Cruel Destiny

Natasha POV

I got confused and looked around but didn't find him nor his clothes. I touched his side of the mattress and it was cold.

I picked up my mobile and saw the time. It was 6:45. I dialed his number and it was not reachable.

I looked down and saw dry blood and semen between my thighs. I scrunched my nose and picked my handkerchief to wipe it.

I again dialed his number and now it's switched off. Where is he? And why is he not attending my call?

I picked up my clothes and wore them slowly. It was a lot down there.

I slowly stood up and winced in pain and I can feel the sting of tears in my eyes.

I picked up my phone and my purse. I unzipped the tent and limped out slowly.

It hurt me a lot when I took each step. I looked around and shouted his name but got no response.

Now I am getting scared. Did........ Did he leave me here alone? I shook my head to remove that thought.

Why would he do that? He must have some work. Or he must be busy with something.

But the problem is I don't know where I am. He is the one who brought me here.

I turned on my GPS and saw that I am 1 mile away from my house.

I started to walk slowly toward the direction. My heart was pounding as I was alone in this forest.

I can hear the voices of the animals. I jumped when I heard the roar of the lion.

I clutched my heart and took some deep breaths. My body was shivering with fear.

I fastened my speed but the pain between my thighs was increasing with each passing minute.

He shouldn't have left me alone here. I don't even know the way from here.

At least he should inform me about this. I would have got up early to go with him.

I shook my head and sighed in relief when I reached the road. I started to walk toward my house.

There were no cabs around so I don't have any other option other than walking.

I again dialed his number but this time didn't call him as I don't want to disturb him.

After 1 hour, I reached my apartment and went quickly into the bathroom.

I took a quick hot shower and washed off the dried blood and semen. I looked at my inner thighs and got shocked when I saw bruises.

Maybe it's normal. I mean it was my first time. So maybe that's what happened with every girl.

But was the pain in my vagina normal? Because it's hurting a lot down there.

I got ready in a red t-shirt and black denim. I pulled my blonde hair into a ponytail.

Then wore my shoes and walked into the kitchen and took an apple.

After taking steps toward the door, I regretted my decision to wear denim.

Its material was rubbing on my bruised thighs, making it more unbearable for me.

I was thinking about taking an off today but I can't as I had already taken a day off 1 week ago.

I shook my head and saw that I am 15 minutes late already and it would take at least 20 minutes to reach there.

I locked the door and walked out of my apartment. I looked at my phone and saw no messages from him.

He had always messaged me good morning and good night every day.

But I didn't get any message from him today. I put the phone back into my jeans pocket with disappointment.

I had always heard it from the girls in high school that after taking their virginity, their boyfriends pampered them.

I don't want to lie but I wanted it too. I had thought that my husband would take care of me and would pamper me after taking my virginity.

I never imagined losing my virginity to anyone other than my husband.

Because I had never thought that I would get someone who would love me.

I always wanted to preserve my virginity for my husband. I don't want anyone to think of me as a characterless just because I don't have my parents.

So I had never done anything which would give people a chance to raise their finger on my character.

But Liam loves me and I love him. And he already told me that he would marry me.

I will try to call him in the evening as I don't want to disturb him.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I reached the restaurant. I took a deep breath and got ready to face some perverts.

One month passed but I didn't get any call or message from him.

Now, I am getting tense. Is he alright? I pray to God, nothing happened to him.

I tried to call him but he is not picking up my calls. I tried to message him but got no reply.

I reached home and sat on the couch. After trying to call him again which he didn't pick up, I got up with a sigh and went to the kitchen.

I made pasta for myself and ate it quickly. I searched for Kelly's contact and pressed the call button.

She had called me later that night. I didn't tell her about our lovemaking.

I had just informed her about our date and she was happy to hear that I am happy and she literally squealed when I told her about the promise ring. Now I need to talk to her. Something is wrong with this situation and now I am realizing that I made a mistake.

She picked and in her cherry voice said "Hello Naty. How are you?"

"I am fine Kelly. How are you?" I asked her with a soft tone

"I am fine. So tell what happened?" She asked me with a serious tone.

She always knew what was happening with me. That's why I love her to the moon.

"Kelly I had sex with him," I whispered softly.

"What?" She shouted then calmed herself and continued with a soft tone "When?"

I took a deep breath then told her every single detail from the start.

"You had told me that I shouldn't do it until I get a commitment that he would marry me in future," I told her and wiped my tears.

"And now he is not picking my calls and not replying back to my messages. I don't know what to do kelly. I love him." I sobbed softly. "Naty, wipe your tears sweety and listen to me," she said softly and I wiped my tears but still some fell from my eyes.

"There is a chance that he had done all this to have sex with you." She said with a calm tone.

I whimpered and pressed my trembling lips to muffle the sounds.

Is she really telling me that truth? Did he really use me only for sex? But he had promised me that he would love me.

And he had also given me the promise ring. Is that really a game that he had played for sex.

"But what about the ring?" I asked her in a hope that she would think about it.

"Naty, I had gotten an engagement ring from Mr. Adam Thomas (Liam's friend). But after having sex with me for 1 month, he canceled the engagement and told me that I am not worthy to be his wife. I got pregnant last year and miscarried the child because of stress. I didn't tell you about it because I was ashamed." Kelly said with a croaky voice.

I didn't know about it. I am such a bad friend. I didn't see the pain in her eyes.

"Kelly, I am such a bad friend. I didn't see the pain in your eyes. I am so sorry." I said with a whisper.

"Don't. It was not your fault, Naty. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe he was busy with something. Maybe." She said with a whisper.

"I love him, Kelly. Was it my mistake that I trusted him easily?" I asked her in a whisper.

"You should focus on yourself, Naty. He doesn't deserve it. You are strong." She said with a cheery voice.

"I don't know if I am strong enough to forget him, Kelly. I had never loved anyone and I do love him." I said and laid down on the bed.

I wiped my tears again which were flowing continuously. I bit my lips to muffle the sounds.

"Naty, I am with you. Everything will be alright don't worry." She said and I just hummed.

Authors Note

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