Chapter 21
Broken Mate by Norisha May Chapter 21
Tam nervous. I decide to take a shower, I walk into the bathroom and it's crazy. There's a huge tub on the side, next to it there is a shower and it's huge, it has the showerhead in the middle of the ceiling. I take a hot shower but only because I didn't know how to work the tub and I didn't want to bother Kayden with it. I stand under the water and it soothes my body.
(Yea, I am going to do it. He's my mate and he has needs. I might not want to be touched but that's not fair to him.) I'm nervous because I really don't know how to start it.
Once I'm done in the shower, I get ready for bed and head to the room. I lie in bed and scroll through channels but I am not focusing. Every time I hear a noise, I feel like he's going to walk in. But then eventually he does and my heart drops. "D... done?" I ask nervously.
"Yea, I'm leaving the rest for tomorrow." He says taking his shirt off. He grabs clothes and heads for the bathroom.
(Ok Rain, you have until he comes out to calm the hell down. This is normal and everyone does it. Everyone has intimacy with their significant other... crap! If he doesn't come out soon, I'm going to change my mind.)
Twait literally biting my nails. I get up and start pacing and then look out the window at the lit-up city. It looks even more beautiful at night.
He finally walks out looking all fresh and walks up to me. I take a deep breath and try not to think about it. He hugs me and we look at the city together.
"Come on." He says picking me up.
He puts me on the bed and then lies next to me. He takes the same control he used to take the TV out and turns off the lights with it. Only the moonlight and the city lights illuminate the room.
"You continue to impress me." I say and he smiles.
"Good."
He holds me lying down ready for bed. (Ok, it's now or never... but how do I start it?)
I look up at him and he looks at me.
"What is it?" He asks.
Ilean in and kiss him. I can feel him smiling then kisses me back. He pulls me closer to him and I start to move my hand down his body touching his chest untill get to his pants. I hesitate for a few seconds but then reach down and touch his manhood through his pants. It feels soft but starting to get hard.
He gives a small moan. "What are you doing baby?" He asks in between kisses.
"I thought you would like this." I say also in between kisses but feeling very shy. "Mmhh, yea, I do." He says and then grabs my hand and puts it inside his pants, my hand touches his
bare member.
(Oh goddess, I can't believe I'm doing this.) I start to move my hand gently while we kiss, I keep rubbing untill feel him long and hard and that's
"You don't have to baby." He says and I think about it for a moment.
"I do want to." I say.
He smiles looking a little surprised, "Ok." He whispers.
Helies on his back with one hand on his head like a pillow and then with the other one, he lowers his pants and takes his member out.
It is not what I expected, it's thick and nothing like I had imagined it to be. I stare at it blushing and Kayden smirks.
"Give me your hand." He says, I lift my hand to him and he grabs it and puts it on his member, then he lets go and I hold it.
I lower myself to his hips and softly start to stroke it. He breathes hard looking down at me.
"Spit on it." He says and I look at him confused and a little perturbed. "It's too dry." He says. (Oh.)
I get up to it and do what he tells me. The spit makes my hand slide better and it's easier to stroke it. He closes his eyes taking deep breaths.
"Put a little more pressure in your grip baby." He says and I do. (Avery told me to change the tightness and speed of the grip gradually.) I start to go a little faster and with my other hand, I start to stroke the head. "Mmh yea, that feels good." He moans out softly. It excites me that I am giving him pleasure.
(Avery told me I could do a couple of other things, and I think I'm going to try them.)
I take the hand that is stroking the head away, I get lower to the tip and give it a lick. "Uh!" He gives a small gasp.
(I really like how he reacts.)
I start licking it over and over. I look up and see him biting his lower lip, then I put my whole mouth on the tip and start to suck on it, moving my tongue around. I put my unoccupied hand on the balls massaging it very gently and speed up the stroking with my other hand.
"Oh!!... Baby!... Fuck!!" He starts to moan uncontrollably as his hips start thrusting up a bit.
I keep speeding up until he starts giving louder grunts, he quickly takes my hand and pulls me away then he takes his member in his hand and gives it a few strokes until he cums.c*m shoots up falling all over his pants and stomach while he moans softly. He lowers his head on the pillow with his eyes closed breathing hard.
I sit up looking at him. "Was it.... good?" I ask him shyly.
He looks at me and gives me a big smile. "It was great. You did very good."
I blush and look away but I am very happy.
He puts his member back in bis pants and gets up heading for the bathroom. I lie on my side of the bed now feeling happy and tired and closing my eyes.
Then my eyes open abruptly. (I... just... did that! I saw, touched, and put a... p***s in my mouth...! can't believe ljust did that but I love how he enjoyed it and how he reacted.)
He comes back out with different pants on and lies down next to me hugging me
"You really surprised me, baby." He says into my ean
(I'm pretty sure I already have feelings for him. And that's ok, right? He's my male so it should be ok.) He kisses my forehead. "Was that too much for you?" He asks softly. "No, it wasn't." I whisper.
We fall asleep and the next day, I wake up alone in bed which I am not used to at all. I hear him talking in the office. I get up and walk out of the room and find him on his desk looking very good in his suit talking on the phone.
He sees me and gives me a big smile. He pats his lap for me to sit and limmediately give in. I sit on his lap as he continues to talk on the phone about hotel stuff. I turn to him and hug him and rest my head on his shoulder. He finishes talking on the phone then hugs me.
"Sorry baby, I had too much to do and I didn't want to wake you up." He says nuzzling into my hair. "It's ok."
"T'll be working all day but you should go check out the stores in the hotel, on the lower levels there's a mini outlet. Go get whatever you want. There's also a spa area if you want to relax."
"I want to stay here but I know I'll end up distracting you, so I'll go to the stores." I say.
"You are a good distraction though." He says smiling and gives me a kiss.
After spending a little time with him, I go to the room to get ready.
"This is a fancy hotel, maybe I should look the part? I saw how people were dressed yesterday when we got here and I didn't fit in at all."
I look through the clothes I brought and take out a red wine color dress. It's very fitted and goes to the knees in a pencil skirt style. The top has short sleeves and a boat neckline. I put black two-inch heels on and my hair in a styled ponytail, then put light makeup on because I don't know how to properly do it. I look in the mirror and I definitely look different than what I usually look like.
"More sophisticated.... and a little sexy." I say looking in the mirror.
I walk out of the room and am surprised when I see about seven to eight men well-dressed sitting on the big round table in the corner with Kayden and Grant. They all look at me and I feel very uncomfortable.
Tlook at Kayden who is taking my body is looking at me from head to toe. "And who is this beauty?" One of the men asks.
"This is my mate." Kayden says to the man but still looking at me. "Your mate?... Yet she's not marked?" One of the men asks.
"Yea, and it's none of your business Alpha William." Kayden says now irritated. He gets up and walks over to me. "Any of you keep looking at her like that and I'll skin you alive." He growls out at them. They all quickly turn around and shift in their seats uncomfortably.
(Are they all Alphas? And he's talking to them like that?) I am more surprised that none of them say anything back to him for talking like that to them. They even avert their eyes.
He pulls me to him a little aggressively but doesn't hurt me, then gives me a passionate kiss which I return.
"I take it that this outfit is good?" I ask.
He smiles. "Perfect... although I kind of don't want you to go without me looking this good." He says and smirks. "You'll have three pack warriors with you at all times." He says and kisses me again. Grant clears his throat bringing us back to the fact that there are others here.
Kayden sighs, "Go have fun." He says smiling, but looks at my neck. I can tell that it's bothering him