Chapter 12 ~ 12 hours ~
* Anna's Pov *
I was huffing and lost my breathing balance. What the hell? Why is it so hard to get inside?
I am so dead tired. When I looked back, I saw Blaze was looking at me with a question mark on his face. Okay, he might think if I'm playing some jumping game ground to helicopters.
I twisted my mouth and glared at him "what? "I asked with a frown on my face.
Blaze crossed his hands over his chest. Oh god, why did he make him so handsome? That's not fair to ordinary people like us.
I want to peel his skin and rogue out his blue eyes; otherwise, I might lose myself in these beautiful eyes.
"Oh god, what the hell I'm thinking? "I murmured unhappily to myself, getting distracted by his eyes.
"What are you thinking? Me? "a voice whispered beside my ear, and I jumped out like a frog who jumped in the rain.
But a hand caught me through my waist "you are careless, Love, " Blaze said,
I was angry with him, but more anger boiled inside me, but for me. After all, I am a fool.
"No, I'm not; leave me. "I wiggle and try to remove his hands over my waist, but this idiot man was too strong. His skin was thick like a rhinoceros, even though I wanted to scratch my nails and was too weak to stick in his skin.
"That's Not What I Want in this life, ever, "he said thoughtfully as if my words offended him.
I want to turn and punch on his face "huh, don't kid with me. I never want to. Are you creating three types of levels before leaving me again? You already left me one time, are you waiting for the second and third time already "I don't leave any trust in his words, not even a hairbreadth?
I mocked him, and his face turned black like ink.
"Anna, can you stop mentioning that? I already told you, Love, it was my decision, but Love, I regret leaving you " Blaze's voice turns gentle when he talks about this, but I hate this more.
"I want an explanation, not your excuse, no matter what it was you who left me, now, can a sorry and your reason gave me back everything I lost and can it again take away the pain I suffered " these old emotions were still bruised inside my heart because they shook my voice; now they were coming out again.
"Love," Blaze whispered, and suddenly I felt wet on my shoulder; I froze like frozen ginger.
"Believe me, I felt every pain I gave you, my heart bleeds with you, my heart was torn apart when I left you, but I didn't have any option other than that but believe me, I never forgot you, not even for a second, how can I forget my Anna. "
Every word shatters my willpower bit by bit; I gritted my teeth tightly so that the last bit of willpower won't leave me.
Why he did this to me, no matter what the reason was, he left me alone in the hallway, leaving me alone facing this cruel world; that's the truth he never could change.
I am not an unreasonable person, but at this moment, I can't let myself slip away because it is his decision, so he should face it; I need to go home for now. I have to save my father. I also don't have any other option, like him; my family needs me, they have only me as their support, and I know how it feels when you lose your asset. He was my pillar, my shield, yet he suddenly pulled himself from me, and I fell on my face, but that fall shattered my heart into pieces.
"Blaze leaves me alone, my family needs me, your Anna died long ago when you left her alone " I know this might be cruel, but that's the truth; the moment I committed suicide five years ago, my past self died.
Blaze's hands suddenly went from my waist; he backed away from me; I hesitated to turn back because I feared I would see something I didn't want.
"Why are you here "helplessness could hear in his voice. I fisted my hands.
"Send me back; I need to go back, " I said, controlling my voice and shaking my emotions.
"Anna, go back inside; I have important work to do; I will come back tomorrow morning " he sounds angry, but that's not the answer I wanted.
I turned back, and his eyes were red; some tear stains proved that the wet feeling was from his tears, I don't know, but my chest area turned so heavy that I felt someone put tons of stone there to block my breathing.
" I said send me, why you caged me here, I need to go home, " I almost screamed, not because he disagreed with my decision, but also because I was feeling frustrated seeing him cry.
"This is your home; your home is with me; you're free to roam around but never mention going back; now go back before I force you," Blaze said. The anger was there.
"my father needs me; I need " before I could finish his words and cut me off my unfinished stories.
"I know, but you can't go back to them; that's not safe for you," he said with a straight face.
His words confused me "what are you talking about? I asked him, but his face changed. "Love, how about we made a deal " Blaze sat on the seat, and I stood in front of him.
I carefully stare at his face to know what this stubborn man is trying to plan.
"You want to treat your father, I want you, so why not exchange the need with each other? I will give your best treatment you will give yourself to me, "Blaze said with a devilish smile on his face, but this smile was nothing I have usually seen t this smile was full of arrogance and the devil wicked.
I suddenly feel uneasy. I never felt this type of smile was something I didn't understand, but his smile was beyond anyone's understanding.
"I will give you 12 hours, I will come back tomorrow morning, and I need an answer. If your answer yes, then I will send the world's best doctor for your father's treatment, but the answer is no then in this world no doctor will treat your father; now the choice is yours."
His voice blanked my mind; this blaze is not the blaze I knew who he was: his eyes and expression froze my words.
I wanted to say no and scold him, but an unknown power stopped me.
"Anna, " his voice pulled me out from my fear, but not wholly,
I was angry because he asked me to choose, but he left no way for me. No matter my choice, he will only get the advantage, and I will lose myself.
"why not let me go back and give me some time to think about it? "I planned to be sweet.
"Love, I said don't mention this word " Go back " again; otherwise, you can't blame me if I stop every hospital not to give your father any treatment " Blaze once again mentioned this, and my head started burning.
"Are you god that everyone will listen to your nonsense, and who the hell are you to treat me with my father, marry you, dream on? "I hear his bunk. It was enough that I didn't punch him in the face; I hid my fear from him.
Suddenly he pulled me, and I fell on his lap. He grabbed my chin and forcefully turned me to face him. "I said I give 12 hours. The choice is yours, now let's see what you decide."
He said every word as if he owned me. I should say yes, which type of devil got inside his mind and body, why he was behaving like this, his words and behavior were too cruel, how can he play with my father's life, his choices one was boiled
kater
pot another one boiled oil pit, no
matter where I will jump will burn
myself.
I looked at him and wanted to say fuck off, but I stopped myself.
Because his devil-looking expression was telling, "dare me, Anna, "and once again, this man turned himself as the devil, I never wanted to see.
I stayed silent, and sometimes silence becomes the best answer in critical situations.
Blaze smiled, but his eyes were still sharp as if he was looking into my soul.
I can't even read his thoughts, yet he seems to know every bit of my heart, brain, soul.
I stopped looking toward him to hide
my thoughts Blaze kissed on my
lips, the butterflies started wiggling inside my stomach, but my anger and hate for him broke the
butterfly's wings, and he always leaves his saliva like a shameless man. I did not stop him, nor did I kiss him back.