Brutal Obsession: A Dark Hockey Romance (Hockey Gods)

Coach taps my arm, and I hop up onto the wall dividing the rink from our bench. My replacement, a junior named Finch, skates toward me and practically dives over. A split second later, my blades touch the ice and I’m off.

I move into position, my muscles stretching and warming back up. I’ve had precious few breaks—all the starters have been rotated out, giving us a chance to breathe, but then we’re right back in. The other team is faring no better.

This game is testing us. The Knights haven’t been fighting fair, and I have the sneaking suspicion the refs aren’t on our side. Because of that, I’ve played the second period with my head screwed on right. Sweat soaks down my back.

Still, I love this sport. My blood sings, adrenaline pumps, and the roar of the crowd just makes me fight harder for it.

I catch a glimpse of Violet out of the corner of my eye. Her friends are all preoccupied, and she looks lost.

The right wing from the Knights skates past and pushes his stick in front of me. I don’t see it until I’m right on top of it, and it hooks around my ankle.

I go sprawling across the ice.

My anger flashes, boiling through me, and I push myself back up. Now’s my chance.

“HEY!” I yell, chasing after the guy who tripped me.

Normally, it would be a flag. A power play for us, a trip to the penalty box for the son of a bitch who did it. But the refs aren’t paying attention, even as I skate full-speed into the Knight. I crash into him and immediately grab the front of his jersey. I curl my fingers under the edge of his helmet and pull until it pops off his head.

He shoves back at me, a sneer curling his lips.

Fucking prick.

I’m not going to lie—I see red. I get in two hits to his face before the rest of our teams swarm us. I’m vaguely aware of Knox beside me, pushing at some asshole on the other team. Our limbs tangle. Pain shoots across my knuckles. I feel a crack, but I keep fucking going.

Finally, someone rips me off the guy.

I didn’t even realize he and I had fallen and I was on top of him.

Someone locks my arms up, their hands pressing to the back of my head.

“Chill the fuck out, Devereux.” It’s Coach in my ear. Coach dragging me away.

I thrash for a second, then go still. I let him pull me clear and then right myself. I’ve never seen him on the ice before. Not during a game—not even when the fights break out. He doesn’t like to get his suit ruffled.

“Get to the bench,” he orders.

I collect my forgotten stick and take a seat. My cheek throbs. Somewhere along the way, I lost my helmet, too. Knox arrives, dropping down beside me, and hands me my helmet. I take it and shake my head.

“Don’t start,” I grumble.

“The asswipe tripped you, and the refs did nothing.” Knox shrugs. “The whole team deserved the beatdown.”

I glance at him. His eyebrow is split open, blood dripping down his temple.

Everyone has cleared off the ice except the refs and the two coaches. There seems to be some arguing going on.

“Here,” one of the assistant coaches says, coming down the line behind us. He hands Knox and me a pack of gauze.

I avert my eyes.

Well, I fucking got my hands bloody. Like Violet wanted.

Violet… more like Violent. Who knew under such an angelic face lived a monster as sadistic as me?

A knuckle on my left hand is hot to the touch. My skin is split open on both hands, but that one feels the worst.

Broken, maybe.

Fucking hell.

The assistant coach shuffles back down behind us and moves Knox over. He takes my hands and presses on my knuckles. When I hiss, he tuts. I should’ve kept my damn mouth shut, because now he’s glaring at me like I’m never going to play again. Dramatic asshole.

I’m ready to pick a fight with anyone and everyone.

“It’s fine,” I grit out.

My ring finger is tingling.

The assistant coach, fresh out of college himself, scoffs. “Yeah, right.”

He wraps my hand in gauze, interweaving around my fingers to keep them immobile. He gestures to the gauze in my lap. “Use that to take care of your other hand.”

He moves away. Knox and I exchange a glance. I don’t know what to fucking say—the guy tripped me. What resulted should be on the Knights, not us. I lean forward to look down the line. A few seem in bad shape—Miles has blood on his jersey, and his smile is bloody. He’s got his helmet off, too, sitting there right as rain—and hungry for more blood.

