Chapter 34
(Her)
“What's going on? Why are you all bowing in shame?” I ask annoyed by their behaviors. I don’t know if it’s shame or pity.
I don’t like people bowing at me and even more when it’s pity. I don’t do pity. Never!
“Maybe they think you will die in a few hours. Let’s them be my soul. They will enjoy the show later.” Anton whispers in my ear.
I nod and we walk toward the guest wing. Even Alpha Franck was bowing in shame... So it was not because of the fight.
“Stop thinking too much, sweetheart. You losing your time for people who doesn’t deserve it.” Anton says when we are in the kitchen.
“You’re right and I’m hungry!”
“Does my little baby girl is hungry?” Anton says with a sweet voice. I don’t think he is speaking to me.
He puts his hands on my belly and adds: “I will cook everything you want my little princess. You know your daddy can’t say no to you.”
Yep, not talking to me at all! Let’s tease him a bit then.
“Even a boy in her room?” I ask him.
He growls: “Never in my house!”
We heard Alec laughs in the dining room. Noisy werewolf! Well, I'm a noisy Lycan even more than him, maybe... Make me think: does that mean better your hearing is noisier you will be?
“Good morning Lilly, good morning bro!” Alec says cheerfully.
“Hey, why are you so cheery this morning?” I ask him.
“Today is our last day here. I can go back to Alix. I miss her so much.”
“He saw her yesterday!” Anton says.
“You can speak, you were not able to wait more than 20 minutes without her yesterday!” Alec teases him.
“We spent a month apart!” Anton protests.
“Who is to blame for that?” Alec says.
“Not me!” Anton denies.
“Really?” I ask sarcastically.
“Let's not talk about that again.” Anton says.
“I will cook breakfast for you, my love. Alec, you can cook for your own. You abused my mate's cooking too long.” He adds.
“You should say that to Collin.” Alec shrugs.
“Where is he by the way?” I ask.
“He didn’t come back yet. And I just spoke with Alix a few minutes ago, Ainhoa neither was back yet.” He replies.
“First night and they’re already inseparable.” I say smiling.
“Who are you talking about?” Collin asks appearing in the middle of the room.
“You mister! So how was your night?” I reply exciting to hear all about it.
“Just wow! She is so... perfect. I don’t even how I could believe Piper was my mate. Ainhoa is just amazing, smart, beautiful, sweet, full of humor, carrying. I’m already in love and she will be the best mother Harper could ask for. I can’t wait for them to meet. I’m a lucky bastard!” He says, cheerful.
The three of us smile at him. He deserves that.
“Welcome to the family!” Anton tells him with a slap in the back before to hug him.
“He is my brother in law, not your, dumbass!” Alec says.
“The brother of my brother is my brother.” Anton retorts.
“This is bullshit.” Alec replies.
“As if you don’t see Darius as your brother!”
“It’s not the same!”
“How so?” Anton asks raising his left eyebrow.
“He is the brother of my sister!”
“So it’s exactly the same!” Anton says victoriously.
“Not at all. And with the two of you, we need to be supportive and team-ups together.” Alec denies.
“I’m starving. I’m going to eat, you can join me when you will have grown up.” I say leaving the dining room.
“I brought croissants and chocolate croissants if you want some.” Collin tells me showing me the bag in his hands.
Yummy!
“Let’s go! They can keep like that for hours!” I tell him eager to eat.
“I know... We used to be like that too with Connor.” He says with sadness.
“Give it time and you will be close again.” I tell him.
“I don’t think so. Too many damages were done.”
“It will be different but you can be close again if it’s what you want.”
“We will see.” He sighs.
I nod:” Let eat.”
~~~~~~~
Markus should be here at any moment now. Dad, Darius, and Constantinos arrived an hour and half ago. Darius refused to let Veronica come because “it’s not safe enough for his pregnant mate.” Overprotective boring mate! Alistair and Meli arrived an hour ago. And Ezra and Rose arrived 40 minutes ago.
I avoided Liam, his parents, Aiden and his parents all morning. They were and still act weird and it’s so annoying. What’s wrong with them???
All my family and friends are sitting in the living room while Anton and I are in the kitchen but he suddenly stopped what he was doing - meaning warming the water for the tees - and I don’t know why. He isn’t even moving anymore.
“What are you doing love? Why did you stop?” I ask him.
No answer... When I touch his arm, he doesn’t react. He is just rigid. Before I can say or do something else I feel a majestic presence in the room or should I say a divine presence.
“Moon Goddess, what are you doing here?” I ask her.
“Anna-Lynn, I thought you had questions so I came.” She replies.
“That’s so nice of you.” I say, skeptical.
She looks at Anton and smiles: “If I tell you, you will live a long life if you mate with Liam. Would you mate with him?”
You have a short laugh. Is she serious???
“I am my child.” She confirms.
I shake my head at the absurdity of the question:” Few years with Anton are better than an eternity with Liam.”
She nods:” I was expected that answer.”
