Chapter 28
OLIVER
The days get harder to handle.
She acts like she’s not destroying me inside and my goddamn feelings keep stopping me from ending this fucking shit show.
There’s nights where I want to just beg her for the rejection as I’m attacked by every emotion she has. Then I see her and I want her so bad, I want to drive a knife in my heart to make it stop.
I just want to touch her. Really touch her.
When I decided to go in on this, I knew it would be hard, but I didn’t expect any of this. Yeah…I considered maybe Fate decided…but in all of Ezra’s craziness, I loved her sweetness. Now, she’s a completely different person and I’m changing because of it.
I vowed that I wouldn’t hurt her again and I don’t want to, but if she keeps this up…I’m scared. I’m seen as the villain by everyone else, I never wanted my mate to see that side of me. This was never in my plan and I don’t know how to handle it.
I stuff my paperwork in my desk and walk out of my office.
As I head to the stairs, I pass the dining room.
I stop, tilt my head and turn around.
Slowly strolling to the entrance, I suck in a breath and swallow.
I gather as much self control as I can. Closing my eyes, I enter the room. Her scent floats around me drawing me in. The bond reminds me of what I can’t have.
I prepare myself and open my eyes.
She’s laying, arms stretched above her head, on my table. She’s wearing a long ivory, satin dress with tiny straps. Her breasts are partially exposed in the loose, low cut top. Her hair us spread around her head and her gorgeous face watches me through narrowed eyes.
Her bare legs are pulled up and the skirt of her dress is gathered at her hips.
I stop a distance away because if I get any closer, all my control will be tossed out the window.
“What are you doing?” I ask.
She shrugs. “Thinking.”
“Get your ass…off my table.” I demand.
Her eyes lock with mine. “No.”
“Ezra. Just because I’m respecting your freedom, doesn’t mean you can disrespect the order in this house. Get off the fucking table.” I step closer to her.
She looks away and places her hands at her sides. “I often think what it’s like to die. I’ve killed so many in multiple ways, but I’ve never actually thought about what that must feel like.”
“What?” I scrub the sweat that’s building on my face.
“Really. I have no desire to know, I just wonder what they fear. Do they fear the death? Fear something they’ll miss in their life? What would you fear? If you died.” She turns her head to me.
I lower my head. “Get off the table.” I grit.
“That’s what you’d fear?” She smirks.
“EZRA!”
“I am trying to get some insight into your thinking. There’s no need to be mean.” She scowls. A little dark growl rumbles in her chest and my eyes immediately lock on it.
I lick my lips and rub my forehead. “I will talk to you when you can respect my wishes.”
“What’s a matter, Alpha? Scared?” She smiles.
“No. Annoyed.” I jut my cheek out.
“I know you want to…talk.” She says in a seductive tone.
My wolf howls and eggs me on as my heart races.
I casually walk up to the side of the table. Her body slightly waves as I approach.
“I could hurt you, you know.” I reach out and place my fingers at the bottom of her neck. My eyes close because the electric warmth of her skin is so potent, I want just devour it. Fighting it is causing a heat that’s almost immeasurable.
“I will hurt you.” She grits with a look that dares me to try.
She raises her chin and my fingers start to gently float down her body as I walk down the table.
She arches when they cross between her breasts which makes my dick turn to stone. The pain of it is almost unbearable.
I lay my palm on her ribs and take in the softness of the fabric as I run my hand down to her stomach.
My heart pounds and the desire I feel for my mate is torturous.
“Is that what you want? To hurt me?” I ask as I get to her legs. My hand touches the softness of her thigh and I place my other hand on it. I caress her leg as I raise it. Again, I close my eyes when her foot lays on my chest and I run my hands down her silky calf. I take in the pulse and static pleasure I get from her.
“Are you going to talk or drop your pants.” She bites her cheek and ticks her head.
I lower my head as I lower her leg. Her body waves more as I hold her knees. I scan her body as she glides her knees in and out.
She’s tempting the shit out of me, but I can see she still hates my fucking guts and right now, I hate hers. This is not how I want my marking to go. The bond is intensifying that feeling, but the thought of being inside her is quickly overpowering it.
She closes her knees and I react by sliding my fingers between them before they can connect. I pull them apart with a force that’s laced with irritation.
“Do it.” She growls.
“Just remember, baby bird, you asked for it.” I snarl.
She rises up on her elbows. “Your pathetic ass will beg me for it.” She grits and juts her chin out at me.
“We'll see who does the begging.” With a loud Alpha growl, I grab her panties at her core and tear them off.
I force her legs apart more and her arousal consumes my mind. The bond snaps faster and my races. I squat and pull her ass to the edge.
“Yes…” She breathes.
I wrap my arms around her legs and push up her dress. I lick her outer lips all over and my fucking mind explodes. I haven’t even gotten in and she tastes so fucking good.
Her soft lips part as my tongue enters her slit. Her wetness tastes even better. I lick her all over inside.
“Yes!!” She hangs into the edge of the table as I run circles up and down her delicate pussy.
I bite it all over and flick her clit. I’m enjoying this meal for as long as it lasts, I have a feeling I won’t get another chance if this whole thing keeps up. I push those thoughts down and concentrate on making my mate feel good.
