poke at her as she looks down at me smiling, I have become very accustomed to this new me.
I’m not prepared at all when she moves herself sliding me into her. My body jerks bucking with surprise and pleasure as I open my mouth to say something but am caught moaning instead. Dusk looks down at me a pleased grin plastering her mouth because she caught me mid-thought. I roll us, so she is on the bottom and I am the more dominant one causing her to frown at me.
“What it Noah, I’m an alpha, that means I like control.” Dusk growls at me as she tries to roll me, but I don’t let her, I keep her body caged in with mine as I can feel how I outweigh her in this position.
I move my mouth along her neck kissing her gently stopping to tease and suck on certain areas. Dusk squirms under me again attempting to roll us. When she doesn’t succed she pouts at me as I laugh as I move over her.
“I’m an alpha too you know.” I smile as I kiss her, she looks up at me with wide eyes as I realize what I just said to her.
Never have we even considered that I might be an alpha as well. I can see those thoughts in Dusk’s mind as she looks up at me with pure surprise and I feel the same surprise hammering through my heart. Dusk has only ever mentioned two other alphas, they are much older than us making me one of a kind. The thought makes me smile as I look down at her while she smiles up at me. Dusk gasps when I slide out of her and thrust back into her. The thoughts of our labels are lost to us as our bodies move together working towards our release. This time I know I am going to last so I don’t take things as slow, I keep my movements rather fast as to surprise Dusk. I do surprise her as not too much later she is shattering around me screaming out my name when I have not yet found my own release. I smile wickedly as this time I make her scream again and again until finally, I’m ready as I end up screaming her name slamming into her one last time exploding. When my body comes back down from the heights it flew to I collapse against Dusk beneath me as she cradles me in her arms rubbing my back lightly with her claws causing me to moan in a different type of pleasure. I never knew to have someone rub my back could feel so fantastic, or just, in general, could feel so good. Then again, I’m a wolf and I am dating the Hellhound, so I’ll take fantastic and amazing when I can because I’m sure we will have to return to being more serious soon.