Good.

We’re down by a goal. We’ll need the bloodthirstiness to keep going, to push harder. We’re only two minutes into the third period.

Coach Roake, the Knights’ coach, and the referees finally break their little huddle. Roake strides across the ice in his fucking dress shoes like it’s concrete, stepping up out of the rink. He’s pissed.

“Devereux,” Coach says. His voice carries down to us. “Penalty box. Five minutes. But after that, you’re out.”

I stand. “Coach,” I protest. “Out?”

He points at me. “A fucking five-minute power play because you couldn’t keep your shit together. Do you think your teammates want to pick up your slack?”

Fucking hell.

I hop over the wall and skate to the penalty box. It kills me when the rest of the starters take their positions. At least the defense is strong. Miles flashes me a grin as he goes by. The suited guy sitting next to me, to make sure I actually stay in for the allotted time and no one else replaces me on the ice, ignores me.

I take a seat on the short bench and tap my stick against the mat. Even when I get out of here, I’m apparently replaced.

The game restarts. I force myself to watch every move they make, hunting for weakness. My hands pinch with pain from how hard I’m gripping my stick. It’s killing me to be locked up for so long.

This is Violet’s fault.

Would I have gone as crazy as I did if she hadn’t put the thought into my head?

No . I’m always calm, cool, collected. I’m the skater coaches dream of having on their roster. I don’t start fights, but sometimes I finish them.

Tonight, I threw the first punch.

The refs wouldn’t throw me out of the game for that. Fighting is technically allowed. It’s a brutal sport, after all. No, this is Roake’s decision.

I grumble to myself, leaning forward and bracing my elbows on my knees.

Somehow, we manage to hold them off. No one scores.

When the man opens the door for me, I burst out onto the ice and charge forward. Coach yells my name, and I ignore him. He’s going to give me shit for this. I catch a glimpse of my replacement sitting on the wall, waiting for me to get over there.

Knox skates up beside me. “You good?”

“Peachy.”

“You’re going to get your ass reamed.”

I grunt. Worth it if we win.

The puck comes back up to us, a shot long by Steele. I cradle it and shoot forward, dodging around an incoming Knight player. It’s not the same jackass who tripped me—I think he might be out, too, to tend to his face. I pass to Knox, who keeps it for a moment before sending it right back to me.

Erik, on the other side of the rink, races toward the goal.

I clench my teeth and snap the puck to him.

He fakes a shot, making the goalie react, but it flies back to me instead. I flip the puck above the goalie’s outstretched glove, and it soars into the net.

Tied game.

I clap Erik on the shoulder. He does the same to me, his lips widening into a grin behind his mouth guard.

“DEVEREUX,” Coach screams.

I wince. Erik is quiet, which is unusual. He always has a half-assed comment when one of us gets yelled at. I skate to the wall and grind to a stop before I crash into it.

Coach grabs the front of my jersey. “You think this is funny?”

I shake my head. “No, sir.”

“You think you can just make your own decisions?”

Um… well, it worked out in our favor. Not that there’s a chance in hell I’d say that out loud. I know Coach is good for an ass beating if we deserve it. Or a verbal lashing—each are unpleasant, in my experience.

“Sit,” Coach orders. “Don’t move a fucking muscle the rest of the game. If you get up, if you so much as shift, you’re off the team.”

Chills sweep down my spine.

He’s not messing around.

I hop over the wall and give him a wide berth. I find a seat on the back row, against a wall, and sit heavily. I pull my helmet off and set it beside me. Then gloves, which didn’t do shit for my knuckles. I lean my stick against the wall.

And then I watch my team fight like hell to win.

But, eventually, my gaze scans the crowd.

I find Violet again, as much as I shouldn’t.

I want to know what she’s thinking. Her eyes move, seemingly at random, to mine. We stare at each other, ignoring the world, and my stomach knots. Another thing to fault her for.

Another thing to punish her for .

I’m looking forward to it.