She sits up and runs her fingers through my hair as our eyes lock. The tip of my tongue flicks her faster.
“Yes, Ollie…Oh yes…” She pants.
I suck in her clit and place it in my teeth. I wrap my lips around it, giving the hard, little bud a good suck then nip her lips before running my tongue down to her entrance and teasing the edge of it.
I push her thighs up and lick her up and down with a growl. As her juices enter my mouth, my wolf growls in my chest. My fingers dig into her soft, supple skin.
I take her whole pussy into my mouth and flick her pretty clit harder and faster.
“YES! GOD, YES!!”
I quickly lick a finger and squeeze it into her entrance. I pump her hard and deep.
“Fuck! OLLIE, YESSSS!”
I back off and wipe my beard. “Yeah. You like that. Take it!” I thrust my finger into her harder. “Show me how you come!”
I tease her clit more with my tongue then rub it with the thumb on my other hand.
“FUCKKK!!”
Her thighs quake and her pussy tightens. I continue to suck her clit as I undo my belt and pop my button.
I pull my pants down and free the excruciating hard on I have.
I sit back and finish her off with my fingers.
Her orgasm crashes and she arches away from me back up the table as the intensity grows.
I pull her back to the edge. “Don’t run from me!” I growl.
I lick her pussy even more, extending the torture of her sensitivity.
“FUCK, YES!! OLIVER!! YES, GOD, YES!!”
I stand while I continue assaulting her clit and fist my dick.
I pull my finger out and shove my girth in without an ounce of fucking mercy.
“GODDAMN!” I growl loud as my entire body goes up in flames inside. Lightning explodes my brain and every nerve ending goes off. She feels even more amazing. The bond is making the feeling of her go nuclear through my system.
“FUCKKKKK!!!” She arches.
I reach up her body, grab her dress between her breasts and pull her up. “Get up here.” I grit as my entire length drives into her pussy.
I hold her dress in my fist as my other hand fists her hair and holds her head to mine.
She stares into my eyes as my thighs slam hers. “This what you want, baby?” I clench. My stare is intense as her wetness coats me and her walls tighten around my dick. I slam each stroke in making her yelp and moan at each one.
“Yes.” She grinds as she tries to breathe.
I let go of her dress and grab her ass, pulling her into me as I thrust my dick into her harder.
I’m huffing breaths and feel her contempt for me. “Who’s the Alpha now?” I smirk as sweat beads on my forehead.
Her eyes turn to slits and raises her chin. “I am.” She pants.
My gut boils and bite my lip. “Don’t think so.”
I rip her dress off over her head and throw it. I push her naked body back down on the table and grab her hips.
I slam my hips into legs faster and harder. The table shakes and slides off its spot on the floor as I fuck her relentlessly.
She’s screaming and white knuckles the table edge.
“YESSSS! FUCK!”
She arches and I grab her breast. I squeeze the soft meat and pinch her nipple, rolling it in my fingers as I bite my bottom lip.
“Damn! Such a good pussy!” I growl.
I slide my hand from her breast to her clit and rub it hard.
“OLLIEEEE!!”
My dick gets harder as her pussy tightens even more.
I raise her legs up with one arm and slap her ass. “Say it!!” I growl loud.
“No!” She glares at me and clenches her jaw.
I bear down and drive my dick deeper into her. I redden her ass with more spanks. “SAY IT!!”
I feel her pussy clamp and her body shakes.
“YESSSS! YESSS, ALPHA!!”
I spank her again. “That’s right! Come for the Alpha, baby bird.”
I spread her legs wide and rub her pussy.
I lean down, bring her head to mine and kiss her deep and passionately. The fucking big bang goes off in my head as my tongue commands hers.
I feel it build. The changes.
Her pussy gushes and I arch back. My canines descend and I grab her neck.
She sees them. “No!” Her hand slams on my mouth as she glares at me.
I rip her hand off my mouth. “Let me mark you.” I growl. My wolf is clawing and howling inside.
She grabs my nape and stares into my eyes. “I say when.” She clenches.
This pisses me off even more. I slam her down and fuck her even faster, taking my anger out on her pussy. My chest roars and I feel my body tense.
My tongue pricks the tip of a tooth and I press my lips together.
I hook a leg and grab her hair. I kiss her within an inch of her life as I feel my balls up. I growl on her lips as my dick explodes inside her.
She screams and my nails dig into the skin of her hip.
My balls empty and I slow down. I kiss her passionately and break apart.
I let go of her leg and bring my hand up to her cheek. I feel the bond going nuts between us and her skin feels even more electric.
She’s panting and her eyes are filled with satisfied euphoria.
I give her little kisses and look deep into her eyes. “You know who’s in charge here.” I mumble.
She smirks. “Just because I tell you what you want to hear, doesn’t make it true. You wanted my sex and I gave it to you because I allowed it. I called you Alpha because I wanted to, not because you demanded it.” She says with superiority dripping off her words. “What do you say now?”
My lips float around hers. “Get off my goddamn table.”
I push off her and pull up my pants. I glare at her as I do to them up.
I leave her there, dripping wet and fuming that I refuse to submit to her. She knows who the Alpha is, she’s just trying to intentionally piss me off.
Well, two can play at that game.