Chapter 509 I'm Afraid That You Will Leave Me
"Wendy, work is not that important. Maybe it's selfish to say so." Ben said seriously. Wendy looked at him with tears in her eyes.
Her delicate and pitiful appearance made Ben feel entangled.
"But... I like... "
"Yes, you like it. You have got the life you want, but what have you lost?" Ben was so serious that Wendy was stunned. What had
she lost? Yes, what did she lose? In fact, it was not completely happy to go to work. Ben was almost busy every day, so he went
home very late. Most of the time, he went home at one or two o'clock in the morning, and occasionally he came back at noon or
seven or eight o'clock in the evening. She was not at home at that time. In this way, they were separated. She had weekends,
but he had not. Therefore... Except for the holidays, they could stay together for a few days. The rest of the time, they were busy
with their own things, just like passers-by. She left, he came back, and she left again.
If she was too busy, her life would be full, but it was undeniable that she was also lonely. Every time she worked late, she missed
him. She missed his hug, the feeling of resting in his arms.
It was always quiet at home. They came back very late at night. She was very tired and went to bed in a hurry. On the second
day, they went to work separately, so... There was a quarrel between them. They always quarreled when they didn't get along
well with each other. In this way, both of them were busy with their work, so they didn't talk much and she didn't have the chance
to act like a spoiled child in his arms.
"Wendy... In the past, I didn't stop you from going to work, but now it's different. You have a child... "
"But... I... I can work less. I go to and off work on time. " Wendy's mind was in a mess at the thought of her resignation.
"That company is only for you? Or free market? Do whatever you want? " Seeing that she was still hesitating, he was a little
annoyed.
"But... It's my own business to go to and off work on time. He won't force me to work overtime. "
Hearing that, the look on Ben's face became even worse, but Wendy didn't seem to realize that he was angry. She bit her lips
and looked at him pitifully. "But I will go crazy at home."
"It's normal for Tracy to take care of her husband and children at home."
"But I have something I like and I have my pursuit. Don't always compare me with her. After all, you still can't forget her. That's
right. How cute and pleasing she is, so every man will like her." Wendy said unhappily.
"She also has her own pursuit. But she can distinguish between children, family, career, and... Don't always take advantage of
Tracy. "
"Are you really unwilling to leave Sea Star Group for your own career? Every company has its own rules. Why? Your boss asks
others to work overtime, but he doesn't allow you to work overtime? Everyone knows that your boss is famous for his harshness.
Why do you have free time to go to and off work? Why are you free to do anything? "
"What do you mean?" Wendy looked at him in disbelief, trembling. How could he do this? It was too unreasonable. Every time he
thought of Tracy, mentioned Tracy, and praised Tracy, she would be okay. But he didn't allow her to mention Howard. At the
beginning, when she accidentally mentioned Howard, he would be angry and unhappy. So she didn't mention it anymore and
tried to avoid talking about the company and her work. But now he wronged her indiscriminately. He must think that she had
done something shameful with Howard!
Wendy felt a pain in her heart and shouted at him angrily, "Yes! I'm not as smart as Tracy. I'm not as considerate as her. If you
have the ability, you can marry her. " Wendy cried with grievance and anger, turned around and ran upstairs.
She went back to the bedroom and locked the door. She was worried about the baby in her belly, but she couldn't help crying. It
was said that a woman couldn't be angry after she was pregnant, which would have an impact on the baby. But she couldn't help
but get angry when she was pregnant. Wendy suddenly regretted. She was so reckless to marry him, but now she was asking
for trouble.
She sobbed, trying to control her emotions, but the more she suppressed herself, the more she cried.
Therefore, she came to a conclusion that a woman had to choose the one who loved her. If she chose the person she loved, she
would never be happy, because the man's heart was stone hearted, and he would never be moved.
Wendy lay on the bed, covered with quilt tightly.
After a while, there was a knock on the door. Wendy became angrier and ignored it. After a while, there was a noise at the door,
and soon a heavy footsteps came.
