Collide: A Hockey Romance

SHE’S HOLDING A gun to my head.

Well, figuratively at least.

The gun in question: Hockey. The woman holding it: Dr. Laura Langston, Ph.D.

“Hockey?” I repeat. “You want me to do my grad school application on hockey?”

Langston has been my grad school advisor for the past year, but I’ve been working under her wing since I started at Dalton University.

She’s everything I want to be, and I’ve obsessed over every academic paper she’s written. She’s kind of my celebrity crush in the nerdiest way possible. With her Ph.D. in sports psychology, countless papers published, and experience with Olympians and athletes around the world, she’s inspirational.

Until you get to know her.

When they said Don’t meet your heroes, they were talking about Laura Langston. She’s the human equivalent of an angry swarm of wasps. There are plenty of professors who treat their students like total garbage and think their fancy piece of paper means they can be tyrants, but Langston is a different species. Her brilliance is undeniable, but she is patronizing, dismissive, and purposely difficult when she knows you need her help.

So, why the hell did I choose her as my advisor? Because her success rate in getting students into Dalton’s prestigious master’s program is too enticing to ignore. It’s the number one program in North America and students vetted by her are guaranteed acceptance. Not to mention she chooses who will be eligible for co-op—a competitive program that allows one student from our cohort to work with Team USA. It’s been my dream from the age of eight, so I’ll suffer through her monstrous dictatorship if it means I’ll soon have my own master’s degree in sports psychology.

“You need to start using your resources to your advantage, Summer.” She surveys me above the rim of her glasses. “I know you hate hockey, but this is your last chance to submit a solid application.”

The word hate slips past her lips as if my aversion to the sport is completely fabricated. Considering she’s one of the few people who know why I stay far away from the icy rink and the similarly icy men skating on it, I barely keep my composure. Sticking me right in the center of that blue circle with an empirical research study that determines the fate of my future is pure evil. An evil only Dr. Langston and her molten heart can manage.

“But why hockey? I’ll choose football. Basketball. Even curling. I don’t care.” Does Dalton even have a curling team?

“Exactly. You don’t care. I need you to do something you care about. Something you feel strongly about. Hence hockey.”

I hate that she’s right. Sweeping aside her overall ominous nature, she is a smart woman. I mean she didn’t get her Ph.D. for nothing, but being her student is a double-edged sword.

“But—”

She lifts a hand. “I won’t approve anything else. Do this or lose your spot. The choice is yours.”

It’s like the universe sent me my very own Fuck You in the form of my professor. Years of working my ass off in undergrad only to be told hockey is my saving grace. What a joke.

Clenching my fists, I swallow the urge to scream. “That isn’t much of a choice, Dr. Langston.”

“If you can’t do this then I overestimated your potential, Summer.” Her voice grows sharp. “I have four students who would kill to have your spot, but I took you under my wing. Don’t make me regret this.”

She didn’t exactly choose to take me under her wing. I had a 4.2 GPA and killer reference letters. Not to mention the extremely difficult advisor’s exam she implemented last year to pick out the best students. I got the flu and food poisoning from the campus cafeteria that week, but I still dragged myself to the Annex to take the exam. I beat every student, and I’ll be damned if they take my spot now.

“I understand what you’re saying, but as you know I’m not very fond of hockey. For good reason, might I add, and I doubt my research will be an accurate representation, considering that.”

“Either you get over your apprehension or lose what you’ve worked for.”

Apprehension?

Ignoring the pointed jab feels like trying to ignore a bullet lodged in my sternum. “There’s no reason why I can’t choose basketball. Coach Walker would happily let me collaborate with one of his players.”

“Coach Kilner has already agreed to allow one of my students to work with his players.”

“Dr. Lang—”

“Get me your completed proposal by the end of the week or forfeit your spot, Ms. Preston.” Her dismissal is clear when she twists away from me in her chair.

If I could commit one crime and get away with it, I had a feeling it would include Dr. Langston.

“Okay. Thank you,” I say through clenched teeth. She’s typing aggressively on her computer, probably making another student’s life a living hell. I imagine she goes home and crosses off the names of students she has successfully tormented. My name and the doll she sticks pins into are at the top of that list today.

