Chapter 21: Why are you crying?
Kyle's POV
There was no better feeling in the world than the one I was experiencing at this very moment. The woman I loved most in the world was touching me in ways that I could only imagine. She was driving me crazy.
"Jade," the word could barely leave my mouth. "I don't think I can't take any more of this. I want to touch you so bad, but tonight is your night so I'm trying." Trying so hard!
"Try harder," she said at placed her lips on my left nipple, at the same time she was teasing my erection. No woman has ever made me feel so lost for words in all my years. I've never wanted anyone as much as I wanted this beautiful creature that was teasing me.
It was a sign. We belong together, and we will stay together until our last breath.
She continued kissing her way down my body until she found my most prominent body part. She used her tongue and lick the top of it, continuously.
"Mercy! Jade." She smiled. She liked what she was doing to me, she enjoyed every bit of her control. She then took me in her mouth.
Lord! This woman knew how to make a man weak. I can't believe this was the same shy Jade.
It took every strength in my body not to hold her head there.
Just when I was about cum she stopped. My body was left with an urgent need that wasn't going to be fulfilled. I lifted my head to look at her. She was smiling at me. My little witch.
She got up from her knees and stand from the bed. I wouldn't dear to take my eyes off her for one minute. She placed her hands on the string of her panties. She moved them down her thighs slowly until they were gone, and she was completely naked.
My little tempt.
"Beautiful," she blushed. I noticed that her belly was getting a little bigger as well. Soon our baby would become so obvious. I didn't mind, I want the world to know that I love this woman and she was carrying our baby.
She is glowing. Her breast is bigger, her hips are wider, and her sex drive is higher.
She climbed back on the bed, she came and straddle my thighs. She took my manhood in her hand then lifted her hips and position me at her entrance. She bites her lips, causing me to groan.
So damn sexy! She looked like a puppy, she wanted the food but didn't know how to get it.
Surprising me, she pressed herself down on me slowly. She let out a cry of pleasure and I was filling her completely.
I really wanted to see her reaction, but I was caught between my own intense pleasure that I missed it. She didn't begin to move immediately, she was trying to get comfortable, I guess. She reached out and placed her hands on my shoulders then she starts rocking back and forth. My breathing changed, my muscles were tight, I was caught between strong waves of ecstasy. Not being able to keep my hands to myself, I placed them on her waist.
Looking straight at her I could see that she was in her own world as well. She was gripping on my shoulder like her life depended on it. I knew all that nail clawing would leave marks, but I didn't care. She starts to ride my shaft up and down. She starts slow and gentle, but I seemed like that was just not enough, so she starts to go faster. She was making helpless sounds and her head was twisting from side to side. She was losing control and so was I.
Nothing existed else but this beautiful woman and what she was doing to me.
She cried out when her internal muscles stiffen around me. I knew she was close to the end and I was right behind her. I lifted my hands and off her waist and brought them to her bottom. I help her with her moving until neither of us could take it anymore. She closed her eyes as the both of climaxed together. She laid down on my chest and she tries to calm down.
Without moving or saying anything for a few minutes the two of us reminded as one.
When I was able to control my breathing, I gently lifted her off me and pulled her beside me. I wrapped my hands around her waist, a spooning position, I started to brush her hair from her shoulders with my hands.
I sigh, I could live like this forever.
I was taking in her scent and smiling to myself when I heard a small sob, one that could have been missed if I was sleeping. I immediately release her and turn her towards me. Her beautiful face was pink and tears were just falling from her beautiful eyes.
"Hey, what's wrong?" I tried touching her shoulder, but I didn't get a response, so I tried any again. "Hey, what's wrong?"
Without answering, she continued crying. I lifted my hands to her face. I didn't like seeing her like this. "Did I hurt you?" She shook her head but continued to cry.
"Hey, honey. Tell me what's wrong. I can't bear to see you like this. Are you in pain?" without answering she continued crying. I didn't know what to do so I just pulled her in for a hug. I never had to deal with the spectrum of female emotions, so I had no idea how to deal with it. I raked my hands through her hair and pat her head while I offer words endearments. It didn't make a difference because she was stilling crying, even more, she was making sounds now.
I pulled her slightly away from me so that I could get a look at her face. "What's wrong honey? Are you okay? Are you pain? Is that a symptom of pregnancy?"
Look angry at me, she used all her strength and push me away. She hurriedly jumps off the bed and ran to the bathroom, running after her as fast as I can but she shut the door before I had a chance to get in.
I swore. I ran my hands through my hair. I didn't know what was going on. One minute we were so close together and the next we are so far apart. She didn't want to tell what was going on with her and that frustrated me.
"Please talk to me. You have to tell me what's wrong. I can't read minds." I let another swear come out of my mouth. I could hear her sobbing in the bathroom and there was nothing I could do. "Please come out. You're scaring me."
I paused and waited. I rest my head on the bathroom door. She was still crying, I could hear the sops coming from her.
Without farther thought, I push on the bathroom door. "For Fuck's sake, if you don't open this door right now I swear I'll break it down!" I didn't mean for my words to sound so bad, but I was in panic mode. Anything could happen while she locked her self in that room. What if she decided to do something to herself? I'd never forgive myself.
I leaned my head on the door and whispered. "Please come out," I closed my eyes trying to control all my emotions.
The door suddenly open showing her red face. We were looking at each other with breaking eye contact, no one said anything for a while.
I pulled her in for a hug. "Don't do that again." I pulled away from her and look at her teary eyes. "Now I'm going to make you some tea and you're going to sit down and tell me why you're crying. Go out to the living area, I'll be there in a few."
She was no longer naked but was covered with a lavender robe, on the other hand, I was still naked, so I needed to cover up.
I watched as she walked out of the
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room slowly sigh and entered the bathroom. After washing my face, reached for her towel that was hanging on the hook. I wrapped it around my waist and made my way
back to her.
I handed her the mug with the peppermint tea I just made for me. I took a seat on the sofa next to hers.
"Now, explain. Did I hurt you, while we were making love?"
She shook her head.
"Did I say something that offended you?" I asked.
She shook her head a second time.
"Are you worried about the baby?"
She shook her head again.
I sighed. "You have to talk to me. How I am to know what's wrong if you don't talk."
After wiping away her tears she looked. After a few moments of silence, she finally spoke. "I'm scared."
I looked her confused. "Of what? Of us hurting the baby?"
"No." she answered.
"Then of what? What are you so afraid of?"
She stayed silent but didn't break the eye contact, when she bent her head she whispered so low I could barely hear the word correctly.
"Of you."
I closed my eyes for a second not replying. It hurt that she would be afraid of me. I was the one afraid.
Afraid of what she will do to net
heart Why? I would never do anything to hurt you? Don't you know that?"
"I do."
"Then why? Why are you afraid of me?"
She was looking everywhere except me. "Because...because..because..."
I sighed. "Because of what? Why would you be afraid of me? I've never hurt you and I never will."Not in a million years
"I know that."
"Then why?"
"Because I love you and I don't want my heart to be broken." As she said those words something inside me twisted.
She loves me, she loves me.
Thank god!
She loves me.
"Why would I want to break your heart? Why would I want to break your heart?" I repeated for emphasis. "You are my heart, so I can never break yours without leaving any injury on mine."
A single tear fell out of her right eye.
I moved towards her and wiped it
away. "Don't cry, my love. I will never hurt you. I will never break your heart." I held her face in my and looked into her eyes. With a smile on my face, I said, "I love you. I love you so much it hurts. I know that I hurt you once but never again. I swear it. I will every day of my life trying to prove it to you." The tears were coming again. "Don't cry, my love. I can't bear to see you in pain, especially since I know I'm the reason."
She laughed and moved closer, so she could place a small kiss on his lips. "These are tears of joy. I'm so happy. I can't believe you love me."
"I do love you with all my heart, my mind, soul, and body. I belong to you." Only you.
"I love you too." the three words that would make my future so much happier.
I laughed. I've waited so long for her to say those words.
"Say that again."
"I love you." She laughed. The only tears in her eyes were of joy.
"Marry me." I looked into her eyes.
She smiled and my heart jumped.
Yes! She was mine.
"Yes, I love you so much." She hugged me.
"I love you too and I will spend the rest of my life proving it to you." I pulled out the hug and kissed her passionately on the lips.
"You can start now." She smiled.