“Can you unfreeze Anton, please? I have nothing to hide from him and my questions concern him too.”
She nods in agreement.
“Why it’s not working anymore? It likes it frozen suddenly.” He says slapping lightly the kettle.
“Anton, Love, we aren’t alone.” I tell him.
“I know they are all waiting in the next room.” He replies only focus on the kettle.
The moon goddess clears her throat that makes him look at her.
“Oh shit! I mean Moon Goddess it’s a pleasure to meet you.” Anton says bowing his head.
“It’s nice to meet you in person my child. My fabulous child.” She says smiling.
“What can we do for you Moon Goddess?” He asks her.
“You can start by calling me by my name, Selina. And it’s more about what I can do for you and your baby.” She says.
“Why I’m pregnant? I told you I didn’t want to give birth to a child if it’s to abandon her a few years later.” I tell her.
“Does that mean you don’t appreciate my gift?” She asks.
“No of course not. We are really grateful! Both of us.” Anton says.
I’m warier than him about her. She is the one who’s making me pay for other mistakes... with my life.
“I know. I came to apologize to Anna-Lynn. I know you found my decision to call you back by my side unfair but you have to understand my position. The first lycans, I’ve created, were very powerful and dangerous creatures. They were turning bad easily most of them became evils actually. It was so hard and painful to eradicate them all. We are in a very dangerous period for the supernatural creature and I had no choice than to send a Lycan back to save them. I sent you with my most powerful werewolf. You parents both come from the first lines of werewolves as Liam's parents. I chose for you the most powerful werewolf as your mate. And what did they all do when you weren’t as they expected?” She says the last sentence with anger.
We don’t say anything and we let her keep going.
“They rejected you, they sent you away and lived their life like you weren’t even existed. You felt so lonely and your young life was filled with sadness. It was so unfair! You deserve so much more! I had to do something to erase your pain and to punish them...But you fought me to stay alive and despite everything you wanted to live and see the world. You never stopped to believe they were good in this world. You moved on with your life and you kept smiling... You know, Lycan turns evil for less than that.”
“But not her.” Anton whispers.
“Indeed. Your Family and your mate were blind, too proud to see my gift but not others like Chris who claimed you as his daughter the first time he met you. You had so much to do to save this world and how could you have alone? Yet you did, you fought for love and equity. You already did so much and all by yourself. I’m so proud of you! You are so strong! I’m not speaking about how deadly powerful you are but mentally strong. You never gave up not even now. You’re still fighting while you could just enjoy your time until it’s lasted but you chose not to. Still, you were so lonely, even your closest friends were wary around you in your Lycan form.”
“Until I met him. It doesn’t explain why you broke our deal. How I’m pregnant?” I say.
“Do you want me to explain how babies are made?” She replies sarcastically. I raise my eyebrow.
She laughs and continues:”l gave you back your fertility 46 days ago. Making her is all your fault. You got pregnant only two days after. I was surprised it worked so fast! Well, I shouldn’t be as you’re fucking like rabbits.”
She laughs when she sees the face we make.
“Don’t worry, I’m not a pervert. I’m not looking at you making love... most of the time.” She laughs again as we are both horrified.
“Why did you do that?” I ask focusing again on the main subject.
“For you to have a legacy.” She says.
“Then why now? My biggest battles were a few years ago.” I ask.
“Because of him.” She says pointing Anton.
“Me?” He asks surprised.
“Yes, you, my dear Anton.” Selina says with a proud smile. “You fucked up all my plan! And it was marvelous to see once my anger had deflated. You knew she was something else and you recognized her power even she was hiding it. You and your wolf choose her over your own mate! Your heart and soul recognized her like your other half despite the fact she was not the one I fated for you. I had never happened before. Wolf can choose their second chance mate but not before to lose or reject the true one. Still, you defied the destiny I planned for you.”
Anton looks at her in awe, stunned by her words and not knowing if it’s positive or not.
So she keeps speaking:” I would have never fated you together. It was never a possibility for me. Never! Yet SHE is your choice over everything! Your true mate, your position, your pack even your life as you will mark her even if it kills you. I was so wary about you two. It was too dangerous you together so I push you, Anna-Lynn to feel guilty and leave you to give your mate a fair chance. The truth is you were both miserable without each other, even with Eva in your life you were so empty. So I push her to fall for that mateless wolf and she rejected you. I look at you both as I was afraid you will set the world on fire. You push her to go further and together you are so explosive... To watch you make me realized that you are her missing part. With you, she is stronger and has the confidence and the support she needs and had missed. I was scared you will cause her to fall but it’s the inverse. Accepting all of her and push her to accept what she is totally, was what she needed. So I have to give you my blessing by giving her the possibility to bear your child and by making you her equal.”
“So he is becoming a Lycan like me!” I say relieved and happy.
“Yes he is and there is more.” She says.
“She is not dying anymore?” Anton asks full of hope.
She laughs:” So eager! Both of you! No, she is not dying anymore. You have a long life in front of you both!”