I’ve successfully avoided everything to do with hockey for the past three years, only for it to be my front and center for the next few months. I’m beyond screwed, and I have to suck up my distaste for the sport of my Canadian ancestors.

I use all my willpower to not slam her door on the way out.

“You look pissed.” The voice comes from the hallway leading to the advisor’s lounge. Donny stands against the wall, dressed in cashmere and his brown eyes focused on me.

I’ve made a few mistakes since I got to college. Donny Rai is one of them.

An exhausting two-year relationship later, we have no choice but to see each other every day because we’re both getting the same degree and applying to the same post-grad program. It doesn’t feel like a competition between us, but I know Donny wants that co-op spot just as bad as I do.

He falls into step with me. “An ultimatum?”

“Exactly.” I look over at him. “How did you know?”

“She gave one to Shannon Lee an hour ago. Shannon’s thinking of dropping out now.”

My eyes widen. Shannon is one of the smartest students on campus. Her work in clinical psychology was sent for peer review, making her the youngest Dalton student to be considered for publication.

“That’s ridiculous.” I shake my head, knowing how screwed I am. “You’re so lucky you submitted your application early. The rest of us are stuck completing this new requirement.”

He shrugs. “It’s only a conditional acceptance.”

“Right, like you would ever let your 4.0 drop.”

“4.3,” he corrects.

Donny is at the top of the Dean’s list every year, he’s in every club and committee imaginable. He is the poster child for the Ivy Leagues, so it’s no surprise that he managed to carve his way into one of the most competitive programs. I like to think I’m academically gifted too, but I might as well wear a dunce cap in comparison.

“I have a meeting right now. But I’ll help with your application, we both know you’ll need it.”

The insult stings but Donny just smiles and peels away to head to his meeting with the Dalton Royal Press. Yeah, he works on the school paper, too.

When I finally stomp into my dorm, I fall flat on the living room couch. “If I gave you a shovel, would you hit me over the head with it?” I ask Amara.

“Depends. Am I getting paid?” I groan into the throw pillow, but she pulls it away. “What did she do now?”

Amara Evans and I have been roommates since freshman year. Luckily for me, being best friends with a tech genius means getting perks from the university for her contributions. The most important one was securing Iona House. The only student living complex with two-bedroom and two-bathroom units. It’s still cramped, but anything is better than the communal bathrooms where athlete’s foot lurks in every corner.

“She’s making me do my application on hockey,” I tell her.

Amara drops the pillow. “You’re kidding. I thought she knew about everything.”

“She does! This is what I get for sharing my secrets with the devil.”

“Can’t you find another advisor? She can’t be the only one who gets students accepted to the program.”

“No one has her success rate. It’s like she’s rigging acceptances or something. But maybe she’s right. I should put aside my apprehension.”

Amara gasps. “She did not say that!”

“Oh, but she did.” I sigh, rolling to a sitting position. “How come you’re back so early?”

“Sitting in that lecture hall with a bunch of sweaty dudes isn’t how I want to spend my first day back.”

Majoring in computer science means ninety percent of Amara’s class is dudes. Which isn’t something Amara’s used to coming from a family of five sisters. She’s smack in the middle and says she’s never known a moment of peace. Stuck between the impossible position of being the older and younger sister, and simultaneously having to deal with teenage hormones and adolescent tantrums. As someone with twin sisters who were born while I was in high school, I can’t relate.

“Are you going to the party tonight?” she asks.

Being surrounded by hundreds of drunk frat dudes sounds like a nightmare. “I have way too much to do.”

Her exasperated look tells me I’m in for a lecture. “Last semester you said you’d loosen up and enjoy your senior year. You said you would go out more, Summer. If I have to drag you along I will.”

I did say that. To be fair, it was after I cried over a particularly difficult assignment and Donny’s perfect score sent me over the edge. That’s when I vowed that I’d let loose because only focusing on school wasn’t making my grades better.

I shoot her a sheepish look. “But I have to start that proposal, and I have readings to do.”

She huffs out a breath. “Fine. I’ll go with Cassie, but you have to promise to take a few breaks.”

“Promise. I’ll even go for a run later.”

Amara’s head hangs in disapproval. “Not the type of break I was talking about, but I’ll take anything if it gets you out of here.”