Chapter 5
Chapter 5
“Lucias… what are you doing?”
I couldn’t help but turn to him when he took me into a house and pushed me inside of a room slamming the door shut behind me. Is he really going to lock me up? No… No, I don’t want to believe it. He’s not going to do something like that right? When I looked at him, he simply threw away the black trench coat he was wearing over his shoulders. His eyes were unreadable, filled with rage. He took heavy steps near me as I automatically stepped back.
“Why did you leave? Why the fuck did you run away?”
Run away? Why? Is he asking why I ran away from him? I held my tears back in my eyes without shedding them. I can’t believe that he has no shame to ask something like that as if he had completely forgotten what he did to me. I didn’t look away from Lucias‘ eyes which are my favorite all the time and which I loved the most.
“What were you expecting to do with me after rejecting me as your mate, Luna and wife?” his l*ps twitched.
He stood a few inches away from me glancing down at me as I also held his gaze although it was hard for me. The way his eyes stared into mine reminded me of the time that we spent together happily. The past I still love and adore. He was so nice to me and he just simply treated me so well as his girlfriend but all of sudden just like a heartless hurricane, he threw me out of his life when I was least expecting it since we got married. But it happened… This man changes so fast. Faster than my heartbeat that beats for him.
“Let me go, Lucias. Please…”
I just want to leave and go to my son. It’s been a while and he must be looking for me. I couldn’t even say a word to him before leaving and he must be already crying. Even after everything this man did to me, I’m still loving his child and live for him. I could have gotten an abortion but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. Maybe, I love Lucias too much as I’ve unintentionally fallen in love with the unborn child in me at that moment. I don’t know… I just want to live in peace with
my son.
“Want to go to that f**king weak and pathetic man so badly? Not only married another bastard but also gave birth to his bastard? f**king dream on Emilina! f**kng dream on! You are not going to your little family again! Not until you bear a son for me, to become the next Alpha!” The temperature in the room dropped as his tone and words came out as an angry lion roaring because of jealousy and
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hatred.
When will he ever know that he just called his own son a bastard? No, I will not let him find it since I can clearly see that he needs a son to follow his path in the future. That means, he will snatch my son from me.
“My current life has nothing to do with you” I calmly said, trying to step away from him but he grabbed me from my arm and stopped me.
My wolf let out a whimper inside of me as she revealed how stressed and hurt she was. Not only her, but also me. But I am keeping all the thoughts which are hurtful. away and keeping a brave face in front of him. But it is so hard because of the love I had for him.
“Your life is mine! Present or past, everything is mine. And I can do anything I want to you” he pushed me onto the bed and climbed on top of me taking off his shirt revealing his perfect upper b*dy. Despite the situation I’m in right now, I found myself gazing at his strength and power encompassing b*dy crazily. His abs, chest and his arms… but what caught my attention was the scar on his chest which was new to me. He didn’t have this scar when he was with me right? No he didn’t have… this kind of deep scar? How come?
He had some kind of small scars on his back due to his training and his wolf’s fighting but what I’m seeing is beyond all those things. I don’t know what happened in his life after I left and he also doesn’t know what happened in my But yesterday, I found that he has another woman in his arms. I ripped my gaze
life.
from his b*dy, having the feeling of my heart tearing apart when I thought about the fact that he’s already married to someone else. He was living his life so fine and good while I was struggling to raise his child.
Even giving birth to Luan was hard. So painful. Just because he’s from the strongest alpha bloodline, it simply tore my b*dy ever since I got pregnant. Holding him for seven months and giving birth was the most painful experience in my life; however, I still love that experience because it made me a mother. While my life was hard like that, he had gotten married again. After rejecting me and shoving me out of his life, he really had someone else.
“I was yours. I accept that but not anymore. Not after you made me walk through hell and made me feel like trash that was thrown out by you. We can’t go back to where we were, Lucias. Because you are the one who ruined everything. Now let me go! What made you come to me like this? Just go away! Go away from me. It’s been three years and you never looked for me but after seeing me last night you again want to hurt me. Is that what is in your mind?” I pushed him attempting to get up.
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“Taking me to your bed is the only thing you want. Am I wrong?”
Realizing that he has no idea of letting me go, I reminded him of what he did from my question. It was what he did to me. Just because we are mates, having S** with each other is the best pleasure that we can have in our lives and he got what he wanted and then showed me his true colors. I gave up on all my attempts to get up from the bed pushing him away. I laid back, looking at his eyes.
Those eyes said nothing or expressed nothing. He didn’t even utter a word but listened to everything I just said. Why is he not talking? Why isn’t he saying something? Why isn’t he even trying to fix my heart that he brutally broke? Tell me something… tell me a reason and I will believe you.
Even after years of trying to forget him and stop loving him, here I am still loving him like before without dropping a single feeling I had for him. I still love him the same way I used to. The only difference is that my heart isn’t as healthy as before after what he did. Nevertheless, I still love him through all those broken pieces of my heart.
“What’s the meaning of this silence, Lucias? Either you tell me the reason for everything or let me leave” Instead of answering any of my questions, he drew his face near mine, crashing his l*ps on my l*ps giving a shudder to my heart. It took my brain some time to respond to his k*ss. I didn’t want… k*ssing him is one of best feelings in my life but no… I don’t want to k*ss him when I know he’s using me for his and his wolf’s pleasure. Just like he did before.
“Let… go” I hit his chest, breaking the k*ss between us. Why would I let him do this to me? He has no right and he doesn’t deserve me. Lucias stopped k*ssing me. He looked at me but wasn’t going to move away from me. I knew it already. Watching me for a while, he chuckled. Am I a joke to him or what? Then what he did next was gripping my wrists with his one hand and pinning them above my head.
“Did you believe that I loved you?”
His l*ps were on my chest when he whispered those words. My heart skipped a beat in a painful way. I believed him. I trusted him. I never thought he was just playing with my feelings. Never have I thought he would reject me after our wedding night, banishing me from all the titles he gave me on our wedding. It was the worst nightmare in my life. I trusted him so much. As much as I loved him, I
trusted him.
“You never showed any sign to believe me
and you were just playing with me. So yes, I believed you and I trusted you more than anything
I your love was fake in this world. You know this Lucias… don’t ask me questions that you already know
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the answers”
“Then continue believing it”
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He ripped my dress from my b*dy completely this time and began to k*ss my breasts biting me gently. Indeed! I continue believing it. Not his love for me but my love for him. I remained silent for a moment but then I began to struggle because I didn’t want this to happen. “Don’t do this… please!” The moment I began to struggle, he held my waist tightly and k*ssed me harder. I felt myself slowly losing my control. Even after rejection, my b*dy still reacts in the same way to his
touch.
Our bond was strong. It was stronger than any werewolf mates. And now, Lucias is taking advantage of it. He knows I won’t be able to resist him for so long so he is doing this. Our k*ss became passionate and sloppy as he pried open my mouth and slid his tongue inside of my mouth k*ssing me harder.
“From now on, I’m coming to you every night! You will not leave here or me again!” His possessiveness washed me like a cold water bucket.
Every night? What did he just mean? Before I could even think more about it, he parted my legs after taking off his pants. Soon, I felt the sharp pain between my legs making me cry out. He released my hands, k*ssing all over my n*eck whilst he moved. His thrusts had my mind exploded and my b*dy feels that it doesn’t belong to me anymore. My b*dy is his.
“f**k! Yes…. you have no idea how long I craved this…” he groaned as I gripped his strong shoulders, digging my nails into his skin as the waves of pleasure and pain took control over me turning me to the same foolish girl who was in love with him limitlessly.