Wendy held her breath and tightly pulled the quilt to cover herself. However, the quilt was easily pulled away by a big hand. She
cried and simply kicked the quilt away, turned around and continued to sleep.
With a serious look on his face, Ben stood by the bed and didn't say anything. Wendy cried even more sadly. He had coaxed her
in the early days of their marriage, but now he made her cry angrily and didn't want to say anything else.
After a long time, when she stopped sobbing and sat up, Ben was still standing by the bed without saying a word. She got out of
bed and planned to run away from home. She didn't want her career. Without him, she and her child would still live a good life.
When she was about to open the door, he pulled her back anxiously and pulled her into his arms without saying anything. She
struggled and cried out, "Let go of me..."
Ben sighed, "Don't cry!"
She struggled intensely, and he held her tightly in his arms to prevent her from moving. Wendy struggled hard, and Ben pressed
her body. Finally, he had no choice but to say in a deep voice, "You're crying too much. The baby has become abnormal. Any
doctor can't bring it back."
As expected, as soon as Wendy heard this, she tried to stop crying. Seeing that she was so cute when she tried hard to hold
back her tears, Ben couldn't help laughing. He touched her face with his big hand, wiped away the tears from the corner of her
eyes, and said softly, "Don't cry, I'm sorry!"
She turned her head and said in a sobbing tone, "You are always like this." Every time he made her cry, he would say sorry when
she was tired and wanted to run away from home.
However, he just said it with duplicity. On the surface, his apology was very sincere, and sometimes it was touching. But soon,
he would make her cry again. This was not a problem of apology, but he did not love her at all.
"Don't cry. You don't have to go to work." Ben said in a low voice. After a while, Ben began to persuade her, "Don't be too
sensitive. Tracy is your sister-in-law, not anyone else."
"But even if she becomes someone else's wife, it can't stop you from thinking about her." After all, she loved him too much. If she
didn't love him, she would have left him alone.
Ben sighed, "Okay, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have mentioned her. Okay, it's all my fault. Don't be angry. Do you want the baby to be
born with congenital diseases?"
Wendy choked back her tears and he hugged her tightly. "Trust me, I love you."
After a short pause, Ben held her tightly and kissed her on the forehead. "Don't you trust me? It's not that I don't love you. It's just
that you've been suspicious all the time. Don't you know a story called 'suspicious neighbor stealing axe'? Oh, by the way, you
are a bad student. "
"I just don't want you to be too tired. I can see you at home when I'm tired. Isn't it good? Why do you have to suffer? "
She bit her lips and lowered her head to think, but she still said firmly, "I... Want... "
"Wendy... Why don't you understand what I said? We are all busy now. I can bear this kind of life, but what if we have a child in
the future? Now the baby is in your belly and you don't want to take good care of her. What if she grows up in the future? Do you
want your child to live in a cold family? Tracy... Wendy, I didn't say how excellent she was, or whether I was praising her, you
were no worse than her. You have your own achievements at such a young age. I mean, you see... She... She didn't go to work
because of her four children. A warm family was more important for her than her career, and also because she really loved
Brody. So she made a concession. "
"HMM... But... If I don't go to work. I'm at home. Will you abandon me? "
"What are you talking about? Don't bother yourself all day long. " Ben looked at her with both amusement and helplessness.
"Because... If I don't go to work, I will become a housewife. Then I won't be able to keep up with the trend. There are so many
women outside. I don't believe that you won't fall in love with them and won't abandon me... "
Ben sighed. This time, he finally understood the meaning of her words He touched her face lovingly and said softly, "Little
naughty, how can I not love you? Are you feeling inferior? Because of your sense of inferiority, you were afraid that you didn't
deserve me, so you tried your best, but... I don't want you to be successful. I just want to see you come in and out when I'm tired.
"
"But there is no man of the most lustful kind. There are only men of more lust." Wendy looked at him seriously, which made him
at a loss whether to cry or to laugh. "I'm seven or eight years older than you. You are losing your charm. I'm also old. How can I
find another woman? "