My heart is beating wildly as Anton lets a huge sigh go before coming to hug me. I look at him and his eyes are tearing of happiness. He is so amazing and so cute. Pfff, as if he does only hot and sexy... Bullshit he does cute too! Selina laughs and looks at me amused. Damn, she is reading my mind. Noisy goddess stay out of my head! She laughs even more.
“There is more.” She tells us when
“What else do you have to tell us?” I ask, curious.
“Watching you made me want to give Lycans another chance. So you, Anna-Lynn will be able to turn other being in Lycan. Anton, you will be able too once you will become king.”
“But?” I ask I’m so sure there’s a but.
“As the Queen and the King, you will be responsible for all of them. If one was to turn evil you will have to kill it. And there is another trick. Lycans are free to mate who they want but it’s mating for life, no second chance. Your instincts are powerful and they will guide you toward your other half. Your children, like you, will be able to feel their perfect matches but it’s could be any creature mated already or not as I will not be involved. I don’t want to repeat the mistake I did with you. After the marking, the other half will turn into a Lycan too but the Lycan has to be the first to mark the other one, always. It will avoid unwanted mating.”
“But I want him to mark me first. There’s nothing you can do?” I protest.
“Didn’t have done enough for you already?” She says.
“Yes but-“ I start but Anton cuts me.
“It’s alright as long as you live I don’t care.”
“Let’s make a deal if you name your daughter after me, you can.” She proposes.
“Deal!” I say.
“But-“ Anton starts but I cut him.
“You basically saved my life with your unconditional love. You deserve to mark me first. And Selina is a nice name.”
He’s still not convinced so I add: “ If one day she criticized her name we could say to her that it was not our fault.”
My joke works as he laughs and nods.
“Thank you!” I tell to Selina.
“I should go now. I had a busy night.”She tells us.
Now I understand why they were acting weird.
“You visited my biological family and Liam, didn’t you. Why?” I ask.
“I know you moved on and you wish for them to live in peace but I’m not that forgiven. They need to pay for their mistakes.” She explains.
“Thank you.” Anton says as I don’t know how to respond to that.
“I’m going to know. Take good care of her.”
“I will...Wait!” Anton says. “ Selina, our daughter, Noah is her Lycan’s mate. So that means he has another mate?”
“Yes, he has another mate. I had already fated with a mate. I discover he was your daughter’s mate at the same time he has. Mates are paired as soon as the younger one was born and I can’t undo what I have done already. But my matches are perfect when the souls are still pure and sometimes life makes them grown apart and not as a great matching as they were supposed to. Hopefully, it will be the same for him.” She explains.
“Okay...” I say. I hope it will not cause any trouble.
“Before I go, two things. Another advantage to the free mating, you can mark your mate where ever you want as long as you’re both marked at the same place. You will not lose consciousness after the marking, quite the opposite... I should warn you the marking will probably urge you to mate. And one last thing, nothing is cute in his head sweetie.” Selina says smiling before she disappears.
“I love you Lilly! I knew you were the right one from me, in your face Liam!” Anton says victoriously.
I laugh and peck his lips: “ And you can mark me whenever you want.”
“I know! I should mark you in front of everyone.”
“Will you be able to mark me without mating me?”
“Will you?” He challenges me.
“I don’t know.” I shrug.
He smirks triumphantly. He knows me too. True is I can’t wait for him to mark me but I would rather do it privately. Making out in front of everyone is not the first impression I want to leave as a queen.
“The best part is I can choose where I mark you!” He says happily.
Actually he is looking like the happiest man on earth. I think I never saw him so happy and carefree.
“Where will you mark me?” I ask, curious.
“I don’t know yet. I’m hesitating between somewhere everybody will see it or biting you in my favorite part of your body.” He says with a pervert's smile.
I’m afraid to ask but I still do: “And where would it be?”
“Your cheek my love.” He says deadly serious.
“And I’m not speaking of your face.” He adds as if I didn’t understand.
“Anton no way in hell you will mark me there in front of everyone!” I protest.
“I don’t see why not?” He shrugs.
I shake my head:” She is right nothing is cute in your head pervert!”
“What?” He asks not understanding.
“What’s it taking you so long?” Alec asks entering the kitchen and cutting our discussion. When he sees our faces he tenses. For sure mine is all red.
“What's going on?” He asks, worried.
“A lot actually. Let me show you.” Anton says giving him his right hand.
“Wow... wow!” Alec says then he shakes his head laughing.
“Just how much did he show you?” I ask him with a wince.
“Everything, everything! Really Bro, marking her ass!!” Alec says.
“Seriously! You have to share that with him too!” I say incredible. Well, I shouldn’t it’s Anton after all.
“If you could mark Alix anywhere you want, where it will be?” Anton asks his brother.
“Well no in her ass but.... hmmm!” Alec replies with a weird grin in his face.
“The two of you are just perverts!” I say shaking my head.
“Everything is ready. Let’s go joining our guests and sharing the good news with them!” Anton just adds.
“If you speak about my ass, I kill you!” I warm them.