Chapter 64
Bethany's POV
I knew I should never have promised anything to Dominic. Gosh, he can be so sneaky, so clever, and tricky. He just tricked m into making that promise, he made me promise to trust him, and now he's using it against me. How on earth does he expect me to hide the fact that we are now mated to each other, How am I supposed to get back at Bianca when she doesn't know anything about us?
“That's not fair Dom, you did not hide it when you were screwing that b***h. For f***s sake, you even made me leave so you can have a good time with her. She bragged to everyone, rubbing it on my face, telling everyone that cares to listen that she had an affair with you. Now I finally got what is mine already, now it's my turn to flaunt myself to the whole world and you stand here telling me to keep it a secret?
Not a chance Dom, there is no way in hell that I'm agreeing to that. Except you want to tell me that you still have a thing for her, maybe you still want her or maybe you still want to screw other girls. If that is the case, why don't you just say so instead? You can go screw any b**h you want, I don't even care anymore." I let out angrily, moving to turn away from him bt he pulled me back into his arms, forcing me to look up at him.
“And where the hell do you think you are going?
You are running back to the arms of your stupid boyfriend, right?
I warned you, Beth, don't think I won't carry out my threats because I will. I would f*****g kill that bastard if I see him anywhere near you, I'l rip his head right off his shoulder” He let out furiously, the veins on his forehead standing out to show just how furious he is.
“And why can't I be with him, Dom, why can't I be with a man who doesn't hide me away like some stinking w***e. I should have known that you never wanted to keep me here, I should have known that you never really wanted me for yourself, you just wanted a taste of my body before you shipped me off to your men, you simply wanted to sample the goods, right?” I asked him in a sad tone that shows exactly how I feel right now.
“Why the hell would you say something like that Bethany, is that really what you think about me, why can't you just trust me?” he yelled out in anger, his eyes filled with anger. I could feel his anger and deep within me, I can tell that he is boiling in anger, but I don't give a f**k right now because I'm even more furious than he is, besides, he started it all, didn't he? Telling me to keep our relationship a secret, who even does that?
He obviously wants to screw around wiith these omega's, that is why he doesn't want me to be seen with his mark on my neck. I hate feeling this way, I hate having this feeling of regret, this sad feeling that makes me want to cry and cry until ther is no water left in my eyes. That is how Dominic is making me feel right now. I can't believe that he is doing this to me just a few hours after taking my Maidenhead. I can't believe that I gave you my plans for revenge only to get my heartbroken by th very man that killed my family and made me flee our pack in terror. I thought he is finally coming back to his senses, I thought he is going to make me his queen and flaunt me to the whole wide world. Who would have thought that he had his own plans, never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that he would want to keep our love a secret, keeping it hidder from everyone in this castle. What is the use of having a mate that nobody else knows about, I should as well have remainec unmated because it is way better than having a secret mate that no one else knows about.
I have been avoiding his eyes all this while, I know I would fall completely if I look into his eyes. I can still feel his eyes on me, I can feel it on my skin as his burning anger burns me all over as his eyes kept peering at me. Our bond is established now and it is more stronger so I can feel everything he is feeling and I know how furious he is right now. I don't care if he is furious or not, I just don't buy this idea of him hiding our relationship, I can't even begin to imagine what our relationship would be like if I agree to this stupid request of his. There will be no fun in our relationship, none at al. It would only be secrets and secrets and more secrets, sneaking around all the time, I just can't take it, I imply cannot do it, I can't live like that. I heard as he took a deep breath before letting it out in puff, I could tell that he is trying to control his anger, trying not to get pissed with me. But that's just bullshit, if there is anyone to get angry here, it should be me because his stupid reques is like an insult to me and my family, like a huge slap to my face.
“You don't have to make a big deal out of this, Beth. You don't have to conclude without hearing everything I have to say, yo have to learn to try... I did not even let him finish his words before cutting him short,
“If you don't want to be mated to me, then why did you stop me from being with Miguel or any other guy, you should never have placed your mark on my neck if you don't want it to be seen, you should never have made love to me, you shouldn't have even touched me, you should have let me go” I let out in a whisper, looking away from his angry eyes. Next, I heard wa; his bone-cracking as his fist connected with the wall in anger. He let out a loud howl of anger, trying to calm his anger as he glares furiously at me. I made the mistake of looking at his face, it was so damn terrifying. I saw anger like never before, his eyes is filled with so much anger that it burned deep within me, making me shudder in fear. He glared at me furiously, then he turned around and left the room, leaving me all by myself.
I watched him as he walked out of the room without looking back, banging the door after him. He is pissed, so damn furious but I'm not sorry, not even a little bit. He asked for it when he made such a ridiculous request, he should never have tried tc hide our relationship, he could have at least pretended to love me for a few more days, how could he hurt me just a few hours after sealing our bond as mates, why does he always have to act like a f****g i***t,
“What the hell was he even thinking?" I asked myself in anger, then I heard a little voice in my head,
“He was only trying to protect us, Beth, he loves us, why can't you see that?" Alexia said in my head, sounding as pissed as Dominic, no, she is even more pissed than Dom.
“Oh shut it, Lexi, I know you would always take his side. You had better get your priorities straight, you are my wolf, minelt You should stand by my decision Alexia, you should support me always. How can you let him treat us this way, would you prefer to stay hidden while he keeps f****g all the omega’s in this castle, is that what you want?" I scholars her angrily, pouring all my anger on her. I don't know why she takes his side always, I guess it's because of this damn mate bond, this same bond that pulled us together even when we are complete opposites. It is well known in the world that opposite attracts, but not Dominic and I. We have been fighting each other since I got into these castles, I thought it would be different now because of the mating bond, but I was wrong, it just wouldn't stop and now I'm beginning to regret getting mated to him in the first place. Did I make a mistake?
“You have to listen to him Bethany, he is not a monster like you are painting him to be, he loves us and he isn't trying to hur us. You need to give him a chance to explain himself you can't keep treating him this way, you are hurting him, Beth, he doesn't deserve this. He is only trying to protect you from his enemies, he doesn't Want to make you their target, you have t listen to him.” Alexia pleaded in my head, making me even more furious as I wondered why she is never taking my side and how the hell did she even know that he is trying to protect me. She responded to my question even before I asked it, she said,
“Scott told me everything that is going on, that is how I got to know,” she told me calmly as if she had read my mind.
“Unlike you two, Scott and I are in a good place right now, we can actually have a conversation without raising our voices at each other like two f****g lunatics" She said mockingly. Now I'm feeling a little bit guilty for what I said. If it turns out that Alexia is right if it turns out that he was actually trying to save me from his enemies, then I've made a terrible mistake, I've really